Tuesday, 27 February 2007
Elo2...
Hmm... wat can i say abt today incident...
Ohh ya... 2day never werk so help my mum abit... wash the dishes, water the plants sweep the floor...
Haiz... den watch tv... Balqis at the same time read novel... hehe =p
Go together wif mum send my sisters go 2 skul...
Quite tired coz i was not in the mood but for my mum sake i juz accompany her... haha... at least she got partner & datz iz me...=p
Get kol from my auntie say dare'z a vacancy at Takashimaya so went home & dress up...
Go wif azriah... mit her @ Fajar LRT...
We went dare by LRT den alight @ pending take bus 190...
@ bus we tok2 till we reach the destination... hehe...
Reach @ my auntie werkplace i kol her & she lead both me & Az the way...
Reach dare i was ask to fill up the interview form and my auntie was tokin wif her x frenz...
Az was standin outside the shop ask her 2 come in at the same time wanna ask her 2 fill in the form oso as she oso wanna werk but she dun wan...
After fillin up the interview form the shop owner tell me abt wat r the rules... the salary... the uniform... so far okla...
But still got probs abt wat i gonna do abt my werk at the KFC... hmm...
But i had made up my mind dat i wann aquit @ the KFC and werk sunware else...
And juz wanna b independent on my own... hmm...=) go girl...
Wish me luck ok? hehe...
After dat we apart from takashimaya den come the mgs dat make mi wanna freakin out... argh.......... Z.A.I.D.I.
He mgs mi??? he did mgs me??? hmm... wat does he wan???? hmm... oh wanna noe how the gang is doin...
Hmm... tell him dat i wanna transfer skul @ dover and at the same time i juz finish my interview at taka...
He was like testing my patience abt wat im doin all dat... Feel like wanna box him ar......
Juz go and dun disturb me ok????? will ya????
Haiz...... Juz go away if the words dat u wanna say is juz wanna make me angry...... Benci aku........... Argh.......... Wish dat i nvr met him or see him again ever again...
Cool down rayu... hmm...
Take bus in front of Far East 171... Mi & Az tok2 lyk dares notin happen b4 dat... we laugh... we make joke... haha...
Reach @ BPP eat KFC... Got receive a mgs from him dat he wanna book out oradi so juz a plain mgs dat tellin him dat "I MISS HIM" and tell him 2 take care of himself... =p
It was 5.30pm dat i tink i wanna take sha2 from skul so i kol my mum tellin her dat i'll b takin sha2 home...
@ 6.30pm the skul gate was opened & so i and az went inside the skul 2 take sha2...
Comes sha2's class and we all went home... hehe...
Got home tell both of parents abt the interview tings... they say ok but they worried abt my studies...
But itz ok coz i juz tellin them dat i will juz werk and at the same study... hmm...
2nite my mum went 2 religious class and she wanna bring my phone wif her as my sis is not @ home...
she went to chalet...so i juz lend it 2 her at the same time i mgs him tellin him dat dun mgs me coz i will giv the phone 2 my mum... hmm =(
But aniwae, i'll b c'ing him 2mrw coz im werkin 2molo....
11am - 6pm
Yeah2... can c him... Yes3... Hooray!!!
Kla... it gettin late so like 2 signed out...hehe...
Cya... =p
-RaYu-
8:18 pm
Sunday, 25 February 2007
KaLaU aDa CiNtA...
MeNgApA HaRuS kAu mEmBeNcI
SeDaNg AkU InGiN mEmBeRi
SeBuAh KaSiH SuCi
UnTukMu PeRmaTA hAtI
KaLaU aDa cInTa...
MeNgApA HaRuS KaU rAgUi
SedAnG aKu MeRuNdUi NiaN SaBaN HaRi
BeLAiAN aSmArA sEjAtI
DaRi SeOrAnG mAnuSiA BeRGeLaR KeKaSiH
KaLaU aDa CinTa...
JaNgAn KaU JaUhI
SeDaNg AkU iNgIn MeNdEkAtI
MeNaWAn sElUrUh SaNuBaRi
SaAt HaTiKu kAu BaWa lArI
KaLaU aDa CiNtA...
InGiN aKu bErKoNgSi
bIaR SeNaDa gEtAr hAtI
KeRaNa dIrImU kINi KuCiNtaI...
PeTiK DaRiPaDa: BuKu NoVeLiSt (KaLaU aDa cINtA)
HeLo2...
Juz sittin around doin nothin... hmm... juz now in the mornin kena scolded by mum coz mi juz too nice... haha... nola juz too stubborn datz all... hmm... wat can i do 2 make them being happy wif me? izzit a curse that being tell by him? hmm... shuldn't tink it was... mayb they r right im the 1 dat brought up all dose tings... mayb dat wat they say im too stubborn...hehe...feel like cryin but was it juz 4 awhile & get back to the original situation? didn't tink so... hmm... it make me really wanna get out of that place and juz being mie... hmm... alwayz make mi spin my head... tink... tink... and tink...
