Friday, 2 March 2007
Hey hey... feel so bored... how am i suppose 2 do wif my own probs... haiz... wanna quit KFC den werk at takashhimaya... at the same time skulin... Werk oni part time at there... hmm... wanna transfer at dover but it is such a hassle so i tink no nid 2 transfer dare la... oh god y m i feelin thiz way...? Y makin a decision dat will make urself trouble? Y didn't tink abt the consequences... hmm... now i being trapped by my own probs... haiz... i cant turn back n i hav 2 face it by my own... tiz iz my life n im e 1 hu created it so i goin 2 solve it in others ways... hmm... help me pls...........
Now another probs dat i been tinkin lately... abt my fren's gatherin...hmm... i wanted 2 bring along khair but bro didn't let me... Wat shuld i do? shuld i let him go wif me? or shuld i juz go by myself? If i wanna make him come wif me, bro wil not b happy and im not a heartless person 2 c people tat i once loved being angry wif wat i done rite? if like dat i guess i wil nvr b able 2 bring all my friends back together... hmm... im such a failure... Yes i am... hmm... At times i wonder was i in the group or not? Shuld i b jealous? b angry? b happy? coz my pictures is not dare wif them? A decision which i made is not wat they wana heard from me... n i made a decision which was comin from my heart... Was tat wrong of me? hmm... i noe that i shuld b makin my own decision my own choice... i shuld b tougher den b4... Bro, y u makin mi feel sorry for wat i done? why u always make wanna cry? i juz hate 2b cryin abt u again... really i juz dun wan 2 cry animore... =(
For my love... Muhd Khair...tiz iz wat i hav for u... juz takkaires wareva ur... I do know dat u trust me always n i do trust u too... I will always remember wat u say.... dose three words... faith... trust... has given mi alot of hope dat i don even notice dat i shuld b tinkin of u everyday coz i noe i can trust u n it is keep inside my heart... N i do love u now,then n forever n forever...i will keep u in my heart always... Yes if we do trust each other we may b movin forward n shall b always b together to face all difficulties... n i trust u dat we can b more den wat we are now... For now let us pray 2 for the better...hmm...
Kla till here den... Toodles... =)
-RaYu-
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