Monday, 29 September 2008
Setiap ucapan dilafazkan dengan kata-kata manis tanpa pikiran panjang...
Adakah ia sebuah illusi atau realiti??
Walaupun kucuba memberitahu apa isi hati aku
Adakah engkau mengerti???
Adakah engkau ingin mencegahnya atau disebaliknya???
Kadang2 aku terlalu bosan dengan ucapan itu...
Kadang2 pula aku teringin mendengar kata2 indah darimu...
Aku sungguh keliru dengan pendirianku...
Aku takut untuk bersuara isi hatiku..
Kerana aku tahu engkau tidak akan mengerti
walau sudah berkali-kali terucap...
Aku inginkan seorang lelaki yang untuk mendampingi diriku,
mengajarku erti kehidupan...
Adakah engaku mampu membuat demikian???
Tanpa membalas apa2 dariku???
Aku cuma inginkan kasih sayang n perhatian...
Aku tidak inginkan kepuasan yang telah lama terjadi...
Cuma kasih sayang & cinta terhadapku tanpa balasan apa2...
Itulah permintaan aku... Sanggupkah engkau melakukannya???
Labels: Airmataku jatuh lagi...
1:12 am
Wednesday, 24 September 2008
Jus yesterday i've been crying to myself...
N now i starting to cry again...
Ohh God why this happening to me???
What was i thinking abt these days?
Err... Im in emotionally, depressed & heartbroken now!!! Pls helppp mmiieee!!!!! :(
"Ayu...Whatever obstacles you may face... U may have your answers till up to the end... What you can do is pray & hope for the better... You are HOPE...Ok"
His words make me cheer up...
N i got to try till i find the answer....
I dont want to cry over spilled milk...
What just happen, its happens..
N i cant change it back...
I got to move forward and will nvr turn back...
Thanks Zaidi for cheering mi up...
-RaYu-
Labels: Goin ThRu mY tOuGhEst MoMeNt Of My LiFe...
11:09 pm
Wednesday, 17 September 2008
dah 2 hari dok mah...
mendak tau tap aku malas lak nak kua..
hehe... dok rumah goyang kaki lagi agus...
klah.. malas nak blog nie sebenarnya...
pikiran tak menentu..
hmm..bye2...
-RaYu-
5:44 pm
Monday, 15 September 2008
Hi... long time nvr been blog... im sorie...
Hmm.. 2day werking again as usual but get to werk morning... Yeah...
Now is the middle month of fasting n so far so good..
even i not fasting rite now due to some reason... (erhmm2 phm2 jelah eh..)
juz last tuesday is my final sem n i free to go n
it will b like 6 mnths b4 i can reply to poly (if i can go in lah...)
but for now i juz werk
n was seaching for new jobs or mayb full-time?? or sumting???....
hmm.. i duno... haiz...
I realize dat in life i got 2 make a good choice for the future...
i duno dat if i can be wif my friends like now or nvr...
i juz hate 2 leave em esp. "my bro"...
i duno if he can cope if i not arnd...
but i noe dat i cant be 4eva being stick 2 him n 1 day i shall let him go 2 find his own happiness
n i will prayed 4 dat....
or mayb is now is rite time???
But i can still feel dat he still still nid mie.. or mayb it juz my imagination...
Hmm.. juz 4get it...
-Rayu-
Labels: tankz 4 everything....
11:13 pm
