Sunday, 30 September 2007
Hey juz wanna blog...
Did u feel sumting dat in lies between you dat juz wanna stand up for ur rights? Dis u feel dat u juz wanna get out of the whole tings dat u had? Hmm.. its reli feel dat hurt wen ur the only once dat tinking of wat the others did not tink... Guys i reli did try my bez to make dat day to go out wif u but it ju didnt go well wif wat i plan... I reli miz u guys alots.... Im dying to c u guys again.. happy n having fun all the way like we use too... Im sorie if im too busy wif my werk but ur not forgotten coz ur will always in my mind dat i will always tink of... Hmm...
As for Ruzi, I wish u Happy Birthday may all ur wish come true... Ana: b always b taking care okie? i love u both guys... Rafie: May u hav fun in serving ur NS.... Khairi: Juz b happy okie? Iskandar: Move on wif ur life n im sorie for not being wif the gang.... Last but not least Zaidi: Juz wish u well n healthy bro... =) N GUYS SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA tak lama lagi!!! haha...
Juz being myself is not enough... Nid to forget abt everything dat is unhappiness dat are long forgotten... Hmm.. still happy wif my guys.... Btw, Happy Anniversary 1yrs of our relationship... Hehe... I will love you now then n til end of time... My promise dat i make to u will always keep deep in my heart... Muackz3...
-RaYu-Labels: head spinning n keep on spinning
12:26 am
Friday, 21 September 2007
Hey diary.. Juz blogging..Im feel dat im missing sum1 but dunno lah... hehe.. boleh gitu... hmm.. these days my mind is gone n i tink abt the past... wat's happening to mie??? Hmm... juz two days ago i cried in the corner n hide myself... Not letting anyone see mie wen im crying... Hmm... i mis my frens... my gang... my every1 of them... But of coz im happy wen i c my guys but my friends??? ware are they... umm... Yes im noe dat sum been chatting wif me in the com n i feel happy abt dat but the rest leh?? Hmm... Juz dunno if i were miss by THEM... R they doin fine n well r they...??? Most impt is dat i miss my bro... haven been replying my mgs durin the pass two weeks.... hmm... I wanna noe abt him... hmm..Later goin to werk at 5pm.. but now still at com CHATTING??? Hee.... WTH.... haha.... Iskandar n Khaii are dare.. haha.. tankz guys coz u make my day... haha... hope u happy2 okie... n for iskandar wish u ol the bez... khairi wish u dat wateva u do i will hav my support... hahaha.... Im MAD!!! dunno wat im tokin abt??? LOLZ... Got to go... Bye den... n Love u guys lots....-RaYu-Labels: Still missing u babe...
2:40 pm
Tuesday, 18 September 2007
RiHaNnA: CrY
I'm not the type to get my heart broken...
I'm not the type to get upset and cry...
Cause I never leave my heart open...
Never hurts me to say goodbye...
Relationships don't get deep to me...
Never got the whole in love thing...
And someone can say they love me truely...
But at the time it didn't mean a thing...
Chorus:
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round...
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown...
I'm losing grip, what's happening...
I stray from love, this is how I feel...
This time was different...
Felt like, I was just a victim...
And it cut me like a knife...
When you walked out of my life...
Now i'm, in this condition...
And i've, got all the symptoms...
Of a girl with a broken heart...
But no matter what you'll never see me cry...
Did it happen when we first kissed...
Cause it's hurting me to let it go...
Maybe cause we spent so much time...
And I know that it's no more...
I shoulda never let you hold me baby...
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart...
I didn't give to you on purpose...
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart...
Chorus:
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round...
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown...
I'm losing grip, what's happening...
I stray from love, this is how I feel...
This time was different...
Felt like, I was just a victim...
And it cut me like a knife...
When you walked out of my life...
Now i'm, in this condition...
And i've, got all the symptoms...
Of a girl with a broken heart...
But no matter what you'll never see me cry...
How did I get here with you, i'll never know...
I never meant to let it get so, personal...
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you...
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know...
And I won't let it show...
You won't see me cry...
This time was different...
Felt like, I was just a victim...
And it cut me like a knife...
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition...
And i've, got all the symptoms...
Of a girl with a broken heart...
But no matter what you'll never see me cry...
This time was different...
Felt like, I was just a victim...
And it cut me like a knife...
When you walked out of my life...
Now i'm, in this condition...
And i've, got all the symptoms...
Of a girl with a broken heart...
But no matter what you'll never see me cry...
All my life...
-RaYu-
2:55 pm
Friday, 14 September 2007
Hey... today got nothing to do o juz blog in..
