Wednesday, 17 June 2009
hey diary!!!
I duno how to cure this heart pain of mine...
all i need is to give him a wonderful time b4 he go NS...
Jus this once that i wanted to do something special for him...
but duno what happen all the plan backfire n i just say to him...
"u just cancel it okie??? i dun hav mood..."
hmm... mayb others may b thinking that "hey it okie, since he alrdy wanna do what u wana do den just follow..."
But really i dun feel wanting to do that anymore since alrdy all went down...
im sorry zaidi but i reli feel it nothing to do...
u may blame me but i still on my own decision...
I know ur tired n i know that i ake much time of ur free time...
n seriously i duno what u tinking what are u & what u reli wants...
yeah u only mention it once n only once u wanna me to think what u are...
Hmm... guess i reli duno how u feel, think n react...
i feel like crying but i dun wan to...
i feel like wanna punch ppl but no mood...
i feel like nothing...
i feel useless, tired, sad & frustrating...
another 2 more weeks n i will be alone w/o but dun u worry i will still take care of myself... sarangye zaidi... :(
-RaYu-
Labels: what can i do to make u realize that i cant live w/o u
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