Tuesday, 28 August 2007
Wat happen in the life is depends on wat type u wanna be my dear diary... Feels like at times i wanna go out n be alone n watch the sky to c how beautiful the scenery are... but now i have no time for myself, him or even my friends... I know they missing mie n mi have try to contact them but still im too busy for dat... Hmm... keep tinking n tinking but still can't find the solution to dat... How am i suppose to do next? How am i suppose to deal wif my life dat full of question n problem dat keep coming n coming non-stop...? If were to tink back wat is goin on, i juz dnno wat to say... or wat is happening to mie... I juz dunno wat to dooooo.........................
I try to be calm as i used to... i try to happy like i used to... But in the end im the 1 dat keep on tinkin n tinkin abt wat happen? Im happy wif whoever im wif (friends, best friends n most importantly my guy but im not wen im alone.... =( i reli hate for being alone... But still im remain calm forever... I nid him by my side always... Wanna spend my time wif him without tinkin abt aniting... No werk no saving no everything... Juz mie n him...... But nooooooooo.... Still nid to tink abt $$$, stuff, house, bills.... whenever i c him.. i juz wanna being wif him n dun wan to come home... Yup... Im seriously madly deeply in love wif him!!!! He's all i ever wanted..... He's cute, he's patience (i reli adores it), he's angry n everything.... He take care of mie dat well... Tankz for dat... ur love is all i needed... I LOVE YOU... u heard mie???? Dun say im dat dun say im tiz coz no matter wat i do i will always carry ur heart wif mie... Diz wat i promise you...
"Bila ku sedari diri disayangi langkah kaki ini semakin berani... Bilaku keliru ku ucap manamu terasa diriku kembali dikalbu... Engkau yang pertama tiada akhirnya... Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahaya... Izinkanlah aku menumpang disini didalam naungan kasih dan sayangmu ku berserah diri...." Our song dat we adores very much.... Muackz...
-RaHaYu- 9:38 pm