Hmm... Today is the second day of the fasting month... so far okie... later got werk so mayb its not dat bad wen u were lookin at the time.... haha.. =) Hope dat my bad day won't come for this month... Leh gitu...???? Hmm... Girls!!! u should noe wat im referin too... Still decide wat 2 eat for breaking fast.. Hmm... thought of wanna cook at home den bring to werk but dunno wat cook... Haiz...so the stress...Food oso wanna stress????? Wat'z happening to mie...???? Haha... yesterday mgs zaidi wana ask him abt zuraidah's present but he nvr ngs back so juz ignore him... Hmm... 2 days ago tok to both papa n grandpa was a blast... Haha... Its Iskandar n Khairi... we toking thru MSN... n yup... im having fun... hoohoo...
Yesterday sis was angry wif mie till she sleep at mum's bedroom... Hmm.. its not dat im being so irritating but i was reading novels n suddenly she tok to mie...n how am i suppose to hear wat she saying... N so i was fed-up n i tell her dose nasty things which make her blood goes upstair n ya... dats end of it... Hmm... feel so guilty dat i juz telll her like dat... Hmm... den while reading the novel, my tears come out... i duno why dat happen? mayb bcoz of the novel i read or izzit bcoz of wat i say to my siter..??? Hmm... N now in the morning she ask mie? "Yesterday u sleep alone?"... I say yup... n she smiled... haha... Hmm.. dats wat siblings do... No matter wat we doin either doin sum which is beyond control... We were still siblings forever.... Haha.. I love u Sister!!! ... =) Kla gtg... Blog you again next time...
N i lov you very much khair....muackz... =)
-RaYu- 2:48 pm
Friday, 7 September 2007
Hey... been a long day for mie... wen out @ 11am to study at Singapore Science Centre.... mit joyce at CCK at 11.30am.... n mit yana, fayyadh n nizam at mac jurong entertainment... B4 proceed to study we hang arnd to eat at one of the korean foodstall.... juz beside the mac.... I dunno wat the shop name but it is confirm 100% halal... haha... my first time eating a korean food.... hmm... we ordered the student meals dat was oni $5.90 n i choose mee soup.... Wen the food is comin.... i was so the attempting coz the mee was nicely decorated n its looks like tom yam but is not... its kind of noodles soup mix wif chilli n ya... i digged in after both of my friend's food is serve.... Nizam n fayyadh not eating coz they broke... Opps sorie guys!!! dah pecah rahsia korg.... Muahahaha...... =)
Next we proceed to Singapore Science Centre... the guys not comin coz of friday prayers..... Fuhh.... wat a relief!!! haha... so left oni the girls .. haha... We forever the Power Of Three.... haha...=) Hmm... start study wif our subject but i dun hav mood... hmm... duno it's ol in the sudden... hmm... bt i ignore it n ya.... it stated again... Hmm... hm.. got problems between yana n her "friend"... so help abit... n ya but still no valid at last ask her to write en email to him... hmm... K about dat mayb we discuss later... Juz after study wif them... mit Khair for awhile... he take mie home... hehe... Haiz.... Kinda of miss him n hug him to the max..... hehe... =) but cant stay dat long coz at home datz sumting cropped up at home... But get to mit him on Sunday again... haha... Cant wait...gee...
"Sesuatu dlm kehidupan mestilah mula dgn cita2..
Tanpa itu tiada semangat untuk kita capai impian kita...
Kita hanya blh usaha n serahkan keputusan kepada illahi dgn hati yang tenang...
Insyaallah ape pun yang kita lakukan...
Hanyalah dengannya kita dapat petunjuk...
Amin Rabbal Alamin..."
-RaYu- 11:01 pm
Wednesday, 5 September 2007
Hey... 2day is quite okie... Juz in the morning got DPA test... din study dat much but still no wat is the subject ol about... haha... funy rite??? Hmm... Waiting for my friend to come but she was late... make appt. @ 8.30-8.45 but she come at 9.15am... so late seh.... haha... but aniway, you are forgiven yana.... haha.... =) But den i saw dose two clowns at the MRT dare.... i ingat dorg tak nampak den goin to the intercharge they saw us n wait for us.... hmm.... reach skul at around 9.45 n ya we started our test... n I was lyk WTH!!!!!! the qns are mostly ol theory n alots of qns.... like total of 27 qns n its like ol break apart... hmm... but okielah... luckily can ans the qns not ol but okie... haha... During the test got 1 teacher comin to the class n we got to move to the other class... During dat time, everyone take the book n keep study again to refresh their mind... so did i but not dat revise.... haha.... Hmmm... i kind of miss him now.... but i dun wan to trouble him... should i kol him or mgs him... Hmmm.... plus 2day i oradi 3 days nvr mit him.. Hmm... heard dat 2day he got off till on sun den book in to camp.... hmm.... okie2 bez2.... 2molo wanna mit my friends together to study fot the exam.... at Science Centre.... hmm... okielah... i wanna stop here.... Juz dunno wat to tok abt.... haha....-RaYu-Labels: Tears in my eyes has been dried...
4:17 pm
