Monday, 30 April 2007
19 years old tis year!!! Still cant decide wat to do in life or wan i want in life.... Hmm... Dreams??? Was dare dream in my life??? Scattered dun tink so... xcept dat i dun really wanna tok about it coz i wanna it go wif the flow... hmm... 1st i dreams bcome a teacher din get it den i wanna being a admin werkin in the office still din get it... Now i get an electronic coz for my course??? Shuld i study again n take another course after tiz course??? Got interest in my sis course "Biz IT"... Hmm... wondering shuld i take dat course if i get to go 2 ploy??? See the subject like im very interested... but duno la..... coz if i get to ploy wont dat b costing alot of $$$ n summo my sis is oso in ploy... Hmm.... Juz dunno lah.... i will juz go wif the flow.... =p
Next week Religious Mid year exam... hmm... muz study n study n study till i die.... haha... nah juz kidding... Juz now i was tinkin how was i wen i was oradi dead... will i b able to c my loved ones wen im invincible??? i wonder... how they bath a corpse lying on the floor?? hmm.... Opps!!! y was i toking abt dat.... hehe... muz b tinking alot tiz days.... haha... 2molo start new day of skul... Change class DE0704C - DE0704D... hmm... n ol e timetable start @ 8am???? Wanna faint siak... haha... But go home early seh... arnd 1 or 1.30 pm.... xcept for tuesday @ 4.30pm n wednesday @ 6pm but wednesday got CCA so mayb reach home arnd 10pm... Hmm... SOO E LATE!!!! IM TIRED!!!! =) Kla till here den... Den till c u next time... Btw, Loved u Khair.....!!!! =p
-RaYu-
Labels: Cant belief dat im 19 tiz yr....=p
1:03 pm
Wednesday, 25 April 2007
A shock of my life..... Cant believe dat my great grandma had passed away... So sad but tears din come from my eyes... =( Mayb God love her so much..... May she rest in peace.... n for mi Life MUZ GO ON!!! juz now im werkin got 2 noe 1 girl name "Feeza" or "Fizah".... She's new... 2day her 2nd day @ werk.... Wish her luck in her werkin life n mayb we could get 2 noe each other better??? =) 2day skul okie... but bored n i feel asleep as e lesson was so bored n most of my classmate all sleep till e teacher say "I dun teach ur ask me 2 teach... Den wen i teach ur sleep"... Hahaha so funny.... We girls called him "Goldfish" =) coz he got a big round eyes n a round face juz like goldfish... haha =p Haiz muz wait for e approval of exempted paper by next week... So long.... hmm..... Release skul @ 11.30am.... So early rite? haha oni got 1 lesson mah.... so happy..... got home send my cousin 2 skul as my sis "nana" is sick.... She got a high fever... hmm.... Tis sis like 2b pampered alot.... haha..... it was like a minute she sleep n a few minutes later she woke up n cry..... den a minute later u will find herself very e hyper like not sick like dat... haha.... =p 2molo i nvr go to skul.... Skip skul as i wanted 2 go "melawat"... If go oso useless coz lesson start @ 2pm end @ 6pm so y not skip.... Niwae i got an excuse letter... hmm... Kla gtg.... wanna slip.... Bye2.... muackz...
-RaYu-
Labels: Wat????
12:09 am
Wednesday, 18 April 2007
Hmm.... wat 2 do wen sum1 do not have $$ 2 buys things especially 4 skul tings.... All u can tink was juz 2 pawn ur jewellery.... Was dat e oni way 2 do dat....??? Haiz.... $$$ we can search aniware but if pawn once give dare's no way u can get it back even so u will pay also e interest.... Mayb dat will double up ur original price... Den wen u wanna pay e $$$ if u dun have e $$$....???? If got $$$, i will spend it for my family or mayb 4 myself or my expenses.... hmm.... Now i dun have it n i do nid it for my skuls books... Always tel "him" den he will juz give it 2 mie.... Hmm.... feel guilty dat i borrowed him e $$... Nie pun my parents tak tahu..... Hmm.... wanna wait for salary for my new werk its 2 long... mayb next months.... ARGh................ 2molo mit them @ Jurong East @ 7:20 am... Skul start @ 8am... Got games day....Haha still funny wan we r oradi higher nitec den we still play games during our age? Like secondary school seh.... Hahaha =) Kla like to signed out... got 2 wake up early.... =p-RaYu- 11:08 pm
Tuesday, 17 April 2007
