Monday, 19 March 2007
Hmm... Dun really feel like sleeping now... Juz can't go 2 sleep tiz days... duno why... Always wake up arnd 2 - 3 plus in the mornin.... den if wanna slip back cannot.... its juz dun seem rite.... Hmm... If wake up in the mornin arnd 8 - 9 plus it still so sleepy.... den go 2 werk n at werk feel like bullshit... coz doin tings like a mad dog... walk here walk dare...haissh... Got 1 more week 2 go till i off 2 the new werin life... TAKASHIMAYA!!!!! Here i come...... Gee........
Hmm..... duno why tiz feelin come so lonely wen im not wif him dat day..... on saturday, 17.03.07..... hmm...... feel lonely wen not wif him........ c bro n ruzi......... ana n faiz......... haiz.... tinkin abt wat happen during the past..... saturday outing was not meant for him actually..... hmm...... do my own tings like being happy to make myself busy but cnnt coz im feelin abit tired dat day...... not enough sleep.... wking up in the early mornin like in 2am 3 am....? haiz.... cant go back 2 sleep dat time......... Keep tinkin why? why? mayb juz mine imagination.... or mayb dares tings dat will b happenin....? Hmm....... but it's true as i suggested coz im feeling alone dat time n i cant b tokin 2 bro or the rez but so im juz mgs him on the phone keep callin him........ wish him could b here but can't...... Hmmm..... it's juz can't b happenin......... Keep tinkin wen it goin 2 end but it will make my brain crack....... juz dun wan 2 tink abt it................. at last i did hav fun but not so dat fun..... but it's enough 2 make mi feel dat im ok......... even it's not ok............... Only God noes wat is in my mind dat time................. =(
Got another suprise ting.............. I GET DOVER ITE !!!!!!!! Yes2....... glad juz 2 glad............ haha............ On 26 March nid to come down 2 pay the fees 4 the exam papers, the skul tings sum sort like dat........ hmm...... But $150 ware can i get the $$$$ ?????? hmm..... mayb can apply 4 financial assistance 4 dat..... haha......... Juz can't believe dat i got into Dover...... if i din ask 4 transfer mayb i can't get it......... fuh......... wat a relief!!!! =) haha........ Actually got sumtin in mind dat i wanna go Dover....... It'z kind of secret coz itz oni mi noe it..... haha.... so others xcept my family, my loved ones n friends may fuckoff...... huahaha........ Kla till here den....
-RaYu-
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