Sunday, 27 June 2010
for the blog that i been wanting to write...
it alrdy almost 2 mnths since the insident...
but i dun blame him cause me myself to blame...
evertyhing that i done for the past 7 mnths is still linger in his mind...
n how could he forget abt it...
but it been a torturing state for me n him..
each time i went to werk...
cause it was that werk that it all begins...
i dun wan to remember it and i wan it to forget...
but still we fighting against what happen...
i thought cause of love that makes us inseparable...
but i was wrong he still keep on toking abt it...
his heart is controlling his anger...
if it was 1st i wont mind...
i did give him suggestion that we separate for awhile..
if he okie n me okie then we mit...
but he dun wan that...
he keep on thinking the negative thought...
oh god i reli tired if this whole thing...
i wish for it to stop so that it wont bother me...
i was to blame for everything...
sorry is not even the good words for me to say...
but still im saying this to him...
im sorie im make u sad
im sorie if thing is different back then...
im sorie if that is ur decision...
im sorie if u are hurt again...
im sorie if u keep on thinking abt it...
im sorie if im too stubborn...
im sorie if i phafe betrayed ur trust n love...
im sorie for everthing...
i just love u n oni u in my heart...
but if thing is gonna tough i wonder if we can still make it...
-RaYu-
1:28 am