Second day of school... report @ e class for attendance..... Reach dare almost 9am.... Tink i was late but nah... teacher oso late... My teacher is Mr Kasmany... like chinese but he's actually is MALAY.... Haha... =) i was tokin 2 e girls wen i saw 1 of e guys was staring @ me.... i juz actin like blur sotong... haha.... Den he get fed-up he nvr look @ mie again... Haha... Datz e way 2 do it... haha.... GO RAYU GO RAYU!!!!! Go 2 Smartclass 2 update our profile n fill up our student form.... haha... den cme e students council askin for e games day.... Ppl 2 sign in for e games (captainball, floorball, soccer n etc) i was like 50-50 wanna join or not but e class was like no energetic.... 1 of e girls approach me n tel mie was i malay... i say "ya... im malay den wat seh..." she tinks dat im chinese... Duhh!!! was i look like 1? hehe... 1ST time ppl mistoko mie as a chinese... haha..... Go home @ 12nn as i oradi signed in for CCA... haha.... Get home feel tired go n sleep so 2 hours but still sleepy but still wake up.... haiz....2day got mit him after he book out, we mit @ my house's carpark n we go for our meals @ AL-AMEEN.... reach dare @ 8:15pm he order many food seh.... He order Murtabak Tuna, Prata Tisu n Satay 10 chicken 10 beef.... I was like sjfhjshfshf!!!!! Duno wat to say.... scold him y u order so many later dn complain 2 me dat u oradi full by dat time i will take e food n put in our mouth... HAHA =) All e ways we tok n laughing to ourselves till we finish e food @ 9pm.... He send me home n he went back 2 camp.... haha... =) Miss him lotz n yessa 2molo nvr go skul coz teacher got course.... haha =) SO HAPPY!!!!-RaYu- 11:22 pm
Sunday, 15 April 2007
Hi dare!!!!Hmm... quite a busy day today coz in e mornin i go wet market @ Geylang... Duno y my mum like 2 go dare... She say @ dare got "murah2 harga".... So i juz tag along... Actuali dun wan coz i wanna help my mum do house chores.. SSSSOOOO long time nvr help her eversince i change werk... It not dat i dun wan but im 2 tired... hmm.... But my dad ask 2 tag along n my mum say " u wanna stay home? no nid.... later i cme home e house iz stil ike tiz...." Haiz.. Patah semangat aku nak tolong my mum uat keja..... Hehe.... =p Reach dare oradi ramai org.. HaIz.... kEEP pushin ppl.... Den got 1 scene @ e coffee shop dares a old man dressin in punjab goin arnd askin for $$... Hmm.. so sad den cme 1 guy tel him 2 go away n he said dat " Tis ppl always goin arnd askin for $$$ but den wen they r rich they will kill ppl..." Hmm.... I was shocked n tinkin was it???? Buyin Naan @ tis shop wif mum.. buy 6 n we ol go home...Got religious kelas in e afternoon arnd 4 plus.... So slip 4awhile.... Hmm... arnd 2.50pm den wake up.. Dress up n ask my dad 2 anta... Thought it was oradi late but duh.... I was e 1ST 1 2 ARRIVE!!! Not even e teacher was dare... haha.... waited arnd 20 mins den cme ol e ppl.. Hmm... start nearing 5 plus... haha.... Mit him after mad, fel so tired but it's okie.....Mit him b4 he went 2 Camp back.. hmm... Mis him alots..... Eat @ LJS n he keep laughin @ mi... I was like???? Why ru laughin? He said dat i holin e cup lyk 1 kind i was??? Den he ddemonstrate den i noe wat he mean.... Afer dat Mit my sis @ BPP.... searchin for pump shoes w/o cover e back.... Lookin arnd still can find @ last go 2 Jelapang n she brought a shoes... It quite nice n e colour oso attraches mi.... hmm.... ABt $19.90.... Hehe... i tink it was on sale... Went home @ 9pm.... Mum was ironin e clothes for mi sis n bro's skul day...... SSOOOO Damn tired.... kla... wanna signed off now!!!- RaYu- 11:30 pm
Friday, 13 April 2007
AlOha.....today nvr go out wif my frenz.... Due 2 unforgiven reason... haha....=) juz kiddin.... it was raining heavily lah... so how 2 go out lyk dat rite.... so i was stayin home doin nothin... been tinkin alot these few days..... Tink of wat oso dunno.... my mind keep spinnin like sum kind of infection.... i tink itz magrain.... =( itz been goin on since yesterday..... wen i was werkin... Argh.... Been tinkin of him alot tiz day.... but it okie.... it really get into my nerve wen sum people does not appreciate of wat we r doin for them..... Feel does it really dat hurt for them 2 juz forget wat happen in the past n move on.... Hey2.... i was not tokin abt myself but "SUM1" .... Well, hueva is tastin disease im so sorie coz tiz mgs is not so for you guyz ..... It for sum1 dat really tink they r so in e rite situation n tink dat they r always rite n we r wrong... LOOK, if u tink dat way den juz go out of people's life n forget all abt it..... Go n enjoy life dat r good for u..... Hmm..... Was i too emotional saying abt all these tings? Dat is exactly my point... Hmm... Niwae im juz writin.... haha....=) but seriusly dare's people r like dat kind.... But usually people hu r always quiet type will juz keep quite n they will juz ignore dat person...haha =) ok enough abt dat...I wonder wat ol my friends r doin.... Hmm... at times i do cry tinkin of them.... But they wont noe coz mayb they r far away frm me.... n mi was i contact them.... nah..... juz wishing them all gud luck in their life in silent..... Was dat enough? Prayin for them in silent? Tinkin n cryin for then in silent? Do they know wat im feelin rite now? Hmm.... But aniwae, they r my frenz till end of my time.... Yes they r.... N they always will b.... Mis them so much... Haiz.......-RaYuLabels: Frenz:::: Ware r u guys????
2:10 pm
Thursday, 12 April 2007
Werkin again today... hmm... in e morning @ 9.30-5.3.... Feel so tired.... juz wanna mit him like dat but cannot coz he cannot book out... Plus these days is 5 days nvr mit him..... Ol dat we ever contact is thru phone & mgs..... Juz MISS HIM alot..... Juz now lunch eat KFC e New Promotion!!! (Chessy Meltz)... Quite nice.... haha.... feel lyk wanna buy again seh.... hmm....
Haha... Feel so mendak but still i juz let myself busy like tidy up e place.... Buat2 rajin katakan.... Muahaha.... =) Singgah jap kat kedai Bibik den go home got saw tis bird called Merpati... E colour was quite nice brown n white.... hmm.. i was laughing 2 myself bcoz of how e bird walked.... lyk funny.... e head was peekin like a woodpeaker..... Haha..... Juz imagine okie? If not or dun understand, NVRMIND!!!! =( so sad..... Tok wif him over e phone 4 arnd 2 hours den do mi own job.... Haiz.... ssssoooo tired..... Lucky 2molo off if not, selamat KaKi aku........! Kla... Till here den....
-RaYu- 10:51 pm
Thursday, 5 April 2007
4 days werkin @ Takashimaya.... Feeling so tired... not tired coz of werkin but tired of my feet... hehe.... Got tiz incident ware come e mother n her son... but e son was wearin oni Drypers... Witout ani Clothes on... Lyk a model but nah.... haha... Kurang ajar aku....Standin ol day long... Both of mine feet were feel so cramped but e funny ting is dat e pay iz 1hr $5...??? Wasnt dat amazing.... guess how much u get if u werk in 6 days....? muz b WALLA!!!! =) Hehe... Juz now finish @ 5.30pm... mit him @ Bukit Panjang Plaza... Reli miz him dat much.... hehe.... We den go 4 a spin @ ECP....... Dare'z a lot of cars, bikers, lories, van, komoko n lots more..... U c frm far was lyk a red ant was movin towards e city n on e other hand was a white ant goin towards e house...... Reach dare.... we tok n tok tiLL din noe wat time goin home.... haiz..... It was 9pm den we decided 2 go home... Quite a long way to get home coz we got sesat but i juz cool him off n off we get e way back 2 e house in e safety.... haha.... kla... got 2 slip.... Bye2...-RaYu-Labels: 2day is e oni dat can b wif u darlz...
11:30 pm
Tuesday, 3 April 2007
Itz been 4 months had past in tiz year.... so fast it has been goin..... but life keep on goin rite??? Hehe... Yesterday was mine 1st day werkin @ Takashimaya...... As salesgirl.... hmm.... wat was dat abt???? haha... Werkin 2.30pm-9.30pm.... reach dare oradi i been start werkin n i was shifted 2 e department store.... The shop was called "Commode".... Nice name rite??? It was in the 3rd floor..... haiz... Mit tiz lady name "kak ya" she sweet n quite pretty.... =) im glad dat i noe her coz i dun reli tok much 2 other races dat much coz i dun noe how to speak in english dat well.... haha.... u noe wat.... we got 2 do our own punch card..... Lyk we are werkin in the factory siak...... haha.... seriously speakin.... It really was lyk in e factory ware ol e ppl was queuin up 2 go back from werk...... Kelaka seh....huhu......... Den kak Ya goin home @ 5.30pm.... leaving mi alone @ e shop.... it was reli tiring but e time was gone so fast...... My feet was begin 2 get numb.... Hmm...... Try walk here walk dare...... @ last okie but still feel numb.... E customer keep tellin me "ware is tis" , "ware is dat" n so fore........ Dares not relli much customer n i was BORED so i take e jigsaw puzzle n solve out e puzzle.... @ e same time i was lookin @ e customer.... haha.....
2day werkin again..... @ nite 5.30pm-9.30pm, Wednesday @ 5.30pm-9.30pm, Thursday @ 9.30am-5.30pm,Friday @ 5.30pm-9.30pm n saturday @9.30am-5.30pm...... Werkin 6 days in e row...... NAK MoMPUS..... hahA.... WATEVA...!!!!!!!!! Later wanna get ready 2 werk soo got another 30 mins n im off 2 werk.... Wish mie gud luck guys....... =) Opps! yesterday 4got 2 sign e attendance book..... haiz...... hope dat notin is happenin wen goin dare.... Hmmm.... I wan mi handphone back..... hmm...... My dad exchange it wig mi coz his phone is not werkin n had 2 repair..... but juz now go n repair but e shop din open.... so SAD!!!!! =( I reli wanna mgs him..... c wan he's doin..... hmm...... ARgh...... MISS HIM ALOT............ Kla tiLL Here den so juz take care my dear baby..... Hunny...... hohahaa =)
-RaYu-
Labels: Misses him everyday....
1:46 pm
