Monday, 29 June 2009
Hey...
Another a week for him to go to NS...
I duno why wen each time wen guys go NS girls must always be so sad.... :(
Haha... well, i do feel sad but i duno if i can cry infront of him...
Hmm...i will miss him... & will always know that i hav him in my heart...
i did wonder n do tell my sis if he did change in the future...
n im scared if that happens...
but sis did say he will not did that cause if he did den must be last time he will do to mie...
hmm... See zaidi my sis is backing u up...
so u must be thankful hor!!! :)
haha... hopefully u come out quickly n safely so that we can cont our journey together okie??? promise mie alrite...
sarangye zaidi... kumauwo...
-RaYu-
Labels: akanku simpan dirimu hingga akhir hayat...
1:28 am
Wednesday, 17 June 2009
hey diary!!!
I duno how to cure this heart pain of mine...
all i need is to give him a wonderful time b4 he go NS...
Jus this once that i wanted to do something special for him...
but duno what happen all the plan backfire n i just say to him...
"u just cancel it okie??? i dun hav mood..."
hmm... mayb others may b thinking that "hey it okie, since he alrdy wanna do what u wana do den just follow..."
But really i dun feel wanting to do that anymore since alrdy all went down...
im sorry zaidi but i reli feel it nothing to do...
u may blame me but i still on my own decision...
I know ur tired n i know that i ake much time of ur free time...
n seriously i duno what u tinking what are u & what u reli wants...
yeah u only mention it once n only once u wanna me to think what u are...
Hmm... guess i reli duno how u feel, think n react...
i feel like crying but i dun wan to...
i feel like wanna punch ppl but no mood...
i feel like nothing...
i feel useless, tired, sad & frustrating...
another 2 more weeks n i will be alone w/o but dun u worry i will still take care of myself... sarangye zaidi... :(
-RaYu-
Labels: what can i do to make u realize that i cant live w/o u
12:52 am
Saturday, 13 June 2009
Hie...
I dunno wat to blog in for today...
But dares things that i feel that i need to let out...
Hmm... currently, alots of things happen to my friends esp; F & R...
Hmm.. hope they both find an easy way out...
n a few more weeks that he will be goin for NS...
hmm... i will miss him badly...
hope dare more of us to come k dear...?
what can i say wen girls worst nightmare is attacking once a mnth???
will defintely feeling so not in mood n more on angryness... haha...
so sorry guys if i did offended u... hmm...
Been werking non-stop till only yesterday off but today n sun werk again...
haha... haiz.. im sorie if i dun hav time for u darls...
Hopefully we both hav fun on that 24 jun b4 u go k...
ILU ZAIDI!!!
10:39 pm
