tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-41499736939453985812011-07-29T12:15:42.087+08:00Every1 is welcom 2 view ma blog... if viewin dun 4get to link me under add mee k... n dun 4get to giv comment if got lah... last but not least tank 4 viewin ma blog... =pRaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.comBlogger1191100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-50410993956861484052011-07-23T21:46:00.004+08:002011-07-23T21:58:57.296+08:00Diary...<br /><br />aku cuba menjadi orang yang sabar dan sentiasa mengambil berat tentang org lain...<br />namun semua yang aku buat semuanya salah dari mata dia...<br />dia tak nampak yang aku hendak bersungguh-sungguh mahu jumpa dengan nya...<br />aku ingat kalau aku ponteng keja dan jumpa dia...<br />dia akan bergembira tapi sayangnya tak...<br />dia marahkan aku pasal pandai2 buat keputusan...<br />yang paling sedih dia berkata nasib aku dengan dia belum kahwin lagi kalau tidak ini agaknya yang akan dia lalui semua...<br />hati naluri aku sakit sangat seperti saat mahu putus...<br />kalau itu dia dah kata begitu abeh mcmne kalau kemudian hari...<br />adakah seterusnya dia akan berpaling pada wanita lain???<br />orang kata setiap perjalanan dengan orang yang dicintai perlu merasai kepedihan tapi adakah ini yang aku dapat selama 6 tahun bersamanya...<br />terus terang aku berkata adakah kita akan pergi jauh sampai jinjang pelamin dan selepas itu???<br />hati aku susah mula merasai sangsi...<br /><br />*adakah kau rasa apa yang aku rasa sayang???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5041099395686148405?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-43247302937014525152010-06-27T01:28:00.002+08:002010-06-27T01:50:31.091+08:00for the blog that i been wanting to write...<br />it alrdy almost 2 mnths since the insident...<br />but i dun blame him cause me myself to blame...<br />evertyhing that i done for the past 7 mnths is still linger in his mind...<br />n how could he forget abt it...<br /><br />but it been a torturing state for me n him..<br />each time i went to werk...<br />cause it was that werk that it all begins...<br />i dun wan to remember it and i wan it to forget...<br />but still we fighting against what happen...<br />i thought cause of love that makes us inseparable...<br />but i was wrong he still keep on toking abt it...<br />his heart is controlling his anger...<br />if it was 1st i wont mind...<br />i did give him suggestion that we separate for awhile..<br />if he okie n me okie then we mit...<br />but he dun wan that...<br />he keep on thinking the negative thought...<br /><br />oh god i reli tired if this whole thing...<br />i wish for it to stop so that it wont bother me...<br />i was to blame for everything...<br /><br />sorry is not even the good words for me to say...<br />but still im saying this to him...<br />im sorie im make u sad<br />im sorie if thing is different back then...<br />im sorie if that is ur decision...<br />im sorie if u are hurt again...<br />im sorie if u keep on thinking abt it...<br />im sorie if im too stubborn...<br />im sorie if i phafe betrayed ur trust n love...<br />im sorie for everthing...<br /><br />i just love u n oni u in my heart...<br />but if thing is gonna tough i wonder if we can still make it...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4324730293701452515?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-41452358242815082012010-06-03T23:01:00.002+08:002010-06-03T23:07:49.212+08:00Haloo...<br /><br />been since i last drop an entry...<br />yeah been thinking alot these days...<br />i feel like i not alive eversince that day...<br />hmm... but with him i will feel different...<br />i dun really feel anything right now...<br />my mind is full of his face.. <br />i mean zaidi's face.. <br />and i cant think straight...<br />day goes by and i feel i not myself...<br />mind is haywire n i goin to school with a long face...<br />happy outside but not happy inside...<br />happy being woth him but not happy when not with him...<br />till my mood of study did swing abit...<br />hmm... tell me how am i suppose to let it go..??<br />im too a human...<br />man i need a space out...<br /><br />*ps: just hope next week exam will be gone smoothly...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4145235824281508201?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-18414331893689950892010-05-17T21:36:00.003+08:002010-05-17T22:01:28.596+08:00is loving you is a right time for now???<br />even after all i had done???<br />even how hurtful you are when u being hurt by me???<br />it's kind of irritating when u suddenly tok again abt that...<br />i couldnt blame you but feel the guilty in me towards u...<br />every word n every breath that u speak...<br />it will remind me on how i treated u for the past 8 mnths...<br />the secret that i keep in me...<br /><br />Ours is the one couple that people look upon us...<br />people see on how we both survive after all this time...<br />we both have each other even we did seperated once...<br />u by ur way n me by my way...<br />but still we are being together in every single outings...<br /><br />u still give me hope when im losing it...<br />u still there when i needed to be alone...<br />u still there even u did hurt deep inside...<br />u still being u by my side always...<br /><br />i should have been feeling fortunate to have u by my side...<br />even i feel that i dun deserve it...<br />after all u had done to me...<br />but my heart keep wanting u in my life...<br />it like u are meant for me... <br />u do feel it too right??? but why???<br />if i was teach to be love by others n oni stick to that...<br />wont it be good???<br />so that u or me wont be suffer...<br />i always think the day that...<br />when u say when u wont let go of me...<br />it was during sec 4 when u prompt that qns that u wanna be with me...<br />remember??? i was shock to hear that... but even so we still be together...<br />ilu n till now i love oni u...<br />my heart is still for u...<br />people may look down on me...<br />i dun care...<br />people may say i have no shame...<br />but it hurt me to much to see u suffer...<br />i should have known n understand how u feel...<br />how u react that time when the 1st...<br />but i still did it for the 2nd...<br />haish... even u cnnt forget it's okie...<br />time will heal but i duno abt u...<br />so for now i stop here...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1841433189368995089?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-22203199521798846022010-04-04T22:00:00.003+08:002010-04-04T22:37:24.201+08:00Kasihku...<br /><br />Kadang-kadang aku tertanya apa yang tak kena dengan diriku ini...<br />adakah aku yang buat kau hilang kata2???<br />dari dulu hinggalah sekarang...<br />kita sentiasa bertengkar tentang perkara kecil mahupun besar...<br />dan aku selalu melarikan diri kerana...<br />aku tahu ia akan merumitkan agi hubungan kita...<br />tapi apabila keesokan harinya kita berbaik semula...<br />dan kita melupakan apa yang telah terjadi semalaman...<br />dan sekarang aku rasa terlalu penat untuk bergaduh dengan kau...<br />tiada apa yang nak dibahaskan...<br />dan tiada agi yang nak diucapan...<br />aku dah sangat penat dengan keadaan ini...<br /><br />maafkan aku kalau semalam aku ade terkasar bahasa dengan kau...<br />tapi salah aku ke untuk menyatakan begitu...?<br />kata-kataku terlalu tajam untuk kau menerima...<br />beh kata-kata kau tidak menyinggung perasaan ku???<br />kata2ku mcm ular yang sangat berbisa ke?? sehinggakan kau kata begitu???<br />aku sedih kasihku... kau buat aku mengalir airmata lagi...<br />aku bkn nk tuinjukkan kelemahan aku...<br />aku tknk kau merasakan diri kau yang bersalah...<br />kerana aku sendiri rasai aku yang bersalah...<br />aku yang bersalah atas kejadian ini...<br /><br />Kasihku sungguhpun kau dah tak tahan dengan aku...<br />bagi tahu aku apabila kau dah buat keputusan...<br />aku akan lepaskan kau pergi...<br />===========================================================================<br /><br />kawanku...<br /><br />aku rasa aku kenal kau tak lama masa kau baru masuk keja...<br />aku masih ingat lagi apabila aku luahkan isi hati aku tentang masalah aku...<br />kau tak putus2 agi aku nasihat...<br />aku syukur kerana aku mempunyai kwn seperti kau...<br />at least de jgk kwn yang aku leh luahkan masalah aku ni...<br />tap mengapa kau membuat aku tersempit dengan keputusan yang terlalu berat...<br />aku sayangi kau dan aku jgk sayangi kasihku...<br />bagi aku kedua-duanya aku mahukan...<br />memang betul matair leh dicari tapi kwn susah nk cari...<br />aku tiada jawapan untuk berikan kau...<br />maafkan aku...<br /><br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2220319952179884602?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-13374796194441390262010-03-25T23:55:00.002+08:002010-03-26T00:10:16.125+08:00hallo...<br /><br />Get my result yesterday...<br />well, all i got to say is i need to back up...!!!<br />haha... nomore playing arnd...<br />nomore skip class...<br />nomore grooving arnd in class...<br />n finally nomore sleeping in class!!!<br />hehe... <br /><br />To others n my sis...<br />congrats to all for those who passed wif flying colours...<br />hope u will continue be success... amin...<br /><br />Another 2 more weeks back to school...<br />haish.. feeling like so early...<br />& u know what 1st april will be werking at popeye...<br />located at Ang Mo Kio...<br />far rihgt but will be endure...<br />till august or so..<br />at yew tee...<br />hope evrything will be okie...<br />hehe... gtg k...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1337479619444139026?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-57856436690478594462010-03-14T21:22:00.002+08:002010-03-14T21:51:58.659+08:00Was it me who wants it that way???<br />or are you alrdy pushing it to me???<br />i know that i have an ego...<br />wat am i suppose to do with the fact that i dun like to wait for people...<br />u should known better that i dun like to wait for people esp. you.<br />then why whenever i finish werk u ain't there waiting for me???<br />yesterday i can understand ur tired due just come back from werk in the morning...<br />but today??? it still the same...<br />usually u the ones who ask what time i finish werk now ur blaming me for not telling u that i finish werk early???<br />mayb it my fault...<br />& why isit that everytime i went home alone u think i with other guys??<br />isit u purposely making me angry or trying to test me???<br />is making me angry u feel satisfied???<br />is making me angry then u will know how i feel???<br />how i react???<br /><br />today i feel that my heart is totally lost...<br />i remember those days where we have fun together...<br />what u say to me... all those words... till now it bring me abit alive...<br />guess i should leave u n me alone for awhile... <br />mayb let ourselves recap of what we been doin for each other...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5785643669047859446?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-63162806896036875022010-03-12T22:54:00.003+08:002010-03-12T23:17:08.200+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ew3aLzpdrbI/S5pX54o4UpI/AAAAAAAAAAU/9f4v_TfjRXQ/s1600-h/DSC02261.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ew3aLzpdrbI/S5pX54o4UpI/AAAAAAAAAAU/9f4v_TfjRXQ/s320/DSC02261.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5447763351226045074" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />Happy 22th Anniversary To both my parents...<br />hehe... i wish you both stay healthy n always be happy together...<br />i love you both...<br /><br />yup today is my parents' 22th anniversary...<br />even not celebrate but we did our best to make mum happy...<br />eventhough dad is werking... lolx...<br />hehe... just cant help it i guess...<br />hmm... <br />went to lot 1 wif mum & sis...<br />eat there n chill out while waiting for cousin finish school at 3.30pm....<br />hehe... kind of funny cause got to tease mum...<br />haha... we just love to tease her... hehe... reli enjoy it...<br />hehe... sorie mum... we just wanna make u happy...<br />0_O ...<br /><br />2mrw werking opening...<br />hehe... 7am - 3pm...<br />hopefully all went well for 2mrw...<br />hope my "gudfriend" din cause any trouble...<br />haish... wat to do.. im a girl a woman but not yet a mum???<br />hehe... kla till here then...gtg & sleep...<br />2mrw pray hard2... down to flu today but it's okie... <br /><br />Bye2...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6316280689603687502?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-146866156746129582010-02-22T23:57:00.000+08:002010-02-22T23:58:30.949+08:00Tomorrow is the big day for me...<br /><br />EXAM!!!!!<br /><br />haha.. Wish me k2...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-14686615674612958?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-25922225028235684752010-01-24T23:25:00.003+08:002010-01-24T23:47:30.236+08:00Haloo...<br />Today is 24th January 2010...<br />N yup another 2 more days till mum's & zaidi's birthday....<br />hehe... reli hope i can celebrate with both of them...<br />happy birthday in advance to u both...<br /><br />Today as usual werking...<br />suddenly the feeling of werking is like wth!!!<br />haha... feeling of staying at home sleeping...<br />feeling like tiredness is nvr end...<br />feeling of sabo the shift...<br />hmm... there's no entertainment anymore at the werk place...<br />cause everyday is a routine for us...<br />hmm... now there''s only chinese manager<br />& they are all like siding china ppl...<br />haish... isit cause they are full-time ppl???<br />hmm... reli cant understand them...<br />well, gtg 2mrw school again... hehehe...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2592222502823568475?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-36906332522186548062010-01-14T10:14:00.003+08:002010-01-14T10:47:37.047+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ew3aLzpdrbI/S06BbUmVwFI/AAAAAAAAAAM/G3RgSHS9BLs/s1600-h/DSC02329.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ew3aLzpdrbI/S06BbUmVwFI/AAAAAAAAAAM/G3RgSHS9BLs/s320/DSC02329.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5426416907413995602" /></a><br /><br /><br />Syg... why did you always say that im not care for you???<br />why did im always the one that you say im hurting you???<br />do u need me so much that u need to stab my heart to the max???<br />mayb im need some space between u & mie...<br />but still u do not satisfied right???<br />i know that 100% for sure...<br />but still i want it this way...<br />i wont change for it...<br />u understand???<br />i know u do...<br />n u feel that im just using u right...???<br />I just love u n wanna be wif u...<br />i admit that my mood swing each time...<br />n in the end we fight n tok nasty things to each other...<br />n just hang up the phone which u dun like me too...<br />n when we mit on the next day...<br />u will put an expression neither smile nor happy...<br />u will like keep pestering me what happen...<br />which i dun wanna tok abt it...<br />i just wanna to open a new scene of us...<br />so just think why should we think abt yesterday incident???<br />hmm...<br />will u be opening a new chapter when u see me???<br />n just forget abt what has happen the night b4 that???<br /><br />each time i thinking abt u & me...<br />it's so hard that i need u so much more...<br />yes i wanna u to be the one who teaching me the way of life...<br />i wanna u to become my guardian...<br />i wanna u to become my everything...<br />even i know may not be true...<br />but we can make it happen right???<br />dunu wanna live wif me???<br />n we did make a promise to each other right???<br />we wanna to have 4 kids n a big house right???<br />hehe... so funny when thinking abt it...<br />but we do wanna that right???<br />i love you zaidi...<br />even love is the word that can oni express my feelings...<br />den let it thru...<br />even it just a words to you...<br />let it pass thru you...<br />even if we both not quite no of what exactly love means...<br />k till here then...<br />i know it hanging somewhere...<br />will update next time...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3690633252218654806?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-90053818246599650042010-01-02T13:55:00.002+08:002010-01-02T14:35:46.955+08:00how can i tell you that im not the person that i used to be???<br />how can i be someone that i wanted last time???<br />i do have n i do want my own things on m way...<br />but why cant just u understand that???<br />i know i did do things that make u upset...<br />and i did do make u lose trust on mie...<br />but please im still loving u as u do love me...<br />im just tired fighting with you over some stupid small matters...<br />i just cant be with you 24/7...<br />i need to do other things...<br />forgive me if this fight make u feel different...<br />cause i dun want it to sway away that far...<br />i still need u zaidi...<br />istill have u in my heart...<br />i still loving u...<br />but does it matter u???<br />i guess ur right...<br />we both are too stubborn...<br />too stubborn that we both dun even say sorry to each other...<br />n we both like pretend nothing happen each time we met...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-9005381824659965004?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-90670182474402623912009-12-21T15:14:00.002+08:002009-12-21T16:05:20.339+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Been quite a long time since my last entry...<br />okie.. today stay at home so yup...<br />wanna do some research fot maths pbl(problem-based learning)on calculus..<br />but i dont know where to begin at...<br />search at the internet is so hard n everytime i get it...<br />i dun even know if the information is correct or not...<br />haish stress me out seh...<br />hmm... mayb i can see the book???<br />ahaha... yeah hor see book also can...<br />got introduction too...<br />geex... :)<br /><br />Hmm... he's werking today till 2mrw den alik...<br />so bored... i wish he was here n i can hug2 him...<br />suddently got this kind of insecure inside mie...<br />lucky never reli happen... hehe...<br />sarangye yo...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-9067018247440262391?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-30992190582809429282009-11-26T14:51:00.003+08:002009-11-26T15:13:15.899+08:00Hey2...<br /><br />Today presentation is something that not goin smoothly...<br />but we had try our best... Right guys???<br />so give a clap to yourself... YEAH!!!!<br />next week no ONOW... but i got GEMS...<br />so got 3 hrs of break b4 the next lesson starts...<br />haish... wonder where should i go... o_o<br /><br />dad been asking abt mie n sis if i wanna go take SPI(Sijil Pelajaran Islam)...<br />but i was wondering how to go as we both are too busy to study n work at the same time...<br />i wonder if i can take it later or should i take now???<br />Still thinking... (?)<br /><br />MST is arnd the corner n i have yet study one single topics...<br />hmm... at times i tink should i quit???<br />but i have alrdy come a long way...<br />its alrdy hard for mie then...<br />or mayb i should continue???<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3099219058280942928?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-36251205383883843812009-11-17T11:01:00.004+08:002009-11-17T11:14:03.659+08:00Halo...<br /><br />Down to 2 more days till my birthday..<br />yippee... im alrdy reach 21 yrs old...<br />hmm..<br />alrdy big enough to get married seh...<br />haha.. but im still study...<br />so that is still long way to go...<br />hmm...<br />now skool is stressing mie out...<br />so many assignment to do within 3 weeks time...<br />another 3 more weeks to MST ... <br />I duno if im ready...<br />total of 4 test for it...<br />den after that week is 3 weeks Holiday...<br />Hmm... still PEEE is still making mie go crazy...<br />i still dun understand some of the topics...<br />can i give up...???<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3625120538388384381?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-48476894967724970352009-11-04T23:37:00.001+08:002009-11-04T23:39:08.572+08:00What does your birthday say abt You???<br /><br />November:<br /><br />Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keeps secrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4847689496772497035?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-72200181390925034932009-11-03T13:11:00.003+08:002009-11-03T23:41:55.561+08:00** Dirimu dihatiku...<br />tak lekang oleh waktu <br />mestipun kau bukan milikku<br />intan pertama yg tak pudar<br />tetap bersinar mengusir kesepian jiwaku **<br /><br />Sebahagian dari lagu Kerispath "Tak Lekang Oleh Waktu"...