den cry again... tink abt wat my parentz sayin... mayb i shuld or mayb i shuld stick 2 mine own decision? hmm... giv me headache... fush... hmm... juz now went 2 religious... he send me dare ridin bike... hehe... jumpa jek look @ his face... boy i really do miz tiz face so much dat i wanna being wif him the rest of my life...but im still wanna study and i haven do my duty as a daughter 2 my family... hmm... mayb i will achieve dat sumday... hmm... juz wait for me ok my love? hmm... he send me 2 my religious class... reach dare still early so we buy some snack to fill our stomach att 7-eleven... hehe... hmm... he make me laugh each time we wen out together... nvr miz 2 make me smile alwayz... hehe... after eatin i go 2 the class he go wait for mi @ library... at e class i tought i was the only 1 but fun la coz can concentrate more to the subject... but den 1 by 1 came and izzit a total of 7-8 people came includin me... hehe... hav fun study dare... hmm... juz now got tiz ustaz a relief teacher... quite good... fun... n excitin... he giv lecture feel wanna cry seh... coz itz so touching and really make me wanna noe more... hmm... insyaallah... hmm... But @ the very least i did hav sumtin in mind dat really make ma heart melt... haiz... haha...=p c im smilin now... haha... kla gtg wanna hav sum slip... hehe... adios amigos aku berambus... hehe =)
-RaYu-
9:36 pm
Friday, 23 February 2007
HeLo2...
JuZ ChEcKin mY aCCoUnT e-maiL & Tink abT wAt 2 Do...
So i Juz bLOg In...
dUn U mINd...
hmm... 2daY sUm sOrT o tIreD But oK lah CAN rElax AbIt...
HeLp My MuM wIf ThE hOUsEweRk... ClEAn Tiz cLeAn Dat... hAIz... sO tIreD... =p
DeN i Was CrazY duNo WhY maYb WanNa CrY... hmm...
So CrAzY TiLL my Mum gOT fED-up WiF me Dat sHe IgnoRE Me... haha =)
2 ting DaT I wANNa Do Iz => Go UPDAte My PassBook
=> ReTuRn LiBrArY bOOK
Haiz... So TiRED DaT i JuZ RetuRn thE LiBraRY bOOK... I aSk "hIM" 2 ComE AloNg As i mIsses Him AloT... Haha...
Niwae, he book out oradi so Y nOt aSk Him aLoNg... =p
Mit hIm @ e EnTraNcE... MIt hIM aNd We Go 2 thE lIbRAry...
ReTuRn E Book DeN bOrrOw iT again...
TaKe mY cOusIN @ sKul Wif Him aLoNg...
Hmm... AnD hERe iM Sittin @ desk tYpInG a Blog @ My eMaIL...
2mrw go out Wif Him aGaiN wATch mOViE...
hmm... I kEeP tINkiN aBt aLL mY frEnz iNcLuDiN hIm(Zaidi)...
WoNdEr HOw r THeY... Juz Miz eM so MuCh...
fEeL sO jEALous wen dArEz a fReN GathErINg aNd...
SuMtImE i TinK Abt y Dun I haVE a fReN lyk TheM?
WarEz We CaN jOKe EvErYwarE, LaUgh 2gAThEr, HanGA oUt 2gaTHeR...
@ tIMez I FeEL sCaREd HaNgIN oUt wIf ThEm Coz WAt i FeaR iz Dat we aLL wILL noT b NjoyIN oUrSeLvES bUt IN sTEad wE wILL b FighTiN aLL e WhILe...
MaYb Coz Of ThaT...
hmm... LiFe MoVeS On N So I hAv 2 fIghT fOr My OwN liFe...
N dUn LeT othERs gET cONtRoL oF mE...
NoW I AlWaYz hAnG oUt WiF mY GuY...
HiS nAMe iS MuHd KhaIR...
hIS a NIce gUy... RoMaNtIc... LikE tO maKe JOkE... TaLkAtIVe... FuN WeNeVa beInG wIf Him... He ToOk CAre oF mE vErY weLL... aNd Last I lOvE hiM VerY mUcH... mUaKz...
kLa... TiLL hEre dEn... bYe aNd WiSh DaT Ur B hAppY aLwaYz...
-RaYu-
8:20 pm
Thursday, 15 February 2007
2day i go to werk wif alot of tinkin...
tinkin abt wat i did all the past few months...
abt wat i do abt wat i tink...
it been a month dat i never cry...
now i cry which some ppl may tink dat it is a waste of time...
or mayb they even b laughin by themselves tink that i been such a joke...
hmm... mayb d tears are onli mend for them if i died faster...haha... j.j.
sumtme tink should i do wat ppl say and make a mend or i follow my heart?
tink dat im makin the rite choice but still b tinkin wat the other say abt me?
izzit good or izzit bad ting that i juz follow my heart?
yes mayb no... but u got to make ur own decision girl...
got to make it ur own... juz listen to ur heart and go for it...
hmm... at werkplace i been tinkin abt the mgs abt wat 'my fren' say abt me...
was i bad? or shud i say m i that bad? hmm... juz can't rili get out that mgs away..
Argh... feel like wanna share but it rili hard to say coz im the one who makin the prob so i guess i wil juz keep it to myself... there's no nid for the ppl no noe wat i rili feel rite now coz is not sympathy that i want... all i ever want iz a trust between mi and them...
was it too demandin? or izzit wat u didn't want it to happen?
till here den...
-Rayu-
9:46 pm
