Monday, 28 September 2009
Hey...
Today went out at 11 plus to renew passport at Lavendar...
Mit Auntie Arfah n Family there...
She was there early then mie...
Hehe... Reach there almost 12.20pm...
I guess they all waited for mie for almost 1 hour plus...
But many thnks auntie...
Reach there went to the counter infomation n fill up the particulars...
n just slip it to the box...
it was easy just took less then 30 mins to complete... =)
Next stop...
Arab Street... went there to eat lunch...
it's been long time din eat there with family...
i still remember that the last tme we went there was with Auntie Arfah n Nur...
that time when we were litte...
not that little but i think it a few years ago...
hehe... =)
So i ordered Mee Goreng, Auntie Arfah Kway Teow Goreng, Uncle Taslim Nasi Briyani Ayam, Nur Murtabak Beef...
As for water... I teh tarik, they 3 bandung...
i was like toking to Nur that i drink teh tarik like old ppl seh...
feeling paiseh... hehe...
but i dun wanna drink cold drink...
n im craving for teh tarik... hehe...
so yup that's explain y... =P
Soon the food is ready to be serve...
n we all eat...
but wen mine mee goreng come...
i knew i cant finish as it was too alot...
hehe... so i just eat half of it n let Uncle Taslim eat the other half...
i must say that Uncle Taslim sure do have a big appetite... haha...
cause after he finish his... he finish Nur's n mine too...
hehe... So big appetite...
Next...
Went to Bugis Junction to have window shopping...
hehe... we went to Ladies Shoes... Ladies Wear... Mens Wear... Baby wear...
Auntie Arfah buys some stuff for Baby Kak Liza...
After that we went home separate...
Im taking bus n they take MRT...
hehe...
Kla till here... i will blog again...
-RaYu-
Labels: I duno why but im sure today im feeling so happy...
4:47 pm
Sunday, 27 September 2009
Hey...
Today finally get to talk to zaidi...
eversince the last one mnth we din get to say abt our feelings...
haish... eyup finally feeling relief...
hehe...
BF say to mie what is ur top 5 priority:
1) My Life
2) My Family
3) My Relationship
4) My Friends
5) My Goal
We tok abt it n he giving mie a good positive sight of it...
mayb i will use this reasons that make mie wanna marry him...
he mayb hot-tempered but there always a reason why he doing that...
actually come to think of it he just too good for mie...
i just how i wanna being wif him...
i just wan him nobody else... that's is what my heart say to mie...
the feelingg is different when he's not wif mie...
i tends to go wrong way without him by my side...
i just wanna him to leads the way for mie...
& this is why i love him...
-RaYu-
10:36 pm
Tuesday, 15 September 2009
Hey Diary...
Today im werking again...
werking since i finish my exam till today no rest...
do opening start at 7-3 or 7-2.30...
theses days goin out early i mean very early...
like 6.15am???
haha... must be crazy rite why i went out to werk so early...
actually dares nothing i can do at home eversince fasting mnth start...
so just get ready quick n go out early... =)
Hmm... back to today thingy...
do opening as usual...
but i admit that i started early but still 8 o'clock haven clear...
haven count my money...
haiz...kena scolded by N__ cause din get ready on time...
n so he nag n nag n nag somemore...
what a day...
i reli dun like when im doin my werk ppl keep nag at mie...
haiz.. but what to do my fault too...
who ask you not to get ready on time...
i was talking to auntie S_____ wen i realise that i got oni 5 mins to get ready...
& i haven count my money n haven wipe away the counter top...
so yup that the reason...
hmm... feeling guilty abit wen i mad at him...
cause after that he was toking to mie abt the opening...
n things that he wanted to see when opening time...
=> things that he wants to see wen opening time:
1st: counter top to be clean wipe away the dust (1st priority...)
2nd: count money...
3rd: cloth clean...
4th: get ready things...
5th: do cleaning...
Haiz... yup that was actually not that difficult...
but to maintain it that's the difficulty...
cause if he din sees that cmin then his mood will swing n start to angry n scold ppl...
The crowd was not the good...
we all are so bored...
haiz...
been toking and toking non-stop laughing all the way...
n sudddenly i tok to Jaya abt life...
im telling her that i duno what i want in life n there nothing that i want to achieve...
been telling her that i just go with the flow w/o knowing what i want n what i wanna do...
been thinking always n tends to get negative instead of positve...
even if positive i tends to take it as negaive...
haiz... must i change that thought of thinking???
hmm... what must i do???
what must i accomplish???
must start to think from now on...
