Wednesday, 18 March 2009
Bismillahirahmanirrahim...
** DenganNYA kita datang dan denganNYA jgk kita kembali **
Today was the fourth day since grandma left us...
but her her memory still fresh in mine...
i just love her so much...
hmm... we was suppose to see her on that day...
but she just go w/o waiting for us to come...
but i feel happy cause get to her smile in silence...
i get to bath for her the very last time...
i wished her for the better...
i wonder will dad's family be as before???
gather around during Hari Raya???
before we left auntie zarina was hugging me...
it was the 1st time she hugged me...
her hug was like saying goodbye...
n was like darez no other days we will get to meet...
i will never get to hear grandma's story again...
Hmmm...
-RaYu-
Labels: ilu grandma...
8:52 pm
Tuesday, 10 March 2009
Hey...
Being hooked up in the house was like nothing to do...
except for cleaning the house...
man i was so bored...
thinking of goin out to find job was like no mood...
i feel like dun wanna work till i finish my studies...
i mean REALLY finish my studies!!!
But wen i think abt the expenses dat need to do...
i rethink again...
i been like keep thinking again & again...
Haiz...
Really make me mad...
thinking dat none of this is getting my way n my life...
Hmm...
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Yesterday was his Maths Exam...
Hope everything is doing well...
Hmm.. it was last 2 days i can't sleep...
thinking abt something but i din know...
I kept feeling different...
i try to avoid but somehow i can't...
I just dun feel good even today i still feel dat way...
i cant perform prayer due to woman's life...
so all i do is just pray in my heart...
hoping dat everything will be just fine...
i need him now but i think i just let him do wateva he wants...
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A woman that need protection even he's there...
A woman that feel the security in her heart...
A woman who long to be with her loves even once...
A woman who will always wanting more from the person she loves...
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-RaYu-
12:37 pm
Thursday, 5 March 2009
HeY...
Today got the result of my application Poly...
And i got it...
Which is my 1st Choice...
Bioelectronic at Singapore Polytechnic...
Yup2... will be joining my sis as she 2 is frm dare...
Im so happy...
Thank God for letting have my chance again...
-RaYu-
Labels: May u be safe n well...
3:29 pm
