Thursday, 14 January 2010

Syg... why did you always say that im not care for you???
why did im always the one that you say im hurting you???
do u need me so much that u need to stab my heart to the max???
mayb im need some space between u & mie...
but still u do not satisfied right???
i know that 100% for sure...
but still i want it this way...
i wont change for it...
u understand???
i know u do...
n u feel that im just using u right...???
I just love u n wanna be wif u...
i admit that my mood swing each time...
n in the end we fight n tok nasty things to each other...
n just hang up the phone which u dun like me too...
n when we mit on the next day...
u will put an expression neither smile nor happy...
u will like keep pestering me what happen...
which i dun wanna tok abt it...
i just wanna to open a new scene of us...
so just think why should we think abt yesterday incident???
hmm...
will u be opening a new chapter when u see me???
n just forget abt what has happen the night b4 that???
each time i thinking abt u & me...
it's so hard that i need u so much more...
yes i wanna u to be the one who teaching me the way of life...
i wanna u to become my guardian...
i wanna u to become my everything...
even i know may not be true...
but we can make it happen right???
dunu wanna live wif me???
n we did make a promise to each other right???
we wanna to have 4 kids n a big house right???
hehe... so funny when thinking abt it...
but we do wanna that right???
i love you zaidi...
even love is the word that can oni express my feelings...
den let it thru...
even it just a words to you...
let it pass thru you...
even if we both not quite no of what exactly love means...
k till here then...
i know it hanging somewhere...
will update next time...
-RaYu-
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