Sunday, 24 January 2010
Haloo...
Today is 24th January 2010...
N yup another 2 more days till mum's & zaidi's birthday....
hehe... reli hope i can celebrate with both of them...
happy birthday in advance to u both...
Today as usual werking...
suddenly the feeling of werking is like wth!!!
haha... feeling of staying at home sleeping...
feeling like tiredness is nvr end...
feeling of sabo the shift...
hmm... there's no entertainment anymore at the werk place...
cause everyday is a routine for us...
hmm... now there''s only chinese manager
& they are all like siding china ppl...
haish... isit cause they are full-time ppl???
hmm... reli cant understand them...
well, gtg 2mrw school again... hehehe...
-RaYu-
Labels: aMiN....
11:25 pm
Thursday, 14 January 2010
Syg... why did you always say that im not care for you???
why did im always the one that you say im hurting you???
do u need me so much that u need to stab my heart to the max???
mayb im need some space between u & mie...
but still u do not satisfied right???
i know that 100% for sure...
but still i want it this way...
i wont change for it...
u understand???
i know u do...
n u feel that im just using u right...???
I just love u n wanna be wif u...
i admit that my mood swing each time...
n in the end we fight n tok nasty things to each other...
n just hang up the phone which u dun like me too...
n when we mit on the next day...
u will put an expression neither smile nor happy...
u will like keep pestering me what happen...
which i dun wanna tok abt it...
i just wanna to open a new scene of us...
so just think why should we think abt yesterday incident???
hmm...
will u be opening a new chapter when u see me???
n just forget abt what has happen the night b4 that???
each time i thinking abt u & me...
it's so hard that i need u so much more...
yes i wanna u to be the one who teaching me the way of life...
i wanna u to become my guardian...
i wanna u to become my everything...
even i know may not be true...
but we can make it happen right???
dunu wanna live wif me???
n we did make a promise to each other right???
we wanna to have 4 kids n a big house right???
hehe... so funny when thinking abt it...
but we do wanna that right???
i love you zaidi...
even love is the word that can oni express my feelings...
den let it thru...
even it just a words to you...
let it pass thru you...
even if we both not quite no of what exactly love means...
k till here then...
i know it hanging somewhere...
will update next time...
-RaYu-
Labels: kEEp MiE iN uR hEaRtz....
10:14 am
Saturday, 2 January 2010
how can i tell you that im not the person that i used to be???
how can i be someone that i wanted last time???
i do have n i do want my own things on m way...
but why cant just u understand that???
i know i did do things that make u upset...
and i did do make u lose trust on mie...
but please im still loving u as u do love me...
im just tired fighting with you over some stupid small matters...
i just cant be with you 24/7...
i need to do other things...
forgive me if this fight make u feel different...
cause i dun want it to sway away that far...
i still need u zaidi...
istill have u in my heart...
i still loving u...
but does it matter u???
i guess ur right...
we both are too stubborn...
too stubborn that we both dun even say sorry to each other...
n we both like pretend nothing happen each time we met...
1:55 pm