<br />lagu nie quite touching...<br />aku suka sangat lagu nie...<br />Hope u guys like it too...<br />Kalau nak dgr the full song, sila peg...<br />www.imeem.com type the title of the song at the search corner... hehe<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7220018139092503493?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-67094537883467754022009-10-27T14:52:00.002+08:002009-10-27T15:03:52.893+08:00Hey... <br /><br />went to skul quite early arnd 8am went out from house...<br />arnd 9am alrdy reach...<br />i thought i wanna to drop by kfc for a while in the morning...<br />but due to laziness i just went straight to skul...<br />hmm... mgs wif "N" abt this sun abt werk cause i wanna off on that day...<br />due to mum wanting mie to go to wet market...<br />n summore sis is not werking so it will be great wif i too tagged along...<br />hmm... while its been along time since i at home... so yup wanna take a rest...<br />now really im feeling the tiredness in mie...<br />since goin back home either from werk or skul...<br />i have been neglecting my mum...<br />haiz...<br />i wonder how she feels abt it...<br /><br />At times i wondered have i done enough for both of my parents...?<br />what did i do for them these days...???<br />will i be able to take care of my family once they are gone...?<br />hmm... i know u may think that i think too much...<br />but if u dun tink now then wen is the time.. rite...???<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6709453788346775402?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-79832130520229146452009-10-22T22:28:00.002+08:002009-10-22T23:10:31.490+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Well, today wake up with the mgs from my friend... as usual...<br />hehe... eyup... alomost everytime waking mie up... thanks...<br />hmm... well, today got GEMS starting at 8.00am to 10.00am...<br />I thought Y also having GEMS but get to know hers was on friday...<br />which is 2mrw... =)<br />feeling so paisey but at least i wake her up... hehe...<br />so better appreciate yar!!! hmph... =p<br /><br />today went to school wif sis...<br />she too started at 8.00am...<br />along the way her face was like a boom!!!<br />due to late waking up n went out late...<br />but she dont have to show that kind of face rite???<br />haiz... but nvrmind i just keep quite...<br />soon reach at CCK n wat do u know as usual...<br />alot of ppl... starting to squeeze here n there...<br />hmm... trust mie even if the MRT is built extra long still sure the ppl was damn alot... haha.. =)<br /><br />at school... im feeling so different...<br />something is been into my mind...<br />n Y___ can sense it...<br />so i told her what happen...<br />but she just hear my problem...<br />Haiz... y m i feeling this way...<br />I try very hard not to feel this way but... <br />Hmph.. oni GOD know how i feel...<br />kla... till here 2mrw another day ahead n im werking 2mrw...<br />at 2.00pm - 10.00pm... wish mie nothing happen... =)<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7983213052022914645?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-80719088172331575822009-10-19T22:45:00.002+08:002009-10-19T23:13:25.577+08:00HEY DIARY...<br /><br />Yup as you know that today is the 1st day of school...<br />after 6 weeks holidays...<br />yup... im back to school & it seem it just getting better...<br />hehe... friends as usual have fun...<br />but 4 hours of lecture haiz...<br />i thin im gonna be sick...<br />haha... so damn boring...<br />listening like listening to the walls...<br />i dun even know what she was trying to giving instruction...<br /><br />haish... i tink i cant carried any longer due to tiredness...<br />Nid to sleep...<br />next time den...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8071908817233157582?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-54440476864534698552009-10-13T21:51:00.002+08:002009-10-13T23:00:21.036+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Down to 6 more days to skool re-open...<br />yeah2... skool time...<br />eventhough i dun reli feel skul is the best choice to relax...<br />but i tink it may lead me to...<br />forget abt what happen during this 6 weeks break...<br />yup... i do feel reli stress n i dun feel like im animore...<br />haish...need to get myself busy even better...<br />dont u think so diary???<br /><br />Hmm... well, 2mrw is the selection for GEMS(General Elective Modules)...<br />n i hav yet to choose which one to put in the slot for my timetables...<br />n ouh ya good news... EVERY WEDNESDAY I DON'T NEED TO COME TO SKUL... HEHE...<br />So happy... =) so i will plan for my werking time...<br />mayb goin out wif BF if he not werking...<br /><br />During these days Bf always wanna know where m i...<br />haish feeling like sickening but i tink okielah...<br />hehe.. mayb he worried abt my whereabout...<br />kla till here den...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5444047686453469855?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-30789872614114286262009-09-28T16:47:00.002+08:002009-09-28T17:24:52.351+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Today went out at 11 plus to renew passport at Lavendar...<br />Mit Auntie Arfah n Family there...<br />She was there early then mie...<br />Hehe... Reach there almost 12.20pm...<br />I guess they all waited for mie for almost 1 hour plus...<br />But many thnks auntie...<br />Reach there went to the counter infomation n fill up the particulars...<br />n just slip it to the box...<br />it was easy just took less then 30 mins to complete... =)<br /><br />Next stop...<br />Arab Street... went there to eat lunch...<br />it's been long time din eat there with family...<br />i still remember that the last tme we went there was with Auntie Arfah n Nur...<br />that time when we were litte...<br />not that little but i think it a few years ago...<br />hehe... =)<br />So i ordered Mee Goreng, Auntie Arfah Kway Teow Goreng, Uncle Taslim Nasi Briyani Ayam, Nur Murtabak Beef...<br />As for water... I teh tarik, they 3 bandung...<br />i was like toking to Nur that i drink teh tarik like old ppl seh...<br />feeling paiseh... hehe...<br />but i dun wanna drink cold drink...<br />n im craving for teh tarik... hehe...<br />so yup that's explain y... =P<br />Soon the food is ready to be serve...<br />n we all eat...<br />but wen mine mee goreng come...<br />i knew i cant finish as it was too alot...<br />hehe... so i just eat half of it n let Uncle Taslim eat the other half...<br />i must say that Uncle Taslim sure do have a big appetite... haha...<br />cause after he finish his... he finish Nur's n mine too...<br />hehe... So big appetite... <br /><br />Next...<br />Went to Bugis Junction to have window shopping...<br />hehe... we went to Ladies Shoes... Ladies Wear... Mens Wear... Baby wear...<br />Auntie Arfah buys some stuff for Baby Kak Liza...<br />After that we went home separate...<br />Im taking bus n they take MRT...<br />hehe... <br /><br />Kla till here... i will blog again...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3078987261411428626?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-85921636498792973192009-09-27T22:36:00.002+08:002009-09-27T22:53:49.591+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Today finally get to talk to zaidi...<br />eversince the last one mnth we din get to say abt our feelings...<br />haish... eyup finally feeling relief...<br />hehe...<br /><br />BF say to mie what is ur top 5 priority:<br /><br />1) My Life <br />2) My Family<br />3) My Relationship<br />4) My Friends<br />5) My Goal<br /><br />We tok abt it n he giving mie a good positive sight of it...<br />mayb i will use this reasons that make mie wanna marry him...<br />he mayb hot-tempered but there always a reason why he doing that...<br />actually come to think of it he just too good for mie...<br />i just how i wanna being wif him...<br />i just wan him nobody else... that's is what my heart say to mie...<br />the feelingg is different when he's not wif mie...<br />i tends to go wrong way without him by my side...<br />i just wanna him to leads the way for mie...<br />& this is why i love him...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8592163649879297319?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-33701487059531147162009-09-15T20:23:00.004+08:002009-09-15T22:06:48.052+08:00Hey Diary...<br /><br />Today im werking again...<br />werking since i finish my exam till today no rest...<br />do opening start at 7-3 or 7-2.30...<br />theses days goin out early i mean very early...<br />like 6.15am???<br />haha... must be crazy rite why i went out to werk so early...<br />actually dares nothing i can do at home eversince fasting mnth start...<br />so just get ready quick n go out early... =)<br /><br />Hmm... back to today thingy...<br />do opening as usual...<br />but i admit that i started early but still 8 o'clock haven clear...<br />haven count my money...<br />haiz...kena scolded by N__ cause din get ready on time...<br /><br />n so he nag n nag n nag somemore...<br />what a day...<br />i reli dun like when im doin my werk ppl keep nag at mie...<br />haiz.. but what to do my fault too...<br />who ask you not to get ready on time...<br />i was talking to auntie S_____ wen i realise that i got oni 5 mins to get ready...<br />& i haven count my money n haven wipe away the counter top...<br />so yup that the reason...<br />hmm... feeling guilty abit wen i mad at him...<br />cause after that he was toking to mie abt the opening...<br />n things that he wanted to see when opening time...<br /><br />=> things that he wants to see wen opening time:<br />1st: counter top to be clean wipe away the dust (1st priority...)<br />2nd: count money...<br />3rd: cloth clean...<br />4th: get ready things...<br />5th: do cleaning...<br /><br />Haiz... yup that was actually not that difficult...<br />but to maintain it that's the difficulty...<br />cause if he din sees that cmin then his mood will swing n start to angry n scold ppl...<br /><br /><br />The crowd was not the good...<br />we all are so bored...<br />haiz...<br />been toking and toking non-stop laughing all the way...<br />n sudddenly i tok to Jaya abt life...<br />im telling her that i duno what i want in life n there nothing that i want to achieve...<br />been telling her that i just go with the flow w/o knowing what i want n what i wanna do...<br />been thinking always n tends to get negative instead of positve...<br />even if positive i tends to take it as negaive...<br />haiz... must i change that thought of thinking???<br />hmm... what must i do???<br />what must i accomplish???<br />must start to think from now on...<br /><br />Tomorrow werking again...<br />haiz... but im too tired to wake up early...<br />hehe... Sir NaZ can i not come 2mrw??? haha...<br />Mampus mati aku... muahaha...<br />Kla till here then... will blog again soon... =)<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3370148705953114716?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-50654980173396285902009-09-13T23:03:00.000+08:002009-09-13T23:32:49.698+08:00Been brownsing thru the facebook's photo...<br />n i was remembering all the memories between Him & Mie...<br />haiz.. it's been alrdy 8 yrs been we known each other...<br />haha... 4 yrs of becoming friends n 4 yrs of being together n separate...<br />hmm.. been thru together so much n share with one another...<br />im sorry if i write this blog...<br />hmm... <br /><br />all the best to all of you guys out there... hehe...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5065498017339628590?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-40741847314939705902009-09-11T23:04:00.000+08:002009-09-11T23:15:17.808+08:00Down to Flu today...<br />Haiz... today went to aunt's place again to finish up the kuih...<br />As usual reach there arnd 2.30pm...<br />n quickly finish up the kuih... <br />as doing it my cousin download some movie...<br />it's called "Lord of the Ring - Fellowship of the Ring"...<br />i was too focus on the movie till i almost forgotten abt the kuih...<br />haha... but at last we finish up arnd 4.30pm...<br />wasnt it fast??? i think so too...<br />n i dont know what to do till break fast...<br />so just when to my cousin's room n go to sleep...<br /><br />hmm... tomorrow outing is cancel as Zai got Guard duty...<br />haiz... no wonder im feeling tired...<br />as if the day wont stop...<br />i think tomorrow im cmoin down to werk as i wanted to borrow some books from the library...<br />haha... i lend from Ina...<br />It's been a long time since i reading novels...<br />i tink i got mood so yup gonna lend some books of two or maybe one is enuf... =)<br />so yup till here then 2mrw will be another day for mie...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4074184731493970590?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-6704480726106328162009-09-11T00:19:00.004+08:002009-09-11T00:36:20.872+08:00Hey i know that these past few days i have been tinking alot...<br />But surely there is something that make mie realise that...<br />im going abit wrong way...<br />Eyup... I don't know if doing it for fun or i just doing it for real???<br />Haiz... i tell myself not to tink alot but it just seem so wrong...<br />Hmm... ware must i go to get help???<br /><br />Ppl say problem comes when you are the ones who creating it...<br />but what if it just comes without u knowing it???<br />no matter how hard u try but still it's goes back to u...<br />so how am i going to face it...<br />My heart is playing trick on mie again...<br />ya allah...give mie strength to endure all this...<br />for this mnth its has been a great test for mie... amin!!!<br /><br />eyup... down to 1 more week to hari raya...<br />& today i went out wif sis went to SGH to collect her medicine...<br />& after that went to my aunt's place to make kiuh...<br />we made 2 kuih (Almond London & Sarang Semut)...<br />haha... i feeling happy even i know something might be happen...<br />eyup.. pretending is what i do best...<br />hmm... but there are things which u can't hide forever...<br />n for now i just go wif the flow...<br />My life is what i wanna it to be...<br />Being happy forever n just go wif whatever happens - just happens... =)<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-670448072610632816?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-21239662285757905752009-09-10T01:10:00.003+08:002009-09-10T01:48:11.031+08:00Hey Diary...<br /><br />Just finish talking to lovers...<br />yup... we still have each other company...<br />Im sorry if these days my feelings was abit disturb...<br />but dun worry i know what i want...<br /><br /><br />2mrw not werking as manager J change again the roster...<br />yup.. im not werking act but manager N ask mie to werk...<br />But manager J change again...<br />haiz... Manager N get fed up wen i tol him abt it..<br />But i tol him it's okie cause i got sumthing on thur...<br />wanna go to auntie house to make kueh for raya...<br />hee... hopefully nothing crops up 2mrw...<br />Pray Hard Rahayu!!!<br /><br />Kla.. till here den...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2123966228575790575?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-36603077645520215412009-09-05T22:17:00.000+08:002009-09-05T22:23:07.100+08:00Changes is up to us to change for the better or just remain the same....<br />But changes is also part of ur life...<br />it will always be changes in us or ppl arnd us...<br />so it better to accept the changes in us...<br />for we may know what will come next...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3660307764552021541?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-63289062837423118132009-09-02T20:16:00.000+08:002009-09-02T21:10:52.433+08:00Hey diary...<br /><br />I dont know ware to began...<br />Haiz.. what did she do to make ppl wanna know her better...<br />she pray so hard is not what she tink it is but she cant say anything to that person...<br />but wait he did not know if he reli into her or not...<br />hopefully wen she sees him she will get the answer permanently...<br /><br />2mrw having the last paper...<br />which is PEEE(Principles of Electrical & Electronics Engineering)...<br />Hmm... seriously i dun tink i wanna do this paper...<br />haiz... but its a year long module...<br />serious shit i duno a damn thing abt this sub...<br />how am i goin to understand it..<br />n dare's too many formula...<br />wanna ask for ppl i tink it alrdy too late...<br />Hmm... <br />But all the best oni is that i can say to myself... =)<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6328906283742311813?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-11287389885276146872009-08-29T21:39:00.000+08:002009-08-29T21:56:08.936+08:00Define Love???<br /><br />its took mie to know wat is love actually...<br />all i wanted was just a man to be wif mie n just being supportive of mie...<br />n being dare for mie..<br />n i being dare for him too...<br />im sorry if wat u ask mie to do i cant do it...<br />cause i tink it nit relevant...<br />n i know wat im doin...<br />i shall not repeat history again..<br />but will u help mie forget tat???<br /><br />m i asking too much of u???<br />have i done anything for u???<br />did u feel the love between us??<br />have u ever thought of mie of wat im feeling wen say things that is mean??<br />Have u ever wanna marry mie??<br />some say we are matchable some say ur not good enough for mie cause why due to past history...<br />even if u din do the past thing but u still does say mean thing??<br />How u feel wen the one we love say mean thing to u???<br />did u feel upset??<br />did u feel unhappy??<br />did u understand the feelings of being insult??<br />did u feel wat i feel???<br />m i tinking too much of myself???<br /><br />I just love you too much n it reli hurt wen i still get that kind of insulting...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1128738988527614687?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-11136640733240365242009-07-16T23:51:00.002+08:002009-07-17T00:35:58.210+08:00Just slip for around 4am in the morning...<br />even the next day im skuling...<br />But i dun feel like fine...<br />Really...<br />I wish dare sumthing dat i can do to make us better again...<br />Haha... pls dun be mistake coz i not toking abt relationship...<br />but sumthing else...<br />hmm... it abt that u wana earned for ur whole life...<br /><br />n yup today i skip my last lesson due to not enough sleep...<br />n not being able to concentrate on studies...<br />Hmm... it just seem so disturbing...<br />Haiz.. i dun wana hear or see anything but it always cme in my mind...<br />as though it just happen yesterday...<br />I just wanna to take a break....<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1113664073324036524?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-81055838784896982112009-07-04T23:59:00.002+08:002009-07-05T00:20:52.989+08:00Well, MST Had Ended!!!<br />Yeah... Now can back tobusy wif werking as skul alrdy finish MST...<br />Lolx... But i dun reli quite well, so just wish mie gud luck orite???<br />Gee... Thnx...<br /><br />======================================================================<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8105583878489698211?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-75092757784064195692009-06-29T01:28:00.002+08:002009-06-29T01:38:14.916+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Another a week for him to go to NS...<br />I duno why wen each time wen guys go NS girls must always be so sad.... :(<br />Haha... well, i do feel sad but i duno if i can cry infront of him...<br />Hmm...i will miss him... & will always know that i hav him in my heart...<br />i did wonder n do tell my sis if he did change in the future...<br />n im scared if that happens...<br />but sis did say he will not did that cause if he did den must be last time he will do to mie...<br />hmm... See zaidi my sis is backing u up...<br />so u must be thankful hor!!! :)<br />haha... hopefully u come out quickly n safely so that we can cont our journey together okie??? promise mie alrite...<br />sarangye zaidi... kumauwo...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7509275778406419569?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-30931082904173850772009-06-17T00:52:00.003+08:002009-06-17T01:06:53.572+08:00hey diary!!!<br /><br />I duno how to cure this heart pain of mine...<br />all i need is to give him a wonderful time b4 he go NS...<br />Jus this once that i wanted to do something special for him...<br />but duno what happen all the plan backfire n i just say to him...<br />"u just cancel it okie??? i dun hav mood..."<br />hmm... mayb others may b thinking that "hey it okie, since he alrdy wanna do what u wana do den just follow..."