Monday, 29 December 2008
Hey...
Just drop by to write in abt the werkplace... i just wanna to share will all of you...
Errmmm... werk was actually fun but at times bored...
but just now got 1 caller not say complain but...
he gave compliment abt how i greet n how i've reacted on such cases...
his compliment was a big for mie n he's an indian "a singh"...
Hmm... much appreciate his compliment... "Thankz Ya!!!"...
Im happy tt i almost wanted to cry... =)
well, bored so mates(total 4 includes me) asked to play games...
so we was like thinking what to play...
ermm... at last we play hangman...
n it's was my turn n u know what...I dinno what was the theme n...
actually my theme is "technology" was the 1 that is the answers....
n mates was (???) =) like der... haha...
soon one mate went home cause her duty finish earlier...
left 3 of us n we was like still playing the hangman...
but in the boring & happy mood... really....
till we finish werking...
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My mind was thinking if i did a better choice...
of not werking in my current(now) job...
the reason is tt im later going for poly n...
n how m i suppose to work while this job is... oni works on weekdays...???
That's y i backing off rite now...
but still like wasted cause i can earn...much more than what i earn from last job...
It's like quite a pity to let off as this job was 2 time pay...
Hmm.. i hate it wen i alrdy made choice...
always seem 2b different den i expected...
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-RaYu-
11:51 pm
Sunday, 21 December 2008
Hey...
it's been two days stay at home n yup did help my mum do some house chore....
Man... it's was so tiring...
n im feeling giddy all the sudden but im alright...
mayb too much thinking n tired these few days...
Haha... Im happy being stay at home wif mum...
at least i wanna to make mum happy...
cause seeing her happy is the most important to me...
wonder if she gone one day what will happen...
i still need her in my life...
cause i had so much to learn from her...
hehe... i just wanna to see her smile whenver i wake up n before i went to work...
** Im sorry if i did hurt u...
i didn't meant it in the 1st place...
i can tolerate if someone hurt me or...
i hurt dat someone but not u mum...
cause i w/o u i cant carry on my life...
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-RaYu-
9:33 pm
Sunday, 14 December 2008
Hai...
Today wake up with a smiling face on me...
Cause no more mgs from dat guy...
feeling relief... Fuh...
did wake up at 4am to wake for "him"...
he werking at 6.15am... (so early) =)
so yup just wake him up n im off to sleep again...
n wake up at 9.00am...
fuh still so sleepy but need to wake up...
Haha... but later will get to meet him...
** Sorry mum n dad if i didn't tell you the truth..."
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getting ready n wen out at 2.45pm...
taking bus 963 n off to Vivocity...
sleeping all the way...
guess im so tired... =)
reaching there alrdy at 4.00pm on the dot...
but i din get to see him...
as usual my eyes alrdy cant see from far...
well, at last get to meet him...
but seeing him so tiring but just have fun...
haha... went to HF banquet n order food coz im hungry...
yup... thinking wanna go JP play arcade...
bt held back coz dun tink it okie...
so we just walk outside n njoy the scenery n tok abt things...
=)... den head back to interchange...
he starting abt "_ _ _"...
im listening n just say to myself that...
** "whatever happen just take it easy, slowly n steady...
i shall not forcing u zaidi... its ur decision n up to you...
but for now just enjoy each other company..." **
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He said "No matter what I Still Love You"...
Even that word itself makes me happy...
even just for awhile having him by my side im happy...
even looking at him n smile im happy...
even he's sleeping im happy...
Kla.. got to go... Till here...
-RaYu-
Labels: Just being for who you are is enough for me...
9:31 pm
Friday, 12 December 2008
Hey there...
Lately...
I never knew that my return will be a happy one...
all i can say "thankz guys for everything..."
Now back to old me...
every now n then i been goin home late...
But still somehow or rather i feel happy...
happy being myself n3 i being wif "him" again...
yup... i feel better rite now...