Tomorrow werking again...
haiz... but im too tired to wake up early...
hehe... Sir NaZ can i not come 2mrw??? haha...
Mampus mati aku... muahaha...
Kla till here then... will blog again soon... =)
-RaYu-
Labels: missing him till now...
8:23 pm
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Been brownsing thru the facebook's photo...
n i was remembering all the memories between Him & Mie...
haiz.. it's been alrdy 8 yrs been we known each other...
haha... 4 yrs of becoming friends n 4 yrs of being together n separate...
hmm.. been thru together so much n share with one another...
im sorry if i write this blog...
hmm...
all the best to all of you guys out there... hehe...
-RaYu-
Labels: i dont know if i there anything that i can do to make you tink of mie differently
11:03 pm
Friday, 11 September 2009
Down to Flu today...
Haiz... today went to aunt's place again to finish up the kuih...
As usual reach there arnd 2.30pm...
n quickly finish up the kuih...
as doing it my cousin download some movie...
it's called "Lord of the Ring - Fellowship of the Ring"...
i was too focus on the movie till i almost forgotten abt the kuih...
haha... but at last we finish up arnd 4.30pm...
wasnt it fast??? i think so too...
n i dont know what to do till break fast...
so just when to my cousin's room n go to sleep...
hmm... tomorrow outing is cancel as Zai got Guard duty...
haiz... no wonder im feeling tired...
as if the day wont stop...
i think tomorrow im cmoin down to werk as i wanted to borrow some books from the library...
haha... i lend from Ina...
It's been a long time since i reading novels...
i tink i got mood so yup gonna lend some books of two or maybe one is enuf... =)
so yup till here then 2mrw will be another day for mie...
-RaYu-
Labels: Is the feeling towards him still stand strong as ever???
11:04 pm
Hey i know that these past few days i have been tinking alot...
But surely there is something that make mie realise that...
im going abit wrong way...
Eyup... I don't know if doing it for fun or i just doing it for real???
Haiz... i tell myself not to tink alot but it just seem so wrong...
Hmm... ware must i go to get help???
Ppl say problem comes when you are the ones who creating it...
but what if it just comes without u knowing it???
no matter how hard u try but still it's goes back to u...
so how am i going to face it...
My heart is playing trick on mie again...
ya allah...give mie strength to endure all this...
for this mnth its has been a great test for mie... amin!!!
eyup... down to 1 more week to hari raya...
& today i went out wif sis went to SGH to collect her medicine...
& after that went to my aunt's place to make kiuh...
we made 2 kuih (Almond London & Sarang Semut)...
haha... i feeling happy even i know something might be happen...
eyup.. pretending is what i do best...
hmm... but there are things which u can't hide forever...
n for now i just go wif the flow...
My life is what i wanna it to be...
Being happy forever n just go wif whatever happens - just happens... =)
-RaYu-
Labels: Damn i hate this kind of stupid heart....
12:19 am
Thursday, 10 September 2009
Hey Diary...
Just finish talking to lovers...
yup... we still have each other company...
Im sorry if these days my feelings was abit disturb...
but dun worry i know what i want...
2mrw not werking as manager J change again the roster...
yup.. im not werking act but manager N ask mie to werk...
But manager J change again...
haiz... Manager N get fed up wen i tol him abt it..
But i tol him it's okie cause i got sumthing on thur...
wanna go to auntie house to make kueh for raya...
hee... hopefully nothing crops up 2mrw...
Pray Hard Rahayu!!!
Kla.. till here den...
-RaYu-
Labels: Mayb i shouldnt have say that...
1:10 am
Saturday, 5 September 2009
Changes is up to us to change for the better or just remain the same....
But changes is also part of ur life...
it will always be changes in us or ppl arnd us...
so it better to accept the changes in us...
for we may know what will come next...
Labels: For i have a second thought abt inside...
10:17 pm
Wednesday, 2 September 2009
Hey diary...
I dont know ware to began...
Haiz.. what did she do to make ppl wanna know her better...
she pray so hard is not what she tink it is but she cant say anything to that person...
but wait he did not know if he reli into her or not...
hopefully wen she sees him she will get the answer permanently...
2mrw having the last paper...
which is PEEE(Principles of Electrical & Electronics Engineering)...
Hmm... seriously i dun tink i wanna do this paper...
haiz... but its a year long module...
serious shit i duno a damn thing abt this sub...
how am i goin to understand it..
n dare's too many formula...
wanna ask for ppl i tink it alrdy too late...
Hmm...
But all the best oni is that i can say to myself... =)
-RaYu-
Labels: I wan an explanation from u....
8:16 pm