<br />But really i dun feel wanting to do that anymore since alrdy all went down...<br />im sorry zaidi but i reli feel it nothing to do...<br />u may blame me but i still on my own decision...<br />I know ur tired n i know that i ake much time of ur free time...<br />n seriously i duno what u tinking what are u & what u reli wants...<br />yeah u only mention it once n only once u wanna me to think what u are...<br />Hmm... guess i reli duno how u feel, think n react...<br />i feel like crying but i dun wan to...<br />i feel like wanna punch ppl but no mood...<br />i feel like nothing...<br />i feel useless, tired, sad & frustrating...<br />another 2 more weeks n i will be alone w/o but dun u worry i will still take care of myself... sarangye zaidi... :(<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3093108290417385077?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-78397125557855717882009-06-13T22:39:00.002+08:002009-06-13T23:03:27.337+08:00Hie...<br /><br />I dunno wat to blog in for today...<br />But dares things that i feel that i need to let out...<br />Hmm... currently, alots of things happen to my friends esp; F & R...<br />Hmm.. hope they both find an easy way out...<br />n a few more weeks that he will be goin for NS...<br />hmm... i will miss him badly...<br />hope dare more of us to come k dear...?<br /><br /><br />what can i say wen girls worst nightmare is attacking once a mnth???<br />will defintely feeling so not in mood n more on angryness... haha...<br />so sorry guys if i did offended u... hmm...<br />Been werking non-stop till only yesterday off but today n sun werk again...<br />haha... haiz.. im sorie if i dun hav time for u darls...<br />Hopefully we both hav fun on that 24 jun b4 u go k...<br />ILU ZAIDI!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7839712555785571788?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-60275496655390218672009-05-14T23:12:00.005+08:002009-05-15T14:53:13.112+08:00This is for you Muhd Zaidi:<br /><br />Still remember wen we both sec 4???<br />on how u wanting me to be your girlfriend???<br />on how i reject u dat day???<br />till i feel regret for letting u go???<br />n i accept u for the next four days???<br /><br />Still remember wen we alrdy together???<br />the 1st time i feel shy wen asking u to eat my nasi ayam in front of Fara n Shidah???<br />n we kicked each other's leg for fun???<br />N sudden fara n shidah noticed it???<br /><br />Still remember wen u wait for me???<br />wen i having CCA practice marching at parade square for NDP???<br />n i let u read my 1st diary???<br />i feel i was happy on dat time...<br /><br />Still remember on how i start to get jealous wen u send fara home???<br />n we both got fight over her???<br /><br />Still remember on how we fight for the 1st time???<br />n on how zuraidah tell me off abt so-called "play arnd" at Senja Grand???<br /><br />Still remember we both cried together for the 1st time at my blk dat day???<br />on friday after u go for friday prayer???<br /><br />Still remember u put on a moon necklace on my neck???<br />n say dat i was ur hope...???<br />i thought i was the only hope that u say...<br />but on 12th May '09 u say that u did give a necklace to Ruzi wen dat time both of u together...<br />i was actually heartbroken so i just keep quiet n just listen to what u saying...<br /><br />Still remember wen we both get same skul in ITE during Nitec???<br />on how u get so jealous whenever i get close to guys???<br />n end up most of the guys being ur close ones???<br />Hehe... it's quite funny wasn't it???<br /><br />Still remember wen 1st time we meet ruzi outside Ite Yishun???<br />n dat day in the bus was 1st time u slapped me in front of her n Syafie???<br />Jus bcoz i make fun of u wen u were sleeping???<br /><br />Still remember how we love each other dat time???<br />still remember on what i did during the last 2 years???<br />the thing dat was unforgivable???<br />wen i did hurt u n stabbing u from the back???<br />n wen we start all over just being Bro-Sis???<br /><br />Still remember wen i asked u dat i wanna bring "him" along???<br />to gather wif us(friends) wen miting???<br />n u say no???<br /><br />Still remember we still say "ilu" even we r not couple anymore???<br />remember wen u end up being wif ruzi???<br />n how i try to get rid of u???<br />but in the end we still mit up every wed???<br /><br />Still remember u introduce Aida to mie???<br />she nice, funny, tegas etc???<br />im glad dat u befriend her...<br /><br />Still remember wen i asked u to stead wif aida???<br />n u say don't wan???<br />n every wed we mit up we exchange stories???<br />n we still say abt wat happen abt us last time???<br />on how we being together etc...???<br /><br />Still remember after watching movies at vivo???<br />we n our friends sit the skyboard???<br />n we take lots of pics???<br />den all of us was lying in circle n i was lying at ur shoulder???<br /><br />Still remember i got mixed feeling between u n "him" again???<br />till i realise dat i still love you???<br />n dat nite after we went home taking bus 963 from Vivo...<br />we did hold hands n sleep in the bus???<br />dat time ruzi n rafie was dare too but they sit in front of us???<br />n while waiting for 922...<br />rafie come to us n tell us dat "we both look compatible wif each other" ???<br /><br />Still remember we get together back again???<br />n on how i say everything is back to normal???<br />Hehe... it's reli does... =) sarangye zaidi...<br /><br />Still remember how happy our friends are wen we are back together???<br />do u feel it???<br />im glad i realize it after that 2 year separated from u... <br />im sorie abg...<br /><br />Still remember wen we couple(us & ruzi raf) goin to Raffles Place???<br />we eat LJS at Clark Quay???<br />n how rafie eat dat chicken of ruzi's dat i want???<br />Haha.. it happen so fast dat i cant take the chicken from his mouth...<br /><br />Now still remember on how i force to say if u got problem???<br />wen i call u or u call mie???<br />n u shout at me n angry wif mie???<br />n made mie cried again???<br />n u always made mie cry???<br />well abg ur always make mie realize im at fault n im sorie...<br /><br />Still remember wen i signed up for the California Fitness???<br />n u got real mad at mie???<br />u scold me for doin stupid thing dat i even know that i was in wrong???<br /><br />Still remember on how we share $ to buy food for both of us???<br />even i didnt werk anymore for the past few mnths???<br />u kip giving me $ for my expenses???<br />Even not much but really appreciated... Thankz n many thankz!!! =)<br /><br />Still remember we do have our happy times wif each other???<br />even not really mit up but we are happy???<br />Only at times we fight abt something which is not reli big issue...<br />haha...<br /><br />In the end...<br />abg... im at fault... u at fault...<br />in the end...<br />we get back together...<br />in the end we forget everything...<br />n in the end...<br />we start a new begining...<br />in the end...<br />we are still trying to win each other feelings...<br />in the end...<br />we both wanna each other happy...<br /><br /><br />AM I RIGHT TO SAY THAT TO YOU???<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6027549665539021867?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-22401311127792403012009-05-13T23:34:00.002+08:002009-05-13T23:45:47.771+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Been long din write to u diary...<br />Well, as u know i alrdy in Poly...<br />N it's realy make mie so stressed up...<br />Currently i got flu n fever...<br />My Temperature ???<br />I guess u WOULD BE SHOCK!!!<br />it's <strong><span style="color:#ff6600;">39.3 degree celcius...</span></strong><br />can u belief dat???<br />Haiz... 1st time in my life dat my temperature was so hot...<br />Hmm... N today i din go to skul...<br />like alrdy 2 day i din go...<br />yesterday i took half day...<br />n today the whole day i stay at home...<br />Thought of goin to skul but im reli weak..<br />so i just rest n abt 11.30am i woke up...<br />take some panadol n drank plain water...<br />Wow!!! the panadol reli warm mie up...<br />Hehe... i was sweaty all over after taking the panadol...<br />At least my body was not so weak as in the morning...<br /><br />At 2.30, mit Amalina at BPP to interview at KFC...<br />yup... im back to KFC... even nott reli like it but at least i get the job...<br />n most imprt i got pocket money for myself...<br />Hehe... i know dat "HE" will be worried but we bothh make an agreement...<br />N soon he okie wif it...<br />well, ur bless is all i need...<br />n i love u...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2240131112779240301?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-85860483768351239802009-05-04T22:50:00.002+08:002009-05-04T22:53:07.450+08:00Hey...<br />Today alrdy the 3rd week in Poly..<br />So far im stress but not really stress...<br />but dares things that need tobe taken into places...<br />Hmph... i was so fed up...<br />When will i be putting a real smile in me???<br />Im tired really am...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8586048376835123980?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-18683058704000963942009-03-18T20:52:00.004+08:002009-03-18T21:08:10.816+08:00Bismillahirahmanirrahim...<br />** DenganNYA kita datang dan denganNYA jgk kita kembali **<br /><br />Today was the fourth day since grandma left us...<br />but her her memory still fresh in mine...<br />i just love her so much...<br />hmm... we was suppose to see her on that day...<br />but she just go w/o waiting for us to come...<br />but i feel happy cause get to her smile in silence...<br />i get to bath for her the very last time...<br />i wished her for the better...<br />i wonder will dad's family be as before???<br />gather around during Hari Raya???<br />before we left auntie zarina was hugging me...<br />it was the 1st time she hugged me...<br />her hug was like saying goodbye...<br />n was like darez no other days we will get to meet...<br />i will never get to hear grandma's story again...<br />Hmmm... <br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1868305870400096394?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-59036211278527658182009-03-10T12:37:00.002+08:002009-03-10T12:51:23.760+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Being hooked up in the house was like nothing to do...<br />except for cleaning the house...<br />man i was so bored...<br />thinking of goin out to find job was like no mood...<br />i feel like dun wanna work till i finish my studies...<br />i mean REALLY finish my studies!!!<br />But wen i think abt the expenses dat need to do...<br />i rethink again...<br />i been like keep thinking again & again...<br />Haiz...<br />Really make me mad...<br />thinking dat none of this is getting my way n my life...<br />Hmm...<br />===============================================================<br /><br />Yesterday was his Maths Exam...<br />Hope everything is doing well...<br />Hmm.. it was last 2 days i can't sleep...<br />thinking abt something but i din know...<br />I kept feeling different...<br />i try to avoid but somehow i can't...<br />I just dun feel good even today i still feel dat way...<br />i cant perform prayer due to woman's life...<br />so all i do is just pray in my heart...<br />hoping dat everything will be just fine...<br />i need him now but i think i just let him do wateva he wants...<br />================================================================<br /><br />*<br /> A woman that need protection even he's there...<br /> A woman that feel the security in her heart...<br /> A woman who long to be with her loves even once...<br /> A woman who will always wanting more from the person she loves...<br />*<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5903621127852765818?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-3552593544544344962009-03-05T15:29:00.002+08:002009-03-05T15:32:50.802+08:00HeY...<br /><br />Today got the result of my application Poly...<br />And i got it...<br />Which is my 1st Choice...<br />Bioelectronic at Singapore Polytechnic...<br />Yup2... will be joining my sis as she 2 is frm dare...<br />Im so happy... <br />Thank God for letting have my chance again...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-355259354454434496?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-57297964676692768432009-02-19T23:12:00.001+08:002009-02-19T23:14:14.233+08:00StEvIe hOaNg - Too LaTe::<br /><br />Girl tell me why you be coming back after all this time<br />Lately you say I'm the only thing that's on yur mind (yea)<br />Don't you remember that it was you who broke me heart<br />I just want you to understand, the boy you left is now a man<br /><br />[hook:]<br />Cus I would<br />I would leave the earth for you<br />I would<br />Do nething you ask me to<br />And now, you say you all confuse<br />Girl I'm tired of being use<br /><br />[chorus:]<br />Baby my sunshine turned to rain (every since you walked away)<br />Girl ever since you left me it's not been the same<br />I don't know what to do<br />Cus my heart felt so use<br />Wahoo missing you missing you missing you,<br />Missing you missing you missing you<br /><br />Girl tell me what ever happened to the plans we made (but you didn't want it babe)<br />Or was it all jus a waste of time<br />You should have stayed<br />It's kinda funny how now you got so much to say<br />Girl I did everything that you wanted<br />But you turned and walked away<br /><br />[hook:]<br />Cus I would<br />I leave the earth for you<br />I would<br />Do nething you ask me to<br />And now you say you all confuse<br />Girl I'm tired of being use<br /><br />[chorus:]<br />Baby my sunshine turned to rain (baby since you walked away)<br />Girl ever since you left me it's not been the same<br />I don't know what to do<br />Cus my heart felt so use (I was so in love with you girl)<br />Wahoo missing you missing you missing you,<br />Missing you missing you missing you<br /><br />Tell me where were you<br />Wen I couldn't sleep at nite, how I held my pillow tight<br />I felt such a fool<br />There's nuthin left to say<br />Girl the love that we had, just fades away (oh yea)<br />Baby time makes me strong (yea)<br />Girl I'm movin on<br /><br />[chorus:]<br />Baby my sunshine turned to rain (can somebody tell me why)<br />Girl ever since you left me it's not been the same (girl it's not been the same)<br />I don't know what to do (girl you were my world)<br />Cus my heart felt so use (felt so use baby)<br />Wahoo missing you missing you missing you, (oh I'm missing you)<br />Missing you missing you missing you<br /><br />Baby my sunshine turned to rain (baby my)<br />Girl ever since you left me it's not been the same (it's not been the same)<br />I don't know what to do (girl you got me goin crazii)<br />Cus my heart felt so use (said I don't know)<br />Wahoo missing you missing you missing you, (from missing you)<br />Missing you missing you missing you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5729796467669276843?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-15227440301611659662009-02-09T23:35:00.003+08:002009-02-10T11:21:41.487+08:00Hi...<br /><br />Finally, settle selecting the course...<br />fuh.. hope for the best...<br />n this is the course tt i choose:<br /><br />1. Bioelectronic (SP)<br />2. Engineering with business (SP)<br />3. Biomedical engineering (NYP)<br />4. Environmental & Water Technology (NP)<br />5. Resort Facilities Services & Management (SP)<br /><br />Hope everything will be better then today...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1522744030161165966?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-75555117251517914912009-02-04T16:40:00.006+08:002009-02-07T00:10:43.467+08:00people say " Why dun u go wif him cause he can protect u even if he's not dare..."<br />people say " i miss you guys being together..."<br />people say " you both look suited together..."<br />people say " even he's busy he will try to contact me..."<br />people say " he love me n he will be there for me..."<br /><br />He say " Darls IMU..."<br />He say " Im busy mayb we mit others day..."<br />He say " Why must we mit everyday...?"<br />He say " I want to enjoy wif my friends..."<br />He say " Later if i married to you will always seeing u everyday... but for now just let me enjoy my freedom..." =)<br /><br />I say " Okie.. if dat fine wif u..."<br />I say " if u think it's good for us den yup why not... ?"<br />I say " Why do u always wif ur friends...?"<br />I say " i need you always by my side..."<br />I say " whatever happen is already happen..."<br /><br />** This is always the reason that we fight...<br /><br />** But in the end we both just forget everything...<br /><br />** and we will just have fun together on the next meeting...<br /><br />haha... good ending wasn't it???<br /><br />coz we both wont think abt it anymore &amp; don't want end up being stress...<br /><br />==============================================================<br /><br />06/02/2009 - Friday Entry<br /><br />wake up n feeling fresh as yesterday cant sleep that well...<br />got hard time to sleep...<br />in the end sleeping all the way till 10am then wake up...<br />haha... shiok seh... wanna do that again can???<br /><br />Now alrdy know what course to take for Poly...<br />This is what i got in mind n i really wanting it...<br />So here are the Choices:<br /><br />1. Resort Facilities Services &amp; Management<br />2. Engineering with Business<br />3. Bioengineering<br />4. Computer Engineering<br /><br />* i think 4 choice should be okie... haha... hopefully i get in...<br />duno why when 1st looked at the 1st choice i feel like it...<br />did get some feedback from teacher n he say "this is the course that alot of ppl wanna take...<br />mayb u can apply also..."<br />haha... so just try my luck for it...<br />well n got good news too...<br />this year 'O' Level stud alot apply JC...<br />So opportunities for Higher Nitec stud goin in for poly is open wide...<br />even if the GPA is lower as 1.0 also can apply...<br />teacher say "if you like the course despite of the GPA is higher u may also apply...<br />your chance is dare but u need to be really like the course..."<br />haha.. cool huh... yup2... i was very happy to hear that...<br /><br />==============================================================<br />hmm... another 2 more day to apply...<br />can't really wait...<br />hopefully days goes by will even better then today...<br />amin...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7555511725151791491?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-68620883042928507202009-01-23T00:11:00.002+08:002009-01-23T00:17:56.219+08:00<strong>Korean drama(loveholic):<br /></strong><br />** My chest must have swallowed you...<br />You are inside me...<br />No matter how much i try to reject you...<br />My LOVE is only YOU...<br /><br />** If given a second chance...<br />my chioice will always be YOU...<br /><br />** Even if i must be in pain...<br />For choosing YOU...<br />it's alright...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6862088304292850720?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-61146191775405305052009-01-08T23:17:00.002+08:002009-01-08T23:43:24.928+08:00Hey...<br /><br />It's like a couple of days since i write to u...<br />so far so good but these few days...<br />im down to shiver n cold n fever n lot more...<br />head started to spin...<br />Haiz... get disease from mum but i almost wanna heal...<br />but mum still very ill...<br />pity mum.. if i could take all the pain in her...<br />right now sis lak yg sakit...<br />hmm.. n my head keep on spinning...<br />============================================================<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6114619177540530505?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-91694477464315459722009-01-04T12:43:00.002+08:002009-01-04T14:00:51.042+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Yup... now is in the year of 2009...<br />& i alrdy have some resolution...<br />haha... now feel bored at home...<br />as parents went 2 cemetery to visit our late relative...<br />gonna go but dares sumthing tt wont let me go...<br />well, how m i goin to go as i have come "red light"...<br />hmm... mum said just sit the van but...<br />tt would it be like not the same as not coming???...<br />so i just sit at home n just behave myself like a good girls... =)<br />Bro has alrdy back from religious class...<br />& he's watching TV...<br />left me playing the computer... =)<br /><br />======================================================================<br /><br />Tomorrow was the start of werking back to Taka...<br />but im werking full from 9.30am - 9.30pm...