Thursday, 14 May 2009
This is for you Muhd Zaidi:
Still remember wen we both sec 4???
on how u wanting me to be your girlfriend???
on how i reject u dat day???
till i feel regret for letting u go???
n i accept u for the next four days???
Still remember wen we alrdy together???
the 1st time i feel shy wen asking u to eat my nasi ayam in front of Fara n Shidah???
n we kicked each other's leg for fun???
N sudden fara n shidah noticed it???
Still remember wen u wait for me???
wen i having CCA practice marching at parade square for NDP???
n i let u read my 1st diary???
i feel i was happy on dat time...
Still remember on how i start to get jealous wen u send fara home???
n we both got fight over her???
Still remember on how we fight for the 1st time???
n on how zuraidah tell me off abt so-called "play arnd" at Senja Grand???
Still remember we both cried together for the 1st time at my blk dat day???
on friday after u go for friday prayer???
Still remember u put on a moon necklace on my neck???
n say dat i was ur hope...???
i thought i was the only hope that u say...
but on 12th May '09 u say that u did give a necklace to Ruzi wen dat time both of u together...
i was actually heartbroken so i just keep quiet n just listen to what u saying...
Still remember wen we both get same skul in ITE during Nitec???
on how u get so jealous whenever i get close to guys???
n end up most of the guys being ur close ones???
Hehe... it's quite funny wasn't it???
Still remember wen 1st time we meet ruzi outside Ite Yishun???
n dat day in the bus was 1st time u slapped me in front of her n Syafie???
Jus bcoz i make fun of u wen u were sleeping???
Still remember how we love each other dat time???
still remember on what i did during the last 2 years???
the thing dat was unforgivable???
wen i did hurt u n stabbing u from the back???
n wen we start all over just being Bro-Sis???
Still remember wen i asked u dat i wanna bring "him" along???
to gather wif us(friends) wen miting???
n u say no???
Still remember we still say "ilu" even we r not couple anymore???
remember wen u end up being wif ruzi???
n how i try to get rid of u???
but in the end we still mit up every wed???
Still remember u introduce Aida to mie???
she nice, funny, tegas etc???
im glad dat u befriend her...
Still remember wen i asked u to stead wif aida???
n u say don't wan???
n every wed we mit up we exchange stories???
n we still say abt wat happen abt us last time???
on how we being together etc...???
Still remember after watching movies at vivo???
we n our friends sit the skyboard???
n we take lots of pics???
den all of us was lying in circle n i was lying at ur shoulder???
Still remember i got mixed feeling between u n "him" again???
till i realise dat i still love you???
n dat nite after we went home taking bus 963 from Vivo...
we did hold hands n sleep in the bus???
dat time ruzi n rafie was dare too but they sit in front of us???
n while waiting for 922...
rafie come to us n tell us dat "we both look compatible wif each other" ???
Still remember we get together back again???
n on how i say everything is back to normal???
Hehe... it's reli does... =) sarangye zaidi...
Still remember how happy our friends are wen we are back together???
do u feel it???
im glad i realize it after that 2 year separated from u...
im sorie abg...
Still remember wen we couple(us & ruzi raf) goin to Raffles Place???
we eat LJS at Clark Quay???
n how rafie eat dat chicken of ruzi's dat i want???
Haha.. it happen so fast dat i cant take the chicken from his mouth...
Now still remember on how i force to say if u got problem???
wen i call u or u call mie???
n u shout at me n angry wif mie???
n made mie cried again???
n u always made mie cry???
well abg ur always make mie realize im at fault n im sorie...
Still remember wen i signed up for the California Fitness???
n u got real mad at mie???
u scold me for doin stupid thing dat i even know that i was in wrong???
Still remember on how we share $ to buy food for both of us???
even i didnt werk anymore for the past few mnths???
u kip giving me $ for my expenses???
Even not much but really appreciated... Thankz n many thankz!!! =)
Still remember we do have our happy times wif each other???
even not really mit up but we are happy???
Only at times we fight abt something which is not reli big issue...
haha...
In the end...
abg... im at fault... u at fault...
in the end...
we get back together...
in the end we forget everything...
n in the end...
we start a new begining...
in the end...
we are still trying to win each other feelings...
in the end...
we both wanna each other happy...
AM I RIGHT TO SAY THAT TO YOU???
-RaYu-
Labels: after a long time... we begin wif...
11:12 pm
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
Hey...
Been long din write to u diary...
Well, as u know i alrdy in Poly...
N it's realy make mie so stressed up...
Currently i got flu n fever...
My Temperature ???
I guess u WOULD BE SHOCK!!!
it's
39.3 degree celcius...can u belief dat???
Haiz... 1st time in my life dat my temperature was so hot...
Hmm... N today i din go to skul...
like alrdy 2 day i din go...
yesterday i took half day...
n today the whole day i stay at home...
Thought of goin to skul but im reli weak..
so i just rest n abt 11.30am i woke up...
take some panadol n drank plain water...
Wow!!! the panadol reli warm mie up...
Hehe... i was sweaty all over after taking the panadol...
At least my body was not so weak as in the morning...
At 2.30, mit Amalina at BPP to interview at KFC...
yup... im back to KFC... even nott reli like it but at least i get the job...
n most imprt i got pocket money for myself...
Hehe... i know dat "HE" will be worried but we bothh make an agreement...
N soon he okie wif it...
well, ur bless is all i need...
n i love u...
11:34 pm
Monday, 4 May 2009
Hey...
Today alrdy the 3rd week in Poly..
So far im stress but not really stress...
but dares things that need tobe taken into places...
Hmph... i was so fed up...
When will i be putting a real smile in me???
Im tired really am...
-RaYu-
Labels: at times u make mie so frustrating....meyane
10:50 pm