Guess i noe why im like this for the past 2 years...
thanks for everything...
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At work...
i was bored so just mgs "him"...
bt he's kinda busy so i did not disturb him that much...
Hmm... somehow or rather i begin to think abt...
what happen when he's going to NS???
but that mayb i will think later future... =)
but to tel the truth i begin to feel lonely w/o "him"
by my side...
i begin to feel im the old me when im in ITE...
a girl who din speaks alot n always clinging onto her BF...
suddenly feel im back to the old me...
Hopefully it's wont get any worst then B4...
haha.. pray hard Rayu... Amin2...
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To Khair...
i know it's hard but thank for the love...
dat u given mie...
im really appreciate it alot...
frankly speaking ur a good guys...
but i got to do wat i got to do...
thanks for letting me go...
Like u said i cant choose 2 guys...
so im letting u go coz i cant live w/o "him"....
n even when im wif u my mind was thinking abt "him"...
Im sorry once again...
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-RaYu-
Labels: hopefully things will get even better day by day... Lup you...
9:52 pm
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
Hey...
A few days have passess...
And i myself being able to stand up for myself...
I know tt im not alone n i have made up a different path of my own...
It's hard but i need to find myself... my happiness w/o hurting anyone...
I tired... im really tired... Im tired of everything...
Can i just be alone for awhile n be myself...
At times i really hate myself...
cause i have hurt more than 1 person who love me...
At times i just wanna to forget everything...
But i couldn't... i just cant stop thinking...
At times i feel im lucky to have someone beside me...
But now it's over between us n ...
** Thankz for the love n thankz for everything that we share...
Just tink tt between us tt im not suitable for u n i got to let u go...
N i cant love 2 guys at the same time...
I sorry for everything i did... i really didn't mean it... **
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Guys thankz for giving me comfort...
I really appreciate it...
Have an enjoy day ahead...
Love you guys...
** Abang all i can say is that if u wants to be wif her go ahead alright... Just dun worry about me... N let the future take it place... Just wanna to tell u that i need you by my side... **
-RaYu-
Labels: A wish that wasn't meant to be in the 1st place...
2:53 pm
Friday, 5 December 2008
Cinta adalah pengorbanan...
Cinta adalah satu...
Cinta adalah kepercayaan...
Cinta adalah kerinduan terhadap masing2...
Cinta adalah harapan...
Cinta adalah kemesraan...
Cinta adalah kesetiaan...
Cinta adalah kepastian...
Cinta adalah SEGALANYA...
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I'm sorry if i did make u hurt...
I'm sorie if i did make u down...
I'm sorie if i did make u tink negatively...
I'm sorie if i did make u go away...
i'm sorie if i did make u fall deeply in love wif me...
I'm sorie if i did make u mine again...
I'm sorie if i say to u that i want to be wif u...
I'm sorie if i did everything to you...
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Today i tink i make myself cried in front of everybody...
i cant stand it...
my eyes was non-stop flowing since yesterday...
but now it's all over...
Im back to myself...
Hope to make difference...
I really love you... I really do...
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*** Cinta antara engkau dan aku...
Tak seindah bumi yang nyata...
Engkau permata hatiku...
Hingga akhir hayat bersama...***
The poem that i make myself for the past few years...
I still remember it...
i duno if u guys tink of it... Pls do feedback okie...
-RaYu-
Labels: TiLL now i still wanna be wif u
11:45 pm
Monday, 1 December 2008
Hey...
Assalamualaikum...
Now too relax at work... yup.. not much calls...
Got new peeps come n i attached wif this guy...
Quite cute but tahlah ngok macam perempuan...
haha... tak baik aku...
Tapikan macam dia nie busybody betul seh...
Kita ngah ada gather2 bual tap dia macam nak dengar gitu...
Tak ke KEPO??? Haha...
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Haiz... Now takde mood nak tulis so just till here...
-RaYu-
9:58 pm