<br />Hmm... they really make worst of my day...<br />Hmm... but nvrmind coz i have OT... =)<br />hmm... suddenly missed them(mates at werk) alot...<br />Hmm... i dun think dat im coming there again...<br />Hopefully, everything will be fine as always... AMIN...<br /><br />========<br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-9169447746431545972?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-13025657574599774822008-12-29T23:51:00.004+08:002008-12-31T21:13:11.683+08:00Hey...<br /><br /><br />Just drop by to write in abt the werkplace... i just wanna to share will all of you...<br />Errmmm... werk was actually fun but at times bored...<br />but just now got 1 caller not say complain but...<br />he gave compliment abt how i greet n how i've reacted on such cases...<br />his compliment was a big for mie n he's an indian "a singh"...<br />Hmm... much appreciate his compliment... "Thankz Ya!!!"...<br />Im happy tt i almost wanted to cry... =)<br /><br />well, bored so mates(total 4 includes me) asked to play games...<br />so we was like thinking what to play...<br /><br />ermm... at last we play hangman...<br />n it's was my turn n u know what...I dinno what was the theme n...<br />actually my theme is "technology" was the 1 that is the answers....<br />n mates was (???) =) like der... haha...<br />soon one mate went home cause her duty finish earlier...<br />left 3 of us n we was like still playing the hangman...<br />but in the boring &amp; happy mood... really....<br />till we finish werking...<br />=========================================================<br /><br /><br />My mind was thinking if i did a better choice...<br />of not werking in my current(now) job...<br />the reason is tt im later going for poly n...<br />n how m i suppose to work while this job is... oni works on weekdays...???<br />That's y i backing off rite now...<br />but still like wasted cause i can earn...much more than what i earn from last job...<br />It's like quite a pity to let off as this job was 2 time pay...<br />Hmm.. i hate it wen i alrdy made choice...<br />always seem 2b different den i expected...<br />=========================================================<br /><br /><br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1302565757459977482?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-16981873146993653132008-12-21T21:33:00.002+08:002008-12-21T21:59:34.752+08:00Hey...<br /><br />it's been two days stay at home n yup did help my mum do some house chore....<br />Man... it's was so tiring...<br />n im feeling giddy all the sudden but im alright...<br />mayb too much thinking n tired these few days...<br />Haha... Im happy being stay at home wif mum...<br />at least i wanna to make mum happy...<br />cause seeing her happy is the most important to me...<br />wonder if she gone one day what will happen...<br />i still need her in my life...<br />cause i had so much to learn from her...<br />hehe... i just wanna to see her smile whenver i wake up n before i went to work...<br /><br />** Im sorry if i did hurt u...<br />i didn't meant it in the 1st place...<br />i can tolerate if someone hurt me or...<br />i hurt dat someone but not u mum...<br />cause i w/o u i cant carry on my life...<br />===============================<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1698187314699365313?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-89299534042979740482008-12-14T21:31:00.003+08:002008-12-14T22:24:42.600+08:00Hai...<br /><br />Today wake up with a smiling face on me...<br />Cause no more mgs from dat guy...<br />feeling relief... Fuh...<br />did wake up at 4am to wake for "him"...<br />he werking at 6.15am... (so early) =)<br />so yup just wake him up n im off to sleep again...<br />n wake up at 9.00am...<br />fuh still so sleepy but need to wake up...<br />Haha... but later will get to meet him...<br /><br />** Sorry mum n dad if i didn't tell you the truth..."<br />=============================================================<br /><br />getting ready n wen out at 2.45pm...<br />taking bus 963 n off to Vivocity...<br />sleeping all the way...<br />guess im so tired... =)<br />reaching there alrdy at 4.00pm on the dot...<br />but i din get to see him...<br />as usual my eyes alrdy cant see from far...<br />well, at last get to meet him...<br />but seeing him so tiring but just have fun...<br />haha... went to HF banquet n order food coz im hungry...<br />yup... thinking wanna go JP play arcade...<br />bt held back coz dun tink it okie...<br />so we just walk outside n njoy the scenery n tok abt things...<br />=)... den head back to interchange...<br />he starting abt "_ _ _"...<br />im listening n just say to myself that...<br /><br /> ** "whatever happen just take it easy, slowly n steady...<br /> i shall not forcing u zaidi... its ur decision n up to you...<br /> but for now just enjoy each other company..." **<br /><br />=================================================================<br /><br />He said "No matter what I Still Love You"...<br />Even that word itself makes me happy...<br />even just for awhile having him by my side im happy...<br />even looking at him n smile im happy...<br />even he's sleeping im happy...<br /><br />Kla.. got to go... Till here...<br /><br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8929953404297974048?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-15762069617782281122008-12-12T21:52:00.003+08:002008-12-12T22:23:53.555+08:00Hey there...<br /><br />Lately...<br />I never knew that my return will be a happy one...<br />all i can say "thankz guys for everything..."<br />Now back to old me...<br />every now n then i been goin home late...<br />But still somehow or rather i feel happy...<br />happy being myself n3 i being wif "him" again...<br />yup... i feel better rite now...<br />Guess i noe why im like this for the past 2 years...<br />thanks for everything...<br />=======================================================<br /><br />At work...<br />i was bored so just mgs "him"...<br />bt he's kinda busy so i did not disturb him that much...<br />Hmm... somehow or rather i begin to think abt...<br />what happen when he's going to NS???<br />but that mayb i will think later future... =)<br />but to tel the truth i begin to feel lonely w/o "him"<br />by my side...<br />i begin to feel im the old me when im in ITE...<br />a girl who din speaks alot n always clinging onto her BF...<br />suddenly feel im back to the old me...<br />Hopefully it's wont get any worst then B4...<br />haha.. pray hard Rayu... Amin2...<br />=======================================================<br /><br />To Khair...<br /><br />i know it's hard but thank for the love...<br />dat u given mie...<br />im really appreciate it alot...<br />frankly speaking ur a good guys...<br />but i got to do wat i got to do...<br />thanks for letting me go...<br />Like u said i cant choose 2 guys...<br />so im letting u go coz i cant live w/o "him"....<br />n even when im wif u my mind was thinking abt "him"...<br />Im sorry once again...<br />=======================================================<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1576206961778228112?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-3649880359467398612008-12-10T14:53:00.002+08:002008-12-10T15:26:11.144+08:00Hey...<br /><br />A few days have passess...<br />And i myself being able to stand up for myself...<br />I know tt im not alone n i have made up a different path of my own...<br />It's hard but i need to find myself... my happiness w/o hurting anyone...<br />I tired... im really tired... Im tired of everything...<br />Can i just be alone for awhile n be myself...<br />At times i really hate myself...<br />cause i have hurt more than 1 person who love me...<br />At times i just wanna to forget everything...<br />But i couldn't... i just cant stop thinking...<br />At times i feel im lucky to have someone beside me...<br />But now it's over between us n ...<br /><br />** Thankz for the love n thankz for everything that we share...<br />Just tink tt between us tt im not suitable for u n i got to let u go...<br />N i cant love 2 guys at the same time...<br />I sorry for everything i did... i really didn't mean it... **<br /><br />=============================================================================<br /><br />Guys thankz for giving me comfort...<br />I really appreciate it...<br />Have an enjoy day ahead...<br />Love you guys...<br /><br />** Abang all i can say is that if u wants to be wif her go ahead alright... Just dun worry about me... N let the future take it place... Just wanna to tell u that i need you by my side... **<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-364988035946739861?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-32470263360970826362008-12-05T23:45:00.003+08:002008-12-06T00:13:01.878+08:00Cinta adalah pengorbanan...<br />Cinta adalah satu...<br />Cinta adalah kepercayaan...<br />Cinta adalah kerinduan terhadap masing2...<br />Cinta adalah harapan...<br />Cinta adalah kemesraan...<br />Cinta adalah kesetiaan...<br />Cinta adalah kepastian...<br />Cinta adalah SEGALANYA...<br />=====================================================<br /><br />I'm sorry if i did make u hurt...<br />I'm sorie if i did make u down...<br />I'm sorie if i did make u tink negatively...<br />I'm sorie if i did make u go away...<br />i'm sorie if i did make u fall deeply in love wif me...<br />I'm sorie if i did make u mine again...<br />I'm sorie if i say to u that i want to be wif u...<br />I'm sorie if i did everything to you...<br />======================================================<br /><br />Today i tink i make myself cried in front of everybody...<br />i cant stand it...<br />my eyes was non-stop flowing since yesterday...<br />but now it's all over...<br />Im back to myself...<br />Hope to make difference...<br />I really love you... I really do...<br />=======================================================<br /><br />*** Cinta antara engkau dan aku...<br />Tak seindah bumi yang nyata...<br />Engkau permata hatiku...<br />Hingga akhir hayat bersama...***<br /><br /><br />The poem that i make myself for the past few years... <br />I still remember it...<br />i duno if u guys tink of it... Pls do feedback okie...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3247026336097082636?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-22577969207990998682008-12-01T21:58:00.002+08:002008-12-01T22:23:34.087+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Assalamualaikum...<br /><br />Now too relax at work... yup.. not much calls...<br />Got new peeps come n i attached wif this guy...<br />Quite cute but tahlah ngok macam perempuan...<br />haha... tak baik aku...<br />Tapikan macam dia nie busybody betul seh...<br />Kita ngah ada gather2 bual tap dia macam nak dengar gitu...<br />Tak ke KEPO??? Haha... <br />=============================================================<br /><br />Haiz... Now takde mood nak tulis so just till here...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2257796920799099868?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-46176417062785006462008-11-16T13:07:00.004+08:002008-11-16T13:30:15.042+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Long time din blog...<br />kanget banget aku pd aku...<br />Two days ago got one guy wants to get to know me...<br />But i din reply just ignore the mgs...<br />he claim that he's Acit...<br />But early morningwhile wanting to wake dad up for work...<br />I look at the hp that i received 1 miss call...<br />& it was that guy call early in the morning...<br />lucky i din pick up...<br />haish.. den that morning arnd 11++ i did tell BF abt it...<br />n he say wants to confront him...<br />i gave his no w/o hesitate...<br />n dare's sumthing happen...<br />they wanna meet up....<br />de dia suro BF go to his house if he din satisfy...<br />but BF would be so dumb to fall into his trap rite???<br />so BF ignore n sleep...<br />n i told BF that just ignre if he mgs again...<br />Hmm...<br /><br />&&&....<br /><br />This morning wen i wake up...<br />I looked at the hp it was that guy ho mgs...<br />n he say that "... say to your guy that if he's the real man n already try bkt batok guy, this is bkt gombak guy he's haven try... ask him to be careful..."<br /><br />Hmm.. was it my fault??? <br />why does this small matter wanna make it big???<br />I thought they alrdy okie n the guy alrdy apologise to BF...<br />N now he wanna to threathen BF???<br />Got to know from BF that guy call n mgs him ystrdy...<br />saying that he's not satisfy wif BF...<br />hmm... why become like dis...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4617641706278500646?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-41137587899022781662008-11-07T23:38:00.002+08:002008-11-08T00:01:07.989+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Today was good but din gt to talk to wani...<br />as i kena shift to other place cause got new staff..<br />so was like crowded n the AL ask to move to a new place...<br />Tody usual do VMM...<br />One of the staff already left so Im back to VMM..<br />Quite bored cause i takde calls masuk so need to wait...<br />if the person actually left a message...<br />Haha... =)<br /><br />Went for lunch at 1.30 pm wihth Wani & Mahirah...<br />Today craving for Koko Crunch, Milo, Honey Star...<br />If u remember abt the Cereal that we usually eat early in the morning...<br />But i din buy it cause buy something else...<br />Bought Apam balik, char kuey n blue berry drink...<br />Ate at pantery n talk abt marriage n so ever...<br />==============================================================================<br /><br />Back to work n got a 33 new messages...<br />So hurried up n typed the messages as fast as i can...<br />One of the caller was actually wants to make a complain abt our servicses...<br />but he put into voicemail n still can say <br />he's making a complain after so much of talking non-stop...<br />So funny seh this guy...<br />Hehe.. n at last finish on the dot just nice to knocked out...<br />==============================================================================<br /><br />Few days ago was like no mood but manage to cheered up...<br />and just have fun to make me accompany... <br />Seeing bro this days was quite okie...<br />Even i know it wouldn't be long but still im dare...<br />But only as "SIS" N "BEZ FRENS"...<br />Even outside don't tink like that but it true...<br />Yup it's funny cause he's once was my life... my soul..<br />But now he's my bro who keep protecting me from far...<br />even we no longer we use to be...<br />some may ask y do we still keep in touch???<br />But we just ignore it n just move on...<br />Like pretending nothing happen...<br />Yup dat's right...<br />he's got his own life n i got mine...<br />========================================================================<br /><br />Kla... till here then.. gudnite n swit dreams...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4113758789902278166?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-2923196785691053942008-11-02T19:47:00.004+08:002008-11-02T20:57:58.548+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Today was so bored as mum & dad went to wet market at geylang...<br />Left me n lil sis oni 2nd sis went to work n bro got kayaking... <br />so we both juz have fun at home eating n eating non stop...<br />haha.. i guess that's the only thing that we can do...<br />Eat... watch tv... sleep...<br />haiz... me n lil sis keep asking to each other...<br />"where mama n abah??? so long reach home..."<br />haiz.. so bored n mum dad reached home arnd 4pm????<br />aft so long in the history that i know ppl went to wet market wen home in e evening???<br />help mum to unpack the stuff n aft that went to room n Zzzz... =)<br /><br />===============================================================================<br /><br />i just remember abt one important phase...<br />wen i watched in the malay show at tv3 yesterday...<br />Sorie if the words is in malay cause i dono how to express it in eng...<br /><br />" Lelaki dicipta untuk mengangkat martabat wanita supaya ia tergolong diantara wanita terpuji "<br /><br />i tink if all the guys were to tink that...<br />then it will be peace right...???<br />haha... i guess it's only my thought...<br /><br />===============================================================================<br /><br />2mrw i will be doin VMM(Voicemail messages)...<br />i tink i can handle it but 1st need to clean my ear..<br />so that i ca hear the voicemail CLEARLY...<br />haha.. till den... i end it here...<br /><br />*Will tomorrow will be even more better than today... Amin<br /><br />===============================================================================<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-292319678569105394?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-53218837869127041432008-10-30T22:16:00.002+08:002008-10-30T23:37:48.735+08:00Hi...<br /><br />Today dunno what the ppl is doin..<br />coz all the ppl wants to speak to the Higher Rank...<br />dn i need to assist the supervisor..<br />so leceh click2 on the supt assist if they pick up it's okie..<br />but that not the case they dun pick up...<br />n need to click on the SM(Supervisor Manager)<br />for assist if not den to NP OIC(National Project)...<br /><br />*note: this issue is important for other to know... =)<br /><br />================================================================<br />As usual, Bf take me home...<br />Even he's finish NS but still cant get work...<br />Pity him coz he trying his bez to get the job...<br />HOpefully, one of these day he's getting it... amin...<br /><br />================================================================<br />I always say to myself that today muz be better then yesterday & it did...<br /><br />I received a letter from ITE telling me...<br />that i will receiving Cert Of Merit on my Graduation Day...<br />Haha.. so happy... =)<br />But i can only receive on Grad Day which is in May...<br />Haiz... so long need to wait...<br /><br />**Rayu... wait long2 okie..<br /><br />Kla.. till here...<br /><br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5321883786912704143?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-2770641734694215182008-10-26T21:52:00.003+08:002008-10-26T22:22:12.044+08:00Hey... <br /><br />what shall i write abt these past few days...<br />hmm... werk was tired but im happy...<br />at least i got some rest on saturday n sunday...<br />yesterday went to iskandar's house got open house...<br />n at night went to see BF's friend at bkt btk chalet...<br />========================================================<br /><br />these few days im feeling down...<br />but tried my best to cheer up n juz put a smile on my face...<br />well, nobody noes it rite???<br />haha... but now im feeling okie2...<br />still can laugh n i tink im quite fine now... =)<br />========================================================<br /><br />what more that i want when i myself have everything that i wish for...<br />what more that i want for my surrounding...<br />everthing that i want n i wish is there...<br />but why do i crave for more...<br />n now i begin to understand that i should be fortunate for what i have...<br />there's nothing that make me happy rather than having u by my side wif me...<br />i understand that ur having hard time abt what happpen...<br />im sorry if i did make u sad...<br />my fault that make u feels that way...<br />but trust me is all that i wants from u...<br />=========================================================<br /><br />*Zaidi... i know what u trying to say n i much appreciated that...<br />for what happen in the past just move forward... n took it as a lesson<br />to learn... for you be safe n protected... farewell, my brother... <br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-277064173469421518?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-74758525328105082752008-10-16T22:06:00.005+08:002008-10-16T22:31:18.026+08:00Hey...<br /><br />Tis week was a big relaxing time for me during werk...<br />Get to talk to buudy & the rest...<br />The werk was so bored but fun.. <br />Now i know that there was many type of people...<br />Different kind such as "RUDE", "NO COURTESY", "I was being CALLED (IDIOT)" ETC..<br /><br />Here goes my mon-thurs:<br /><br />MON: cus not please wif my service n he did come down to MO(Tanjong Pagar) to look for me...<br /><br />TUES: Okie but still got fussy cus. still can take it...<br /><br />WED: Relax & I LOVE IT =)...<br /><br />THURS(TODAY): Cus had O/S income tax but still frustrated n called me "idiot" as he tink that i was laughing at him...<br />Well, juz a remark what n he make a fuss abt it... WATEVA!!!...<br /><br />FRI: (HOPEFULLY THE DAY WOULD BE BETTER THAN THURSDAY)...