Monday, 17 May 2010
is loving you is a right time for now???
even after all i had done???
even how hurtful you are when u being hurt by me???
it's kind of irritating when u suddenly tok again abt that...
i couldnt blame you but feel the guilty in me towards u...
every word n every breath that u speak...
it will remind me on how i treated u for the past 8 mnths...
the secret that i keep in me...
Ours is the one couple that people look upon us...
people see on how we both survive after all this time...
we both have each other even we did seperated once...
u by ur way n me by my way...
but still we are being together in every single outings...
u still give me hope when im losing it...
u still there when i needed to be alone...
u still there even u did hurt deep inside...
u still being u by my side always...
i should have been feeling fortunate to have u by my side...
even i feel that i dun deserve it...
after all u had done to me...
but my heart keep wanting u in my life...
it like u are meant for me...
u do feel it too right??? but why???
if i was teach to be love by others n oni stick to that...
wont it be good???
so that u or me wont be suffer...
i always think the day that...
when u say when u wont let go of me...
it was during sec 4 when u prompt that qns that u wanna be with me...
remember??? i was shock to hear that... but even so we still be together...
ilu n till now i love oni u...
my heart is still for u...
people may look down on me...
i dun care...
people may say i have no shame...
but it hurt me to much to see u suffer...
i should have known n understand how u feel...
how u react that time when the 1st...
but i still did it for the 2nd...
haish... even u cnnt forget it's okie...
time will heal but i duno abt u...
so for now i stop here...
-RaYu-
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