<br /><br />*Bro... I'm glad that you are happy now... <br />Just wanna you to know that i still here for you whenever you need me... <br />Just mgs or call me if you need me there...<br />Im still be there until i realise that you are on your own...<br />& That's where I will leave you to create your own life in the future...<br />If that happens just remember me always in your heart...<br /><br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7475852532810508275?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-83870368170818192952008-10-10T23:38:00.002+08:002008-10-10T23:46:54.691+08:00Hey diary...<br /><br />At last i get lagu revalina "Ceritaku"... <br />Tap bkn lagu but the lirik.. hehe... =) <br />Clap for rayu... *Clap3...<br />Hehe... suka aku... <br /><br /><br />======================================================================<br />Here goes:Revalina lirik<br /><br />Di malam ini , Di Waktu ini <br />Ku masih terkenang dirimu<br />Biarpun tiada kau disisi , diriku .<br />Senyumanmu , raut wajah mu <br />Membuatku terus merindumu<br />Biarpun kau meninggalkan aku , cintaku .<br /><br />Ku cuba tanpamu disisi <br />Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu<br />Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku .<br />Ku cuba tanpamu dihati<br />Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu<br />Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .<br /><br />Sedetik ini , ketika ini<br />Ku masih memikirkan mu <br />Dimanakah dirimu kini , gadisku .<br />Andai aku , ulangi lagi<br />cerita aku dengan kamu<br />Takkan ku menyakiti hatimu , bintangku .<br /><br />Ku cuba tanpamu disisi <br />Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu<br />Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku .<br />Ku cuba tanpamu dihati<br />Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu<br />Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .<br />Kini . . . .<br /><br />==============================================================================<br />So how the lirik?? <br />Best tak... haha... <br />Kla.. gtg.. I<br />m sleepy... Gud9..<br /><br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8387036817081819295?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-72917178395041426232008-10-08T22:33:00.005+08:002008-10-08T23:42:30.702+08:00Im tired actually...<br /><br />Haiz... been working from 30thSept till today except 4 saturdays & sunday... <br />Been werking 2 new place dat is at CPF Building(Wdlnds) as Customer Service...<br /><br />Start:8.30am<br />End: 6.00pm<br />Working days: Mon - Fri<br /><br />Jus yesterday & today been answering the calls alone & try to interact wif cus...<br />So tired... haha...<br />Get to go wif 1 of my temp mem...<br />Mit at bus stop pending n soon off to werk...<br />Werking was so tired but bored coz NO call is been made...<br />So waiting like 10-15mins for it to ring...<br />But still we do have fun at werk...<br />Lunch was great has we had 1hour n got meeting... <br />So timing was dat fast... =)<br /><br />Yesterday, wen to bugis street aftr werk as sis wanna buy pants...<br />Mit her frens oso "Sharona, her BF, frenz & sis"...<br />wen to look for piercing shop...<br />wanna pierce my ear...<br />was my 1st time piercing my ear...<br />got so scared but STILL sis keep teasing mie ("sis, later wen u pierce got big lubang tau")... Damn u sis...!!! haha... <br />at last nightmare was over n i feel good abt it...<br />but still can feel the burnness in my ear... *OUCH...<br />n the best part is "The earing is in BLUE in clr.... yessa! I LUV BLUE..."<br />Get home arnd 10pm...<br />hav fun but still IM TIRED!!!!!<br /><br />* Khair.. i know it's difficult for you & me now but plsss try to understand that i need times to be with my friends... It's been like long time i never gathered with them... N i really MISS THEM SOOO MUCCHH!!!... PLS understand... it's not that i don't want to meet you but we can meet up anytime when free right? so let's make time for our friends then... Don't u think so??? *<br /><br />If only he knows what im thinking n what i needed now...<br />If only he can understand what im yearning for...<br />If only he can feel what i feel...<br />If only, if only & if only i can tell him what i feel right now... <br /><br />*In life u got 2 choose what's right for u... consider it hard enough cause it may leave a memory in ur heart...*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7291717839504142623?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-38454708575685835752008-09-29T01:12:00.003+08:002008-09-29T01:26:42.632+08:00Setiap ucapan dilafazkan dengan kata-kata manis tanpa pikiran panjang...<br />Adakah ia sebuah illusi atau realiti??<br />Walaupun kucuba memberitahu apa isi hati aku <br />Adakah engkau mengerti???<br />Adakah engkau ingin mencegahnya atau disebaliknya???<br />Kadang2 aku terlalu bosan dengan ucapan itu...<br />Kadang2 pula aku teringin mendengar kata2 indah darimu...<br />Aku sungguh keliru dengan pendirianku...<br />Aku takut untuk bersuara isi hatiku..<br />Kerana aku tahu engkau tidak akan mengerti<br />walau sudah berkali-kali terucap...<br /><br />Aku inginkan seorang lelaki yang untuk mendampingi diriku,<br />mengajarku erti kehidupan...<br />Adakah engaku mampu membuat demikian???<br />Tanpa membalas apa2 dariku???<br /><br />Aku cuma inginkan kasih sayang n perhatian...<br />Aku tidak inginkan kepuasan yang telah lama terjadi...<br />Cuma kasih sayang & cinta terhadapku tanpa balasan apa2...<br />Itulah permintaan aku... Sanggupkah engkau melakukannya???<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3845470857568583575?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-502224143143942562008-09-24T23:09:00.004+08:002008-09-24T23:30:04.423+08:00Jus yesterday i've been crying to myself...<br />N now i starting to cry again...<br />Ohh God why this happening to me???<br />What was i thinking abt these days?<br />Err... Im in emotionally, depressed &amp; heartbroken now!!! Pls helppp mmiieee!!!!! :(<br /><br />"Ayu...Whatever obstacles you may face... U may have your answers till up to the end... What you can do is pray &amp; hope for the better... You are HOPE...Ok"<br /><br />His words make me cheer up...<br />N i got to try till i find the answer....<br />I dont want to cry over spilled milk...<br />What just happen, its happens..<br />N i cant change it back...<br />I got to move forward and will nvr turn back...<br /><br /><br />Thanks Zaidi for cheering mi up...<br /><br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-50222414314394256?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-9925614286875508742008-09-17T17:44:00.002+08:002008-09-17T17:48:50.317+08:00dah 2 hari dok mah...<br />mendak tau tap aku malas lak nak kua..<br />hehe... dok rumah goyang kaki lagi agus...<br /><br />klah.. malas nak blog nie sebenarnya...<br />pikiran tak menentu..<br />hmm..bye2...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-992561428687550874?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-81068979648604801872008-09-15T23:13:00.002+08:002008-09-15T23:45:57.607+08:00Hi... long time nvr been blog... im sorie...<br />Hmm.. 2day werking again as usual but get to werk morning... Yeah...<br />Now is the middle month of fasting n so far so good..<br />even i not fasting rite now due to some reason... (erhmm2 phm2 jelah eh..)<br />juz last tuesday is my final sem n i free to go n<br />it will b like 6 mnths b4 i can reply to poly (if i can go in lah...)<br />but for now i juz werk<br />n was seaching for new jobs or mayb full-time?? or sumting???....<br />hmm.. i duno... haiz...<br /><br />I realize dat in life i got 2 make a good choice for the future...<br />i duno dat if i can be wif my friends like now or nvr...<br />i juz hate 2 leave em esp. "my bro"...<br />i duno if he can cope if i not arnd...<br />but i noe dat i cant be 4eva being stick 2 him n 1 day i shall let him go 2 find his own happiness<br />n i will prayed 4 dat....<br />or mayb is now is rite time???<br />But i can still feel dat he still still nid mie.. or mayb it juz my imagination...<br />Hmm.. juz 4get it...<br /><br />-Rayu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8106897964860480187?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-59192985108917691142008-08-01T10:49:00.002+08:002008-08-01T10:55:59.208+08:00Hey...<br />I noe dat it's been a months since my last updatez...<br />n its due 2 busy n lots of stuff nid to be done...<br />of course i did miss u my diary... hehe...<br />Hey wat happen 2 mie???<br />M i toking or writing 2 u..<br />Hmm... later got werk in the evening...<br />Guess i hav 2 stay a alot more longer coz i still got 1 month of skulling...<br />Yeah... till den nid to study for EOY Exam...<br />Wish mie luck okie...<br />Guys i miss u n hope we will still get in touch in the future...<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5919298510891769114?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-12495914826186541492008-06-01T13:15:00.002+08:002008-06-01T13:56:09.432+08:00my mind is not at ease wen comes to her..<br />dares like a barrier dat stop mie...<br />from mitting her..<br />Wen i c her my heart reli hurt tinking abt wat happen...<br />hmM...<br />i wish dat i din tell her anyting...<br />i wish i could keep i could it 2 myself...<br />I juz can't c her... i will lost control of myself...<br />ya Allah tlglah hambamu yg terlalu lemah nie...<br />Hanya dirimu yg tahu pe yg aku pikirkan...<br />Hmm...<br />=============================================<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1249591482618654149?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-70533366359921050892008-05-24T22:35:00.002+08:002008-05-24T23:33:43.179+08:00Today went 2 skul 2 do project...<br />Stress tinkin abt the assignment dat TOTAL OF 3 (2 Programming 1 Presentation 4 Eng)...<br />Haiz... been tinkin alot lately...<br />N FYI yesterday i got mgs from AZRIAH (bestie)...<br />wich was like 5-6 mnths din contact each other...<br />I was so happy dat i get to hear frm her...<br />N so back to project...<br />Yana oradi ot of the team<br />n left mie, Ct &amp; Joyce as a grp...<br />Hmm... Feel angry but wat 2 do she oradi cant cope wif it<br />n even if were 2 carry on i tink it not fair 4 her...<br />================================================================<br /><br />Went 2 Harbourfront wif BB...<br />Eat Chicken Rice wif lemon bb eat Chicken Rice wif sweet n sour...<br />I tink dat was my 1st meal as I wanna 2 diet... =)<br />Hmm... BB was keep askin wanna watch movie..<br />so went 2 Vivo as usual but all the Movie are Ol Sold Out!!!!....<br />Din watch aniting so we both went sumware 2 hav a chat...<br />We din realise dat it was oradi late as we did hav a great time...<br />haha... so funny I like 2 tease him...<br />So cute n sweet like honey n chocolate... hehe...<br />=================================================================<br /><br />2 days ago coincidence mit S____ at Harbourfront<br />while goin 4 lunch wif Joyce n Yana...<br />N he escort us to the banquet n eat wif us...<br />How sweet rite but i not feeling so gud dat time...<br />Suddenly im so quiet at dat moment.....<br />Tinkin wat 2 tok n we ol did tok 2 1 another...<br />He got a sweet smile dat din go away since i met him....<br />Hehe... He's still the same always smile n serious....<br />while walking 2wards the stair dat link 2 MRT<br />he was shock 2 c I was holding yana's hands<br />n dats ware we apart n im okie after he left...<br />==================================================================<br /><br />Yesterday i din confessed 2 BB dat i was jealous<br />wen he say dat he teasing 1 of the girl<br />dat recommend him 4 werk...<br />n e werk was wat Nani been doin......<br />N he din accept the werk...<br />It hurt mie deep down dat he teasing the girl...<br />Till i feel jealous n...<br />i did cme out tears B4 goin 2 bed....<br />Prayin 2 GOD dat all the past will not repeat itself....<br />I reli dun wanna lose HIM....<br />I care so much abt him...<br />He's one dat i wanna spent my whole life wif...<br />Oh GOD dun make him leave... =(<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7053336635992105089?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-63339958674657265922008-05-11T00:28:00.002+08:002008-05-11T01:44:28.842+08:00At Mac'Donald::::<br /><br />2day life was fantastic cause i get 2 eat the new Macdonald's breakfast wif him...<br />N the taste is nice even sum ppl say "dun eat or u will regret"...<br />but i juz wanna try it out so yeah the taste quite nice n i satisfied wif it...<br />Den we both get interview by 1 malay woman abt the new promotion...<br />N we get $5 voucher each for free... =)<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />After eaten, went 2 market 2 buy kitchen stuff...<br />we stop at vegetable shop 2 buy Long Bean...<br />As i was choosing it he say " y dun wan 2 buy the one wif bundle "<br />n he even went 2 take it n he got paise...<br />it wasnt a bundle of long beans...<br />but it was duno wat vegetable dat looks lyk long beans... haha...<br />den proceed 2 buy tahu he was noware in sight....<br />so i juz buy the rest dat nid 2 buy...<br />i was at tiz india shop n i saw him tokin 2 one of the chicken stall guy...<br />n he nvr realize mie was juz rite bside the stall...<br />he went ol the back to the shop dat ware i been b4...<br />searchin for mie everyware n nearly wana kol mie...<br />soon he sees mie n went 2 mie...<br />otw home, the chicken stall guy say 2 him 2 take care<br />n the other guy arnd my dad age say 2 him " wanna get married invite us okie???"...<br />Both of us smiled to each other n he sent mi home...<br /><br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />At Vivocity:::::<br /><br />we mit again 2 watch movie "Ironman"...<br />reach carpark arnd 6.45pm n he walkin too fast leaving mi bhind...<br />haha... but i juz catched up n we reached inside the cinema<br />buy popcorn meal wif nachos... n soon the show was juz begin to start...<br />wat a relief!!!<br />we spent 2 1/2 hrs watching the show...<br />quite boring at 1st but soon the alots of action was being shown...<br />dares even funny parts too... hahaha....<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />we did shop arnd n we tried out a couples pair of sunglasses<br />n finally we did choose n we pay at the cashier....<br />But i find it funny abt him 2day cause he keep on buying wat i wan<br />even i dun reli wanting it so much....<br />Juz say dat u like n zapped!!! he buy it on the spot....<br />But aniway, tanks for everything n i luv him juz the way he is....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6333995867465726592?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-58817710197268623202008-05-08T00:29:00.002+08:002008-05-08T00:31:51.527+08:00hey dare....<br />actuali im no mood to rite...<br />brain not werkin coz due to stress n probs dat i've encounter..<br />sorie..<br />bye2..<br /><br />-RaYu-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5881771019726862320?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-23044537930759390872008-03-26T23:01:00.006+08:002008-05-24T23:40:46.336+08:00<div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Here is wat im gonna Blog...</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Today werkin as usual but in morning shift</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Quite bored but i manage 2 keep myself busy</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">So wat i do was clean the dust, the mirror, sweep the floor etc...</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">But luckly time past dat fast if not im gonna faint... =)</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Den i was looking at other counter which sells branded stuff</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">but nobody was dare to take charge of it</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">so i juz ignore it n continue 2 my werk...</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Later, Yani came 2 my counter n we chat 4 awhile</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">get back 2 werk n i try sum of the hats</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">keep on tryin the hats juz 2 past time....</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">At last, arnd 1.30pm Sis Yaya (my partner) came n we chat </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">den i go 4 my mkn 4 1hr?</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Hmm... im still tinkin wat 2 buy 4 my guy's birthday...</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">Do u guys hav ani ideas???</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">I got wallet in my mind but so far i always buy for him wallet </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">so i guess dat i should brought him other present... ya rite... Hehe...</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#ffffff;">-RaYu- </span></strong></em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2304453793075939087?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-31020193975719783362008-03-03T23:52:00.003+08:002008-03-04T00:27:13.009+08:00<div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em>Hey peepz...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em></em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em>Sorie 4 not blogging 4 so long...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em>I guess im been busy lately due 2 my exam...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em>which is NEXT WEEK!!!</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em>I got freak by the words "Exam" tingz...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em>So nid 2 study hard i mean "EXTRA HARD" 2 get it into my mind...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em>Okie 4get abt the exam tingz...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em>It's makin mie more stress wen tinking abt it...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em></em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;"><em>I do hav a question 2 ol youngters out dare....</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;"><em>Qn 1: Does it hav 2b branded wen comes 2 stuffs which is materialize?</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;"><em>Qn 2: Do ol youngters tink dat it was izzit 2 make $$ nowadays?</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;"><em>Qn 3: Dun they realise dat they hav been wasting their $$ over stuff???</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff0000;"><em></em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em>Hmm... mayb im confused...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em>Now i realise dat youngters is not like in 80's or 90's...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em>They intend 2 hav more freedom den wat we had b4...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em>Make sum parties of their own, </em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em>dress sexy n smartly,</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em>Njoy the fun dat they had wif their friends...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em>So curious abt them youngters...</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em></em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#6600cc;"><em>Dun u oso tink the same ways as i am...???</em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em></em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"><em></em></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ff6600;"><em>-RaYu-</em></span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-3102019397571978336?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-83857981221615390622008-02-06T21:01:00.000+08:002008-02-06T21:34:06.961+08:00<span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Got another 7 more months till grad n I duno y im so obsessive being a admin, recep or etc dat got 2 do wif business... Hmm... But my CA say dat im not suitable being in that kind of werk... But instead he's chose for mie like</span> <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">"Digital Entertainment Engineering"</span> <span style="font-size:85%;">for my Poly??? Hmm... he said if he were 2b my dad he will chose dat 4 mie... Hmm... he said dat "Ayu become admin??? No3... i can't reli noe if u were 2 werk in dat place like it feels so wrong..." I heard dat i was like ???? Haha... He say my character was different n i dun like 2b seated at 1 place say in malay is "Tak boleh duduk diam" hehe... Mayb he's rite but i tink i duno juz yet... Sorie teacher!!! Hehe... </span></span></em></strong></span><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></em><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000099;">Exactly I month EXAM</span> <span style="color:#ff6666;">is comin n i duno if i can make it or not... I juz can't tink abt it... Its looks like ppl starts look upon mie dat i will pass n dats wat im afraid... Afraid dat i cant make them being proud of mie... Well, it's used to happen 2 mie B4 in Secondary School... hmm... N get 2 noe dat Y n J wanna starts revise in 2 weeks time ware i will started my revision 1 week b4 EXAM???? Do u tink it's enough??? Hmm.. i guess i will juz revise on my own den... Hmm... Oh God pls give mie strength in dis... Amin.... Guys pray hard 4 mie... okie2... tankz alots...</span></span></em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff6666;"><em></em></span></strong><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#009900;"><strong><em>For my frens out dare i wish u HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!! HAVE A NICE REUNION OKIE!!! Hav fun everyone... K den till here i benn writing 2 u....</em></strong></span><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#009900;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8385798122161539062?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-2583692078176641512008-01-15T00:07:00.000+08:002008-01-15T01:00:08.367+08:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;">first day of the week im being pissed of by ppl hu dun reli noe how 2 make perfect timing... hmm... Like waitin 4 her almost 1 hr n she din even care 2 mgs if she late or wat... N we r like so stupid waiting 4 her to come... Like WTF siak!!!! N tis izzit e 1st time she doin tis.... Reli pissed off man... My mood keep swinging seh... feel wantin 2 wait 4 her but can't.... Hmm.... At times wonder y m i being softhearted? Mayb juz dun wanna make them angry... hmm... so i will juz 4get it n stop dwell on it... hmm...</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;">Juz now ask her 4 permission abt my x wanna girlfren no. n she agree... hehe... tankz MiZ Y.... Hmm... duno y each time B4 he called my heart will keep pumping very hard... N he keep sayin dat he "MIZ" me!!! Hmm... wonder y??? Juz keep the qns be unanswered okie... as long as he happy im okie wif it... =)</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">Go home raining heavy so juz called dad to fetch me hm n he did... Im so lucky... he was at Commonwealth wen i called him... hehe... tankz dad i love u lotz.... Lolz... so 15 min later he came n fetch me... Hmm... gud2.... Reach home at 6pm coz dat time thought of taking mum n nana but coz mum fetching nana at skul.... But different ppl wanna take different ppl come asking 2 send her to CCK... haha.... pity mum... hmm... Nvrmind next time okie mum....????</span></span><span style="color:#33ff33;"> =)</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#006600;"><span style="color:#ffff00;">Later at nite mit Boifren at my blk n we off 2 Al-ameen eat dare... hehe... I ate FryIce cream n he ate Planta Prata both Tea.... hehe... so funny wen the waiter cum serving the</span> <span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">fry ice cream</span> <em><span style="color:#ffff00;">n he oni giv the plate n not the spoon so we're asking "ware the spoon? wanna eat how?" he say "eat wif spoon u dun get 2 feel the feeing of it n it will b like spilling all over if u using spoon...." haha.... Both of us get wat he mean so i juz try it using my own hand 2 eat.... n it's true u will feel the feeling of it.... Its so yummy... hehe... n ya we did have fun wif each other round...</span></em> <span style="font-size:130%;color:#3366ff;">Tankz.... Love u Darlz....</span> </span><span style="color:#ffff00;">Kla.... NID TO GO.... Wanna slip tired....</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffff00;">-RaYu-</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-258369207817664151?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-52664818722908167502008-01-07T22:23:00.000+08:002008-01-13T01:28:25.781+08:00<span style="color:#cc0000;">Hey...</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">Today is 1st day of skul... but yet i dun feel like goin... Skul start at 1.30pm... Morning lesson postphone coz teacher got orientation.... Hmm... Get up in the morning like almost 10am... did sum cleaning up B4 goin 2 bath... n i was so happy 4 no reason... hehe.... =) (Keep smiling ayu keep smiling....!).... After clean the house, i cook maggi coz my tummy can't take it even longer.... Die2 muz take breakfast... hehe... So ate it till finish den i proceed to take my bath getting ready 2 skul i suppose.... Hmm.... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">At 12.15 mit joyce at CCK INT.... thought i was late but she came later den mie.... lyk 12.30pm??? but juz in time the bus 188 come...haha... So board up the bus n start chatting abt our holidays... I talked abt my trip to malaka n she talked abt her day at KL(Kuala Lumpur) fun uh... hehe.. we was laughing ol the way n din realize dat we goin reach yana's house... haha... n yup she miss our bus again... hmm... n datz wasn't the 1st time... n we noe her tricks... haha... so wait 4 her along the expressway n here she comes abt 10 mins... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">Well, wen juicy mit lily, they will happen 2 forget the 3rd person... so the 3rd person always got nothing 2 do n wat 2 talk... Hmm... n even if the 3rd is exist but they like dun really tok to her so left the 3rs person lonely... haha... 4get abt it... so juz move along k 3rd person... if u interupt i dun tink u will noe the story dat well.... hmm... so juz ignore okie.... hehe... kla gtg wanna slip... 2mrw another day for mie but i nvr werk or skul so i will juz hangarnd my crib orite... </span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">-RaYu-</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5266481872290816750?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-29709139973683571492007-12-23T22:50:00.000+08:002007-12-23T23:13:35.088+08:00now back in singapore liao.... Early morning dah bangun den berangkat dari aprtment kul 7.30am... Haiz... penat aku dibuatnya... In the bus i can't sleep like dare's sumthing dat i tink abt... hmm... Kind of missing him now.... feel like wanna being wif him but dat put aside first coz 1st priorit is FAMILY.... Rite2??? yeah... still long way to reach Singapore seh.... Im so the tired...<br /><br />Kla.. GTG... malas nah tulis nie... PPPEEENNNAAAATTT...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2970913997368357149?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-23500017859372669942007-12-18T22:02:00.000+08:002007-12-18T22:56:10.112+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong><em>Hey dare... Well, here im blogging again... Haha... So here im still @ Melaka n im feeling so bored, happy, sad n many tings... 5 more days to go n we all off 2 <span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff6600;">SINGAPORE!!!</span> haha.... Dunno feel happy or not... Hmm... At the workshop dare we having so much things like seeing how the person in the work, how they functioning thier product... It's cool but im juz bored.... Haha... =) N today Lecturer (Mr Lok) was like mumbling to himself n of course <span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff6600;">WE</span> was like doin our own things not listening to the Lecturer... How rude!!! Haha.... <span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff6600;">But I like It Very mUCH... Tank U.... =)</span></em></strong></span><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#ff6600;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#000000;">Juz during lesson i borrowed my fren so called "Laptop" to c my blog n to my surprised i enter my sis 's blog n find out she n her fren <span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff6600;">KENA</span> bebual dgn 1 org yang taknak dinamakn.... I was like <span style="color:#ff6600;"><span style="font-size:100%;">WTF</span> </span>seh to this guy... Yg dia nak cari pasal dgn adik aku kenapa???? Baik2 mood okie but dpt tau je terus muaka mcm selamba mcm nak mkn org..... Ct was bside mie n she ingat dat i was angry wif her... i say NO... i xplained to her wat actually happened... She understand n make mie cool down.... Hmm... </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;">Den later we go 4 a walk kat Melaka Botanic Garden... Yeah we stroll n rock dare haha... Den in the middle of dat we saw swing n <span style="font-size:100%;color:#ff6600;">ONI mie N Aida main...</span> The rest keep looking n sum of them snapping sum video of us.... feel so happy seh... Released Stress sikit... haha =) Tad mkn western food so the delicious... haha but the coleslaw tak sedap tap takpe i juz eat it... haha.... den alik kat tmpt tinggal MANDI!!! n here im at arcade playing internet, MSN...Blogging.... Hahaha.... So NOW dah kul 11PM masih lum alik... so wat to do???? <span style="font-size:100%;color:#009900;">We ROCK THE HOUSE!!!! HAHAHA.... Kla GTG....BUBBYE!!!</span></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#000099;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2350001785937266994?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-52537710754845034792007-12-09T23:40:00.000+08:002007-12-10T00:26:56.264+08:00<strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;"><em>Early mornin got up n took a bath...Hmm... it was raining cats n dog like non-stop n i can't sleep so i juz take a bath to freshen up my face dat was looking so dragful.... hehe.... =) N yeah today get to see grandma at lakeside dare.... it's like long time very get to mit her due 2 werk n din hav enough time... Hmm.... But can't get to mit him... Hmm... Sooooo Saaaaadddd!!!! *sob2*....</em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><em></em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><em>As we were getting ready 2 dress, i was watching this Cartoon called "Barbie: <span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">The Princess n The Pauper"...</span> The show was dragging mie till the end n i almost late to get dress... Luckily my parents haven dress yet if not i will b hearing a *BANG* at the door.... fuh! hahaha..... So we go n mit grandma... In the van, my sis brought her lapop so i ask her to open coz we (mi n sib) wanna watched the funny movie again... It all abt laughing out loud... haha... Hmm... as we watched we laugh till my chess is hurting.... Haha.... Dad was driving n we went to jrg west 2 buy sum thing 4 grandma..... Dare's a hawker dat sells PAU so we decided wanna buy but the door juz won't open so i saw two malay boys 4 help n one of them did... Tankz... Soon we pay at the cashier side n off we went.... Mum buy fruits for grandma.... hehe... =)</em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><em></em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;"><em>Reach at her house never get 2 c my cousin coz i was being tol dat she fetching her friend at Changi Airport from China... haha.... Aunty was cooking sumting 4 us to eat... Yippee!!! Got Jemput2, Roti John n sum traditional malay kuih... At lat my stomach is full n i cant walk... haha... Den abt 6 plus we went home.... </em></span></strong><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><em><span style="color:#000099;">Got 2 nw dad no nid 2 fetch my uncle.... n i was asking my mum if i can get 2 mit him coz i was tinking if they nvr go anyware den i mit him.... N yeah she allow n so my dad... but they ask mie not 2b back late... YYYEEEAAAHHH!!!!</span> </em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><em></em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#330000;"><em>Finally get to c him... So mgs him n we mit at BPP.... n we mit but only juz 4 awhile coz it was raining n i was wearing skirt so din expect mie 2 ride the motor wif skirt rite??? Haha... 2nd my sis laptop charger was wif mie n she nid it 2 do her project... Hmm.... Feel like so Arrrrggghhhhh!!!!...... Juz get 2 spend time wif him but it's seem like we both hav 2 sacrifice ourselves.... Hmm.... </em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#006600;"><em></em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><em><span style="color:#33cc00;">Eventhough, juz yesterday mit him but it juz oni 4 a while like</span> <span style="font-size:130%;color:#009900;">10 DAYS??? not 3 or 4 DAYS... 10 DAYS??? </span><span style="color:#33cc00;">sending n fetching mie home coz fri n sat i werking till 10.30pm n get home was like nearl 12??? Hmm.... Poor darlz.... Im sorie... If anything dat i can do 4 u pls say it okie....??? =)</span></em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#33cc00;"><em>Another 3 more days 2 go 2 Malacca but i feel bad.... Who not missing own hometown seh... n summo <span style="font-size:130%;">"HIM"....? ARGH!!!!</span> Kla... gtg... wanna slip... Pray dat i will be safe n sound.. dat goes oso wif my Loves Ones.....</em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#33cc00;"><em></em></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33cc00;"><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;">-RaYu</span></em>-</span></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5253771075484503479?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-58092862007609927552007-11-24T00:38:00.000+08:002007-11-24T00:56:45.335+08:00<strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><em>Being in love was so complicated at times... but all u need is juz being urself... I got ask 1 of my frenz a qns: "why muz we tink abt other n not ourselves n why muz we tink abt ourselves n not other???" The qns is abit tricky but mayb u guys may want to ans this??? ur Welcome.... Hehe... =)<br /><br /><br />Juz got back from work... he send mie home.... Hmm... Finally, i say wat i say in my mind... Feel so relief dat i took the courage to tok to him.... But now it's all over n i can now rest abt it... haha... tankz Sayang... I love You very much.....!!!!<br /><br /><br />Another 2 weeks im off to Malacca trip for 10DAYs on skool excursion.... Been goin dare on 13-23dec... Wish mie gud luck okie guys.... I love You.... =) Kla... till here wanna slip coz 2mrw im workin in the morning.... Bubbye.... =)<br /><br />-RaYu-</em></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5809286200760992755?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-78781680848396676532007-11-13T20:27:00.000+08:002007-11-13T21:37:23.162+08:00<strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">Hey.. i noe dat i've been long2 time nvr update... sorie guys.... hehe... Tankz for the tagged wich remind mie dat im way far back... =) Haha... Juz now skul start at 12.30 pm ampai kul 4.30pm... hmm... skul was okie n i did hav sum difficulties in my studies but i managed it sumhow even not 100%... hehe.... Tankz to Ct dat i get sum ideas abt the "maths thing".... its too complicated... haha... using calculator to convert the number to "polar form".... It damn hard coz diff calculator hav diff kind of conversion... Hmm... Tryin so hard at last mie n ct get it rite... we both are happy2... n yeah we can now do our maths in peace....</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">Hmm... being wat im is hard.... for dose dat i knew juz telling you dat I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!! n ur will nvr b 4gotten... hehe... These day i tink alot abt myself, friends n family... hmm.. got lots of stuff dat i being left out.... It's hard to get ol friends to gather together but sumhow i will get it in the future... hehe... Mayb not now, then but later??? Who know.... haha...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">Juz now wen finish skul, i finally go home wif my "friend"... haha even juz for a while but ya... tankz... haha.... But the most important is dat i miss my guys very much.... 2 more days to go n i will c him again... haha.... I love him very much...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7878168084839667653?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-83971622483662982672007-10-12T00:40:00.000+08:002007-10-12T01:43:41.609+08:00<strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">Hey dare.... i noe it been a long time never blog... Until dat friend of mine ask mie " y nvr blog?" haha... im sorie.. its simply im busy..... lalala....</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#009900;">Tired coz this whole week im werkin... n come back at nite... haha... but still can b survive... hmm... 2mrw is the last of fasting... Wish everyone "SELAMAT HARI RAYA"... hmm... im crazy rite now... Juz now get to c my family photo... Im happy to noe dat everyone is fine... haha... Dat was my wish afterall... as long as they are happy im happy too... rite diary...??? Even i nvr get to c them... n they nvr get 2 c mie crying all alone in the corner... hehe... nah... Ayu kuat Ayu tak senang nangis kan2?? =)</span> </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">Tad kat keja penat... Alot of stuff to do n i nvr get to c the customers... busy doin the werk stuff... But b4 goin to werk i get to c my x-workmate at KFC dare.... They happy to c me... haha... esp; Ah Fang n Wani... haha... Mizz them... yup its been a long time i din come down at BPP... haha... alot has been change... hmm...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000099;">Next week skul reopen... im in 2nd yr oradi... haiz... mayb a new challenging for mie... hmm... juz endore it... haha... Sum say i shuld go poly but i duno i wan or not.... It like im tired study... but i still wanna study... hmm... but bila pikirkan family... nak batal je niat tu... Shuld i or shuld i not...???? Sum at my age oradi in degree, diploma... sum at ITE... Sum werking... n sum are oradi married at this younger age... Hmm... I cant decide my destiny lahh.... Pls.... i nid a break.................... haha..... </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I tink i had oradi put enough entry... so i would like to stop here.... bye2... next time blog again...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">hehe... Juz b happy Rayu....</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></em></strong><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong><em>-RaYu</em></strong></span>-</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8397162248366298267?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-70237000944575963682007-10-05T00:40:00.000+08:002007-10-05T01:07:20.539+08:00<em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">Hey everyone...</span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">Hmm... looks like all my worries has come to end... Coz yesterday i got my results back... Dun believe wat i seen.....<span style="font-size:100%;color:#000099;"> I got "A" for all my subject n satisfactory for my PE... N my GPA got 4... Haha...</span> im so glad dat i pass... It juz beyond my expectation... hehe.... =) Cant be happy for it... To my friend... U guys made it though sum not satisfied wif it... But still <span style="font-size:100%;color:#000099;">congrats!!!!</span> </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">Today nver werk but went out wif my ITE friend to buy shoes 4 Hari Raya at Bugis Junction... Hmm.... keep looking for the shoes till i feel like wanted to vomit seh... N my body feel so weak like wanna break my fast like dat... But luckily i servive... Haha... Hmm... At last we go to Bugis Bazaar lookin for it... N i find m shoes.... Quite nice n i like it so much... Coz arnd $19.90 but i ask for lower price.... So i juz pay $19 for it.... We went arnd again lookin for shades for fayyadh n pouch for Joyce n Jeans for Liyana..... Liyana nvr get to buy coz she say the jeans dun hav her size... hmm... So at last feel tired we went home.... Hmmm.... So happy going home but my body reli tired n i walked home like a person who juz being brea wif boyfriend... like NO mood to talk... Hmm.... </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#009900;">Go home n i get ready to take my cousin from skul.. But we go as a family n take a scroll at Greenridge dare buy food for breakin fast.... Papa buy 2 Mee Horfun... Mie buy 2 Chicken Rice... Bro buy Laksa n sum puff cakes for desserts... At the dessert shop all of us so the kecoh... haha.... Findin wat to choose for the cakes.. haha... At last we go home n get ready to break fast....</span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#009900;">Hmm... Today 2 days nvr mit him... But 2molo mit him... Realli miss him... He wanna mit mie but i say i hav to help my mum... so nvrmind... Hehe... Mit him 2molo n wanna hug2 him... GEE... kla... till here den.. Blog again next time... Bye2...</span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">-RaYu</span>-</span></span></strong></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7023700094457596368?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-57940918178637886952007-09-30T00:26:00.000+08:002007-09-30T00:43:00.988+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">Hey juz wanna blog...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">Did u feel sumting dat in lies between you dat juz wanna stand up for ur rights? Dis u feel dat u juz wanna get out of the whole tings dat u had? Hmm.. its reli feel dat hurt wen ur the only once dat tinking of wat the others did not tink... Guys i reli did try my bez to make dat day to go out wif u but it ju didnt go well wif wat i plan... I reli miz u guys alots.... Im dying to c u guys again.. happy n having fun all the way like we use too... Im sorie if im too busy wif my werk but ur not forgotten coz ur will always in my mind dat i will always tink of... Hmm... </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">As for Ruzi, I wish u Happy Birthday may all ur wish come true... Ana: b always b taking care okie? i love u both guys... Rafie: May u hav fun in serving ur NS.... Khairi: Juz b happy okie? Iskandar: Move on wif ur life n im sorie for not being wif the gang.... Last but not least Zaidi: Juz wish u well n healthy bro... <span style="font-size:100%;">=) <span style="color:#000099;">N GUYS SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA</span> tak lama lagi!!! haha... </span></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#006600;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#006600;">Juz being myself is not enough... Nid to forget abt everything dat is unhappiness dat are long forgotten... Hmm.. still happy wif my guys.... Btw, Happy Anniversary 1yrs of our relationship... Hehe... I will love you now then n til end of time... My promise dat i make to u will always keep deep in my heart... Muackz3...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#006600;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#006600;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-5794091817863788695?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-9219760104336533672007-09-21T14:40:00.000+08:002007-09-21T15:20:59.674+08:00<span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#000066;"><em><strong>Hey diary.. Juz blogging..</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#000066;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#000066;"><em><strong>Im feel dat im missing sum1 but dunno lah... hehe.. boleh gitu... hmm.. these days my mind is gone n i tink abt the past... wat's happening to mie??? Hmm... juz two days ago i cried in the corner n hide myself... Not letting anyone see mie wen im crying... Hmm... i mis my frens... my gang... my every1 of them... But of coz im happy wen i c my guys but my friends??? ware are they... umm... Yes im noe dat sum been chatting wif me in the com n i feel happy abt dat but the rest leh?? Hmm... Juz dunno if i were miss by THEM... R they doin fine n well r they...??? Most impt is dat i miss my bro... haven been replying my mgs durin the pass two weeks.... hmm... I wanna noe abt him... hmm..</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#000066;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#000066;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#660000;"><em><strong>Later goin to werk at 5pm.. but now still at com CHATTING??? Hee.... WTH.... haha.... Iskandar n Khaii are dare.. haha.. tankz guys coz u make my day... haha... hope u happy2 okie... n for iskandar wish u ol the bez... khairi wish u dat wateva u do i will hav my support... hahaha.... Im MAD!!! dunno wat im tokin abt??? LOLZ... Got to go... Bye den... n Love u guys lots....</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#660000;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#660000;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:85%;color:#660000;"><em><strong>-RaYu-</strong></em></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-921976010433653367?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-78442427014395049932007-09-18T14:55:00.000+08:002007-09-18T15:21:03.861+08:00<div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#990000;">RiHaNnA: CrY</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong> </div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">I'm not the type to get my heart broken...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">I'm not the type to get upset and cry...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">Cause </span></strong><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#006600;">I never leave my heart open...</span></strong></span></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">Never hurts me to say goodbye...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">Relationships don't get deep to me...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">Never got the whole in love thing...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">And someone can say they love me truely...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">But at the time it didn't mean a thing...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">Chorus:</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">My mind is gone, i'm spinning round...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">And deep inside, my tears i'll drown...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">I'm losing grip, what's happening...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">I stray from love, this is how I feel...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong> </div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">This time was different...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">Felt like, I was just a victim...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">And it cut me like a knife...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">When you walked out of my life...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">Now i'm, in this condition...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">And i've, got all the symptoms...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">Of a girl with a broken heart...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">But no matter what you'll never see me cry...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">Did it happen when we first kissed...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">Cause it's hurting me to let it go...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">Maybe cause we spent so much time...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">And I know that it's no more...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">I shoulda never let you hold me baby...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">I didn't give to you on purpose...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;">Gotta figure out how you stole my heart...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;"></span></strong> </div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">Chorus:</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">My mind is gone, i'm spinning round...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">And deep inside, my tears i'll drown...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">I'm losing grip, what's happening...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">I stray from love, this is how I feel...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">This time was different...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">Felt like, I was just a victim...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">And it cut me like a knife...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">When you walked out of my life...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">Now i'm, in this condition...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">And i've, got all the symptoms...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">Of a girl with a broken heart...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">But no matter what you'll never see me cry...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong> </div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">How did I get here with you, i'll never know...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">I never meant to let it get so, personal...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">And I won't let it show...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">You won't see me cry...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">This time was different...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">Felt like, I was just a victim...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">And it cut me like a knife...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">When you walked out of my life</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">Now i'm, in this condition...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">And i've, got all the symptoms...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">Of a girl with a broken heart...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#000099;">But no matter what you'll never see me cry...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong> </div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">This time was different...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Felt like, I was just a victim...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And it cut me like a knife...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">When you walked out of my life...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Now i'm, in this condition...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">And i've, got all the symptoms...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">Of a girl with a broken heart...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">But no matter what you'll never see me cry...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">All my life...</span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">-RaYu-</span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7844242701439504993?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-2523164266585799942007-09-14T14:48:00.000+08:002007-09-14T15:27:04.702+08:00<span style="color:#009900;"><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>Hey... today got nothing to do o juz blog in..</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><strong>Hmm... Today is the second day of the fasting month... so far okie... later got werk so mayb its not dat bad wen u were lookin at the time.... haha.. =) Hope dat my bad day won't come for this month... Leh gitu...???? Hmm... Girls!!! u should noe wat im referin too... Still decide wat 2 eat for breaking fast.. Hmm... thought of wanna cook at home den bring to werk but dunno wat cook... Haiz...so the stress...Food oso wanna stress????? Wat'z happening to mie...???? Haha... yesterday mgs zaidi wana ask him abt zuraidah's present but he nvr ngs back so juz ignore him... Hmm... 2 days ago tok to both papa n grandpa was a blast... Haha... Its Iskandar n Khairi... we toking thru MSN... n yup... im having fun... hoohoo... </strong></span></em><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">Yesterday sis was angry wif mie till she sleep at mum's bedroom... Hmm.. its not dat im being so irritating but i was reading novels n suddenly she tok to mie...n how am i suppose to hear wat she saying... N so i was fed-up n i tell her dose nasty things which make her blood goes upstair n ya... dats end of it... Hmm... feel so guilty dat i juz telll her like dat... Hmm... den while reading the novel, my tears come out... i duno why dat happen? mayb bcoz of the novel i read or izzit bcoz of wat i say to my siter..??? Hmm... N now in the morning she ask mie? "Yesterday u sleep alone?"... I say yup... n she smiled... haha... Hmm.. dats wat siblings do... No matter wat we doin either doin sum which is beyond control... We were still siblings forever.... Haha.. I love u Sister!!! ... =) Kla gtg... Blog you again next time...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">N i lov you very much khair....muackz... =)</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;font-size:85%;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-252316426658579994?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-62062762171810277522007-09-07T23:01:00.000+08:002007-09-18T15:24:00.051+08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#990000;">Hey... been a long day for mie... wen out @ 11am to study at Singapore Science Centre.... mit joyce at CCK at 11.30am.... n mit yana, fayyadh n nizam at mac jurong entertainment... B4 proceed to study we hang arnd to eat at one of the korean foodstall.... juz beside the mac.... I dunno wat the shop name but it is confirm 100% halal... haha... my first time eating a korean food.... hmm... we ordered the student meals dat was oni $5.90 n i choose mee soup.... Wen the food is comin.... i was so the attempting coz the mee was nicely decorated n its looks like tom yam but is not... its kind of noodles soup mix wif chilli n ya... i digged in after both of my friend's food is serve.... Nizam n fayyadh not eating coz they broke... Opps sorie guys!!! dah pecah rahsia korg.... Muahahaha...... =)</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#009900;">Next we proceed to Singapore Science Centre... the guys not comin coz of friday prayers..... Fuhh.... wat a relief!!! haha... so left oni the girls .. haha... We forever the Power Of Three.... haha...=) Hmm... start study wif our subject but i dun hav mood... hmm... duno it's ol in the sudden... hmm... bt i ignore it n ya.... it stated again... Hmm... hm.. got problems between yana n her "friend"... so help abit... n ya but still no valid at last ask her to write en email to him... hmm... K about dat mayb we discuss later... </span></em></strong><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#009900;">Juz after study wif them... mit Khair for awhile... he take mie home... hehe... Haiz.... Kinda of miss him n hug him to the max..... hehe... =) but cant stay dat long coz at home datz sumting cropped up at home... But get to mit him on Sunday again... haha... Cant wait...gee...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;">"Sesuatu dlm kehidupan mestilah mula dgn cita2.. </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;">Tanpa itu tiada semangat untuk kita capai impian kita...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;">Kita hanya blh usaha n serahkan keputusan kepada illahi dgn hati yang tenang...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;">Insyaallah ape pun yang kita lakukan...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;">Hanyalah dengannya kita dapat petunjuk...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;">Amin Rabbal Alamin..."</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6206276217181027752?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-45176879872001192812007-09-05T16:17:00.000+08:002007-09-05T17:59:23.029+08:00<strong><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;">Hey... 2day is quite okie... Juz in the morning got DPA test... din study dat much but still no wat is the subject ol about... haha... funy rite??? Hmm... Waiting for my friend to come but she was late... make appt. @ 8.30-8.45 but she come at 9.15am... so late seh.... haha... but aniway, you are forgiven yana.... haha.... =) But den i saw dose two clowns at the MRT dare.... i ingat dorg tak nampak den goin to the intercharge they saw us n wait for us.... hmm.... reach skul at around 9.45 n ya we started our test... n I was lyk WTH!!!!!! the qns are mostly ol theory n alots of qns.... like total of 27 qns n its like ol break apart... hmm... but okielah... luckily can ans the qns not ol but okie... haha... During the test got 1 teacher comin to the class n we got to move to the other class... During dat time, everyone take the book n keep study again to refresh their mind... so did i but not dat revise.... haha.... </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;">Hmmm... i kind of miss him now.... but i dun wan to trouble him... should i kol him or mgs him... Hmmm.... plus 2day i oradi 3 days nvr mit him.. Hmm... heard dat 2day he got off till on sun den book in to camp.... hmm.... okie2 bez2.... 2molo wanna mit my friends together to study fot the exam.... at Science Centre.... hmm... okielah... i wanna stop here.... Juz dunno wat to tok abt.... haha....</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4517687987200119281?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-82459047194370962162007-08-28T21:38:00.000+08:002007-08-28T23:22:37.212+08:00<em><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;">Wat happen in the life is depends on wat type u wanna be my dear diary... Feels like at times i wanna go out n be alone n watch the sky to c how beautiful the scenery are... but now i have no time for myself, him or even my friends... I know they missing mie n mi have try to contact them but still im too busy for dat... Hmm... keep tinking n tinking but still can't find the solution to dat... How am i suppose to do next? How am i suppose to deal wif my life dat full of question n problem dat keep coming n coming non-stop...? If were to tink back wat is goin on, i juz dnno wat to say... or wat is happening to mie... I juz dunno wat to dooooo.........................</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#009900;">I try to be calm as i used to... i try to happy like i used to... But in the end im the 1 dat keep on tinkin n tinkin abt wat happen? Im happy wif whoever im wif (friends, best friends n most importantly my guy but im not wen im alone.... =( i reli hate for being alone... But still im remain calm forever... I nid him by my side always... Wanna spend my time wif him without tinkin abt aniting... No werk no saving no everything... Juz mie n him...... But nooooooooo.... Still nid to tink abt $$$, stuff, house, bills.... whenever i c him.. i juz wanna being wif him n dun wan to come home... Yup... Im seriously madly deeply in love wif him!!!! He's all i ever wanted..... He's cute, he's patience (i reli adores it), he's angry n everything.... He take care of mie dat well... Tankz for dat... ur love is all i needed... I LOVE YOU... u heard mie???? Dun say im dat dun say im tiz coz no matter wat i do i will always carry ur heart wif mie... Diz wat i promise you...</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#009900;"></span></strong><br /></em><div align="left"><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff9900;"><em>"Bila ku sedari diri disayangi langkah kaki ini semakin berani... Bilaku keliru ku ucap manamu terasa diriku kembali dikalbu... Engkau yang pertama tiada akhirnya... Aku dalam kegelapan engkaulah cahaya... Izinkanlah aku menumpang disini didalam naungan kasih dan sayangmu ku berserah diri...." Our song dat we adores very much.... Muackz...</em></span></strong></div><strong><span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#ff9900;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#ff9900;"><em><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;">-RaHaYu</span>-</em></span></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-8245904719437096216?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-8501524149334187742007-07-04T20:38:00.000+08:002007-07-04T21:09:38.491+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;color:#000099;"><strong><em>I duno if i did the rite thing dat i go out wif him yesterday... I mean not him but "ZAIDI"... Hmm... feel so bad seh... n i nvr tell him summo... Wat does he feel??? Summo wen zaidi wanting to c Ruzi n i was waiting for zaidi to mit Ruzi seh... But on the other side i was like soo bored n that yesterday was my mum go religous class... N if i were to mit him it was like at night... den mayb my parent will get angry... My sis asked mi to bring her laptop to her skul n i dun haf ani1 to accompany mie.... so i thought of asking him... N he's free so we went out together n kita bbual kosong... Wen sis was asking mie "y u suddenly go out wif him???" I noe it weird n i noe its not good coz ppl will c us together outside n mayb they will misunderstand us... Hmm... Hopefully nothing goes wrong... We did tok abt wat happen in our life n we did hav fun like last time we had... Now, i do regards him as my brother not more dat... N we will b mitting again the next time wen i was buying my hp... Hmm... But tis 1 i haf tell him abt it n he's say okie... Hmm... </em></strong></span><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#000099;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#000099;">I love him so much... N i do now... then... yesterday... </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#000099;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#000099;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-850152414933418774?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-72086452003755404372007-06-23T23:20:00.000+08:002007-06-24T00:33:13.598+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><strong><em>Hey dare...</em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:times new roman;font-size:85%;color:#000099;"><strong><em>Juz finish doin my blogskin... Haiz can be soo the confused wif ol the codes 4 amendments... Niwae... Tankz sis for searchin for this blog of mine... I really loved it... haha... muackz!!! </em></strong></span><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#330033;">Today got werk... i was werkin morning... Lucky, yesterday i check my roster again... OMG.... im werkin mornin if not mie n Sis Yaya n mie will come at e same time in e afternoon... Hahahax... Customer was not dat much... At 12nn, sales was quite bad... I manage 2 sell oni a few lyk can count siak.... Hmm... Wanna wait for Sis Yaya 2 cme was lyk waiting for a prince charming seh... Opps!!! Sorie sis... i tok behaind ur back... haha... Actually im quite hungry but no $$$... n i thought dat my mealcard was wif Sis Yaya but nooo... it was gone by the time dat i tol Sis Yaya dat i wanna my mealcard back... She say "i give back to u oradi" den i check back but it wasn't dare sooo.... I nid to EEEAAAAATTTTT!!!!! Nak taknak i go n take out my $20 (dats all i left in my bank) to eat .... Tink n tink wanna eat wat... At last im buyin KFC... juz buy e bugets burger meal n eat wif Fiza... Haha... Fiza... Hope you b happy n dun get tooo frustrated wif ur boyfriend okie... Try 2 control ur anger okie darls... Wish you last long wif him...Luv you... =) </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#ff6600;">By the evening e sales was lyk <span style="font-size:100%;">WALLAH!!! </span><span style="font-size:85%;">it goes up... Many ppl was buying... N of coz i was happy but it was soo frustrating coz nid to run 2 the customer c wat they doin or r they buyin... At last...getting ready to go home... Wait for Sis Yaya from her break so i can go home... As i was walkin thru e path, Dares three guys.... 2 was on e bike n the other was bside e bike... He was lookin at mie n he was wanting to get my attention... he called mie n here goes e speech:</span></span></span></em></strong><br /><br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"><strong>He: Hai... nama sape???</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"><strong>Mie: Nama... Rahayu...</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"><strong>He: Im Daniel...(masa nie dia hulur tangan)</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"><strong>Mie: (Jabat tangan)</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"><strong>He: Leh kenal2???</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"><strong>Mie: Kenal2 eh... Takleh uh k bye!!!</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;">Aku malas nak layan so i juz went off... Actually in the 1st place i thought he was callin my name... Rupa2nya he was calling "U... U... U..." not "Rayu... Rayu... Rayu..." .... Haha.. perasan lah ko rayu.... =) Nasib masa aku salam dia... Khair lum sampai... Nasib2... Aku taknak... peg jlnlah dgn tu mamat... Dgn matair aku lagi agus... hahax... Khair3... I miss u so much.... Dah ampai tmpt yg kita suppose 2 mit.... he came n he bring maggi for mie.... I eat it up n den i tol him wat happen... He was laughing non-stop.... N he said "Biasalah... Awak lawa ape..." Hehe... Really hav fun wif him... hmm... 2nite he went for a scroll wif his frens.... Hmm... =( Nvrmin... let him enjoy wif his frens... haha... Have fun now khair... N i will mit u 2molo again... Btw, i luv u n i missed u vert the much.... Muack3...</span></em></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;color:#ffff00;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;font-size:85%;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="left"><strong><em><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;color:#cc33cc;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7208645200375540437?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-25229504481692909122007-06-22T04:02:00.000+08:002007-06-22T20:46:50.949+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;"><strong>Hey... Got nothing 2 do so juz blogging... hehe.. later got werk at 5.30pm-9.30pm... Hmm... duno wan to werk or not... suddenly feel so tired n feel so the lazy... i juz read 1 of my sister's friend blog n i find it true dat we did our own life n our own way to handle the situation... Feel so pity on her as she always been keeping 2 herself after her breaking up wif her bf... hmm... Mayb not everyone has a happy ending but well juz keep on searching for it okie sis...??? Hmm... now, i did haf my own bf dat i loved very much n we intend to keep it till we r ready for everything... Mayb this will b the last time dat i haf or mab if after this if it still not werking den i will juz hand it over to the GOD 2 decide... Like my religiuos teacher say "Wen we were at our mother's womb we are oradi fated wat we will be??, who r our partner in our internity??? why we live???" So dares no need to get upst by wat happened to us now coz there will b a better person dat are meant for you... Dun dwell on the past n live for now n for ur future... Mayb GOD bless wif wat we doin...Amin!!! =) To my frenz out dare... I still miss u guys even i never looked for u guys... I still tinking of u guys yesterday, now, 2molo n 4eva... Insyaallah if everything is fine i will c every single 1 of you... Till den stay happy always n tink of mie... orite? =) Luv you guys till end of time... MUACKZ3</strong></span><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Times New Roman;">-RaYu-</span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-2522950448169290912?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-15683828731182048302007-06-18T14:49:00.000+08:002007-06-22T20:47:31.461+08:00<div align="justify"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>Hey ya... Juz got time to blog in... Hmm... Very busy in my whole life as i was entered in this Higher Nitec school... Very busy... Mon-Fri schooling, Mon, Thur, Fri & Sat werkin &amp; Sun iz my religious class... Haiz.. Niwae, tiz week iz my last week of hols for my religious class next week start... So during sun hols i went out wif my guy n we spend a great time together.... Realli appreciate u syg... Muackz.... </strong></span></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff0000;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#000000;"><strong></strong></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#006600;"><strong>Now, sch hols 3 weeks of hols... Haiz... Mostly at home but still got werk... Dat iz Mon, Thur, Fri & Sat... Dunno wanna go out wif frens or not.. Got my fren ask mie go hols to relax but i rejected... Juz bcoz of a person dat i been tinkin of... So juz reject it even i noe wat my fren will tink of mie... Hmm... A big decision dat i make... Hmm... Juz dat oso a prob dat it created in us... Haiz... Wen will it be end??? Hmm... </strong></span></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#006600;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;">2day went 2 LOT 1 watching Fantastic 4... Went wif <span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">HIM &amp; NANA (her sister)...</span> I was so overjoyed 2 c his sister... Kira2 sama baya dgn Sha2 (adik sedara)... She oso 7 yrs old tiz year... hehe =) She was so happy 2 c mie... =) Reach dare almost time coz i was delayed by my parentz... Coz they went 2 geylang market n afteer dat they went 2 my aunt's house.... They tok3 until goin 1.15 pm... Reach hm at 1.45 pm... the show start at 2.45 pm so quickly dressed n i rushed out from the house... =) The show quite okie but pity the Silver Surfer coz he had to sacrifice for his life to save the world... Hmm... Dat was so great of him... I respect dat... show was abt 2hours n we all was feelin cold n rushed 2 the toilet right after the show... =) hmm... </span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;">We ate Mac' Donald... Order 3 set of EVM... (1 each) hehe... we nvr eat finish so decide dat we bring home but Khair said to mie dat the food slip down from his hand wen he wanna take the escalator goin up... I was shocked... Hmm... Go 2 Kiddy Palace to buy His sister game... Search n search fot it til 45 mins den she decided to take a toy car dat got diff types of cartoon characters lyk Venom, Spiderman, The Hulk... etc... Total got 6 diff cars... Soon after dat... we send Nana home... Otw 2 his house Nana was so tired n i carried her n take turn wif him carried Nana to her house...Den he send mie home by bike... But b4 dat we go to Greenridge SC 2 buy Pizza 4 my <span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">FAMILY...</span> Reach home at 9.45 pm... We did had a great time together... =) Kla... tILL den i wanna slip... 2morrrow wanna werk...</span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;color:#993399;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-size:85%;">-RaYu-</span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1568382873118204830?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-15921994012544857452007-06-09T13:16:00.000+08:002007-06-22T20:48:58.365+08:00<span style="font-family:times new roman;"><strong>Hallo...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Long time nvr blog in... Quite busy these few dayz... I'm sssoooo tthhheee tired... =p Hmm... How m i goin to begin with??? Hmm... Haha.. K let's start at skul...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Early mornin wake up arnd 6am... pack my beg, iron my polo-T... Den arnd 6.30am bath... Waking up my dad to go to werk... At arnd 7.25am go out n fetch my friend at petir bus stop... Haiz.. Early mornin tok abt my troublematic cuzin.... Soo headache abt him uh.... Wish not wanting to tok abt him.... Always make ppl angry oni... Haiz... SSOOOO FED-UP!!!</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Reach skul arnd 8.05am n e teacher haven reach wait for awhile n off we go enter e classroom... Haha... Luckily e class is still conducting dare if not hav to shift coz of "Jan Intake" wanted to take thier exam... Heard dat next week is e last week for them... Well, wish them ol e bez....</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Subject <span style="color:#cc0000;">DPA (Digital Principal Application)</span> oni 8 ppl attended e other 2 ppl cant come coz 1 iz sick n e other motor accident... Hmm.... Lesson have to cover up at least 1 chapter...!!! Soooo e bbbooorrreeeddd!!!! 8am-2pm learning thoery???? Tankz uh Mr Chan.... Haha... =p Feelin soo sleepy but being waking up by Mr Chan... Haiz... But at least i get the problem being solved... Cool huh???? Nvr dat concentrate but can giv e answer so well done... Haha... Ohh rahayu stop pretending!!! Haha.... </strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>At class till break <span style="color:#cc0000;">KENA </span>disturb by my fren.... 1 is keep shouting at mie n 1 other was like tickling at my stomach n both make mie like i cant concentrate on studies.... But at least they make my day... Haha.... Soo bored to being soo energetic.... Tankz guys.... Kind of irratating but still i hav fun wif ur... =p Ohh Liyana, have fun wif ur guy today...!!! Njoy the day tau...</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Luckily, today nvr werk if not im <span style="color:#cc0000;">DAMN TIRED!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! <span style="color:#000000;">these few day i've been eating too much n far tooo much.. since morning, eat rice, den choc at home i ate 3 bowl of rice, sweets, crackers n soup.... haha... Nvr been these appetite b4.... haha... Hope dat nothing goes wrong during these few days... Hmm... Kla got to signed out... 2molo werkin morning... <span style="color:#cc0000;">N I GONNA MIT HIM AFTER WERK... YEAHHHH!!!</span></span></span></strong></span><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"><strong></strong></span><br /><strong><span style="color:#330033;">-RaYu-</span></strong></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-1592199401254485745?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-44068168093925603002007-05-22T21:01:00.000+08:002007-06-22T20:50:37.427+08:00<strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">Hello.... Long time nvr blog in huh??? feel like it was almost a month... Haha... So sorie... so busy lah these days... But aniway, who wanna read my blog??? So y shuld i blog in everyday? haha... I hate it wen people dun really noe what i say or tinkin abt them.... Tinkin it was so cool seeing mie angry juz like dat....???? Well, they dun really noe how i reacted wen im really angry.... If they do i tinkin they dun dare 2 get close to mie again... Haha... Soooo PPL go N FUCK OFF!!!! UR NOT WELCOME HERE!!!!! haha..... Kan dah dtg gila aku....MUAHAHA.... =P</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#009900;">Btw, today is my dad birthday.... so sad seh coz nvr get him a present but i did wish him.... Haha... dah 44 thn my father... =) For a sec i feel dat my dad wanna sumting from mie but wen i tell him e next gaji i get i will buy him a gift... He looked n he say no need.... U noe wat I really respect him as my father coz based on e attitude he's lot more better den my mum due 2 his patient, like 2 make fun, always tease ppl.... Haha... But he does nagged alot... haha... Opps! Sorie dad.... Juz joking n ur the most wonderful dad tat i ever had... Btw, i LOVE HIM ALOT.... </span></em></strong><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;">At skul was bored but at the same time e time was so fast... kelas start at 12nn but i came at 12.30pm coz e bus came late..... waitin for it abt 45mins? wat e f***! luckily, teacher nvr scold.... </span></em></strong><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;">haha.... get to study 2 e topics n get goin on..... =p study hard3.... =p DPA lesson do e jobsheet like so stress seh... Do wif tis chinese guy n Yana.... He keep teasing mi seh... how like wat? Blur sotong ah mie... Hmm... at 3pm we go 2 next lesson FIA... hehe.... Till 5.15pm den dismiss... suppose it was 4.30pm but he extend it due to skip lesson tis pass few weeks... Hmm... SOO e tired lucky dad was arnd e corner... He fetch mie from skul... Hehe... Save my money =p Tanks dad!!!! Hmm... Din get to mit him coz im abit lazy n furthermore mum got religious class... SOOO SSSAAADDD ;( Guess juz mit him 2molo lah... if get to it lah.... hmm... Thusday im werkin at 5.30pm-9.30pm... Im soooo e fed-up.... duno wif hu... haha...Kla till here...</span></em></strong></span><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ff6600;"></span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#ff6600;"><span style="font-family:georgia;">-RaYu-</span> </span></span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4406816809392560300?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-42062452426764052992007-04-30T13:03:00.000+08:002007-06-22T20:53:22.948+08:00<div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#006600;">19 years old tis year!!! Still cant decide wat to do in life or wan i want in life.... Hmm... Dreams??? Was dare dream in my life??? Scattered dun tink so... xcept dat i dun really wanna tok about it coz i wanna it go wif the flow... hmm... 1st i dreams bcome a teacher din get it den i wanna being a admin werkin in the office still din get it... Now i get an electronic coz for my course??? Shuld i study again n take another course after tiz course??? Got interest in my sis course "Biz IT"... Hmm... wondering shuld i take dat course if i get to go 2 ploy??? See the subject like im very interested... but duno la..... coz if i get to ploy wont dat b costing alot of $$$ n summo my sis is oso in ploy... Hmm.... Juz dunno lah.... i will juz go wif the flow.... =p</span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span></span></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:85%;"></span></span></span></span></em></strong> </div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Next week Religious Mid year exam... hmm... muz study n study n study till i die.... haha... nah juz kidding... Juz now i was tinkin how was i wen i was oradi dead... will i b able to c my loved ones wen im invincible??? i wonder... how they bath a corpse lying on the floor?? hmm.... Opps!!! y was i toking abt dat.... hehe... muz b tinking alot tiz days.... haha... 2molo start new day of skul... Change class DE0704C - DE0704D... hmm... n ol e timetable start @ 8am???? Wanna faint siak... haha... But go home early seh... arnd 1 or 1.30 pm.... xcept for tuesday @ 4.30pm n wednesday @ 6pm but wednesday got CCA so mayb reach home arnd 10pm... Hmm...</span> </span><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000099;">SOO E LATE!!!! IM TIRED!!!! =)</span> Kla till here den... Den till c u next time... Btw, Loved u Khair.....!!!! =p</span></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#990000;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;"></span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-4206245242676405299?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-68036290523156542882007-04-25T00:09:00.001+08:002007-04-25T00:28:32.858+08:00<div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;">A shock of my life..... Cant believe dat my great grandma had passed away... So sad but tears din come from my eyes... =( Mayb God love her so much..... May she rest in peace.... n for mi Life MUZ GO ON!!! juz now im werkin got 2 noe 1 girl name "Feeza" or "Fizah".... She's new... 2day her 2nd day @ werk.... Wish her luck in her werkin life n mayb we could get 2 noe each other better??? =) 2day skul okie... but bored n i feel asleep as e lesson was so bored n most of my classmate all sleep till e teacher say "I dun teach ur ask me 2 teach... Den wen i teach ur sleep"... Hahaha so funny.... We girls called him "Goldfish" =) coz he got a big round eyes n a round face juz like goldfish... haha =p Haiz muz wait for e approval of exempted paper by next week... So long.... hmm..... Release skul @ 11.30am.... So early rite? haha oni got 1 lesson mah.... so happy..... got home send my cousin 2 skul as my sis "nana" is sick.... She got a high fever... hmm.... Tis sis like 2b pampered alot.... haha..... it was like a minute she sleep n a few minutes later she woke up n cry..... den a minute later u will find herself very e hyper like not sick like dat... haha.... =p 2molo i nvr go to skul.... Skip skul as i wanted 2 go "melawat"... If go oso useless coz lesson start @ 2pm end @ 6pm so y not skip.... Niwae i got an excuse letter... hmm... Kla gtg.... wanna slip.... Bye2.... muackz...</span></em></strong></div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#cc0000;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="justify"><strong><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;color:#993300;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-6803629052315654288?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4149973693945398581.post-77254059375273253972007-04-18T23:08:00.000+08:002007-04-18T23:33:43.649+08:00<strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;"><span style="color:#663366;">Hmm.... wat 2 do wen sum1 do not have $$ 2 buys things especially 4 skul tings.... All u can tink was juz 2 pawn ur jewellery.... Was dat e oni way 2 do dat....??? Haiz.... $$$ we can search aniware but if pawn once give dare's no way u can get it back even so u will pay also e interest.... Mayb dat will double up ur original price... Den wen u wanna pay e $$$ if u dun have e $$$....???? If got $$$, i will spend it for my family or mayb 4 myself or my expenses.... hmm.... Now i dun have it n i do nid it for my skuls books... Always tel "him" den he will juz give it 2 mie.... Hmm.... feel guilty dat i borrowed him e $$... Nie pun my parents tak tahu..... Hmm.... wanna wait for salary for my new werk its 2 long... mayb next months.... ARGh................</span> </span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;">2molo mit them @ Jurong East @ 7:20 am... Skul start @ 8am... Got games day....Haha still funny wan we r oradi higher nitec den we still play games during our age? Like secondary school seh.... Hahaha =) Kla like to signed out... got 2 wake up early.... =p</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#660000;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:85%;color:#000099;">-RaYu-</span></em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4149973693945398581-7725405937527325397?l=ladyrayu.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>RaHaYu MuStAfAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04526046420731550114noreply@blogger.